i luv mi life!

Nobody Knows..

2005-10-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

yepyep dats d title of the video clip we watched during post-exam activities today..lol had lotsa funny parts in between dat sent our claz(hrm at least our area) laughing like mad..but it really changed my attitude towards life..u can go to tis website to find out more abt d story..
http://www.lhp.com.sg/nobodyknows/#
or here for a little clip introducing d show..
http://www.ifcfilms.com/ifcfilms?CAT0=3127&CAT1=6186&SHID=19905&AID=10111&CLR=red&BCLR=
it's based on a true story dat happened many years ago in japan..n if there is eva a chance i wna watch it again!or buy d cd!very saddening..although it progresses abit too slow..but if u engage in it..put ur whole heart in n watch it..till d end..u will b much much rewarded..

n after watching rite..u will feel ur butt aching!lol..n mostly..u will feel v lucky u r not one of them..n here we r taking all d tings we have for granted..d money our parents give us everydae..going 2 sch without worrying abt our food..d electricity bills..our shoes..whether we will have water 2 drink or use..n even playing ur favourite ball game.d boy in d show dint even have money to buy a baseball or glove..n had 2 pick one on d ground n use a stick n pretend it's a bat..d toy piano..n many more..really..i have been taking all d tings i had for granted..n stiu feel irritated when my parents refused to buy a new com..i felt totally guilt-strickened.

as im hearing d music..images of d show float about in my mind..n i can stiu rmb d part when d lil girl fell from d chair n neva woke up..almost felt like my eyes were flooding at dat pt of time..but dint overflow lol..coz i was reminded of d past..yea hrm aniwae she was such a cute girl!an innocent life lost juz like dat..n her brother kept 2 his promise n brought her to c d airplanes..in d suitcase..ohmann..u can almost feel a 1000 kg weight suddenly appearing in ur heart..making it sink terribly..i dno how 2 describe..u muz watch it urself then u noe!

if i eva get d cd can borrow from me if u wan!n if any1 who noes where 2 get it pls tell me too!=)

Lessons To Be Learnt:
*dun eva take anything for granted..coz u neva noe when u'll lose them
*when tings get bad..n not pleasant..dun look dwn on urself or give up ur life..coz there r others far worse than u..like those children..n they have not given up..stiu determined to face d cruel fate dat they r resigned to..
*when u feel dat d whole world is against u..think abt them..

lol okay i tink im repeating myself..k bye!~

2005-10-23T23:31:00.000-07:00

http://www.kahsoon.com/2005/10/19/jay-chou-ye-qu-lyric-%e5%91%a8%e6%9d%b0%e4%bc%a6%e5%a4%9c%e6%9b%b2%e6%ad%8c%e8%af%8d/
Jay's new song NOCTURNE!!!!

yeahyeah!go dl!!its NICE!!!WARNINGWARNING!u will be addicted to it!so be careful!!wahaha!if u wan d mv can tell me..my bro dl-ed it from dno-where..can send to u if u wan!=)

its abt tis gf of jay who passed away..n dat day..he went 2 buy flowers n got in d car wif his fren n his fren's gf to go visit his deceased gf..n he was watching d video which showed their happy past together..so sad lo!
but rite..his song v funny..d starting he mentioned ants and dragonflies..but..thru d whole mv..i was searching n searching but there was not even a single ant or dragonfly!LOL

alot of tings happen tis term leh..guides atc stuff..failing 2 subs in my eoy exam..goin for remedial as a result..compulsory superteen(actually b4 azlin called me i tot of goin le!dun u tink it sounds qte fun??wahaha!can have motivation in ur life n ur future will b bright!!ting!ting!hahaha!)..camp 4 days 3 nights!..job attachment at cgh!(actually at techwah industrial corp de..but me n pham's parents dun allow..too far mah..n so qiao 2 person cant go for cgh de..so change lo!!wheee!!!~)..go pei jes to hehehe~n going out wif my mum!! <----woot all these will happen in d month of november..cool rite~haha..

then 8th dec..bro going army liao..then after dat d hse will b so quiet lo!some more holidae..parents working..bro not in..arhhhh...lucky there's such an invention called the television and the computer!thank u whoever invented them!!!lolol..

okk enjoy jay's song n b happy k!!=))

2005-10-14T10:27:00.000-07:00

Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This
means that you have a talent for identifying
others emotions, often by simply glancing at
them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People
sometimes dont notice youre around and seem
surprised to find out you even exist in a big
class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes,
and few get passed the walls youve built up to
stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have
been in the past. Not everyone understands you,
in fact some think that youre a snob or worse
because you rarely participate in group
activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the
least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your
very few, closest friends who have earned your
hard-to-get trust know who you really are
inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is
lonely and so desperately needing friends to
support you. You can get very depressed and not
always know why, despite your power of empathy,
as it seems to only work for people outside
you. Your friends always turn to you when they
need advice or comforting, and in some way you
need to give that helpit makes you feel better
in return to know that youve helped out your
friends. Despite your cold, impassive exterior
and high, seemingly unbreachable walls, inside
you are really a great, intelligent person,
full of compassion and love, if only people
would dare take a chance and try to get through
your tough shell. Never let others get you
down, or change you. You are very special the
way you areeven if you dont have fifty thousand
friends, you are just as, if not more
extraordinary than everyone else. Reach for the
stars, because I dont doubt youll catch hold of
them.
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet:
A sweet, shy and romantic man/woman. The kind
of guy/woman you know will never, ever hurt
you, and will love you for ever. The kind of
person who believes in true love, and soul
mates.
Your stone: Blue Topaz
Your power: Healing. Emotionally,
physically, or spiritually, you heal people
with your words, your actions and presence.
Youre the one that the little children are
always drawn to, because they know youll never
let anything hurt them.
Your element: Clairvoyance (The power to
see objects or events that cannot be perceived
by the normal five senses.)
A quote that applies to you: "True
beauty shines from the soul and warms the world
with its kindness, compassion , and
integrity."

What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)
brought to you by Quizilla

lol..was feeling kinda bored..heyhey qte zhun lei!hahaz..great way to spend ya time when u got nth to do!!every1 shld go try!=)
n..exams r over!!<--i tink those who have blogs wld b sure to put dat line wahaha
yayy!!~loads of fun coming up up up!!!~wooooooooot!!!~hahaha!!yayyyy~

humans r alwaes like dat
regretting after they had lost what they once had
n its too late..
too late..
when will i ever learn?

ru guo wo li kai
ni hui geng kuai le
wo yuan yi zai ni mian qian xiao shi
huan qu ni de xiao rong =)

2005-10-03T22:33:00.000-07:00

HEY!!!!!THANK YOU!!!!
MUACKMUACKMUACK!!!!!~
<3333

wahaha..
its great to be alive breathing and embracing each day
treasure one another =)

*s dat summarize my tots (sorry~no time due to exams lol)

*everyone is changing
you
me
so when someone has changed
dont complain
dont pinpoint
juz look at d person in d mirror
n u'll get d answer

*i wont dislike a person
juz becoz u dislike him/her

*i believe in d characters of my friends n family
i build my own character thru these beliefs

*i dont have to bother how ppl see me as
coz wat they sae wld b irrelevant in d future
look at urself inside n find true happiness

*i believe in u n tis frenship
juz wna sae 2 words 'i treasure'
n another 2
'thank you'

*time wont wait 4 ppl
but u cant b chasing after it all d time right?
u'll b dead by then

so y not stop
n look wats ard u
learnt to appreaciate wat u have
instead of chasing after wat u lack

*no one's perfect
everyone has their own talents n weaknesses
accept it
accept urself
accept others

*God is good (altho im not christian but i do believe lol)
he gave us life
treasure every second
tell someone u love him/her today
n spread tis LOVE throughout the world!!!!!!

<33

im sorry

2005-09-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

im sorry everyone..
i dint mean to be dat way..
but nowadays my mood juz keeps sinking
n i cant control it
i dno wats happening to me..
maybe its coz there are new hormones growing inside me
n i cant adapt to them..
maybe lor..haha.. [PUBERTY!]

but..i cant seem to b happy
even though im wif my grp of frens
even though im doin things dat i used to like in the past
sometimes i stay quiet the whole day in sch n not talk to anyone,not even a word
i tried to make myself cheerup
but i juz cant
even when i finally succeeded
i cheered up at dat one millionth of a sec n its down again....

im sorry to those ppl who cared..
im sorry i disappointed every single one of u..
im sorry..
i noe u all dun wan to see me like tis
n i wldnt let myself remain in tis state either!
i will try to change!
yes i will!!
so dun worry abt me! :))))

no matter how strong the winds attack me
no matter what bad things come ahead
i'll stand strong
coz i know
i have these great friends behind me..

thanks..<33

[noone can be perfect
so i have no right to dislike an imperfect part of someone
coz i'm imperfect too]

Injure No Heart

2005-08-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

had oj laz fri..shall not go to d details..
unfairness!but luckily it turned out qte well..
n shouted at d tuan for d 1st time in mi life..d feeling suddenly gushed outta me..sorry..

hmmm..
d world is changing
u cant blame ani1
but i tink d prob lies in me
i've sinned
i've hurt too mani ppl..
way too mani..
its a phobia to me now
i dun wanna hurt mi frens or family animore
i wanna b sincere to them
i was too selfish
i onli tot of how i feel n not how they will feel
dat was me in d past
'risk making frens wif me if u dare'

now altho i cant change totally
but i'll try to improve tis imperfect part of me
n decrease d number of ppl i hurt
i dun wanna say or do tings
dat i will regret later
coz once they r said or done
they can neva be taken back
an injured heart wld b scarred 4eva
im going to keep tis in mind
'Injure No Heart'
(haha i noe its broken eng but who cares!)

in tis entry i shall start
d mark of changing mi selfish ways
learning to understand people's feelings
coz d world doesnt only revovles round me alone
it's difficult but i wun give up
even if it's going to take 10 years..20 years or even till d dae i die
i wun stop trying to find d real me
n to change for d better

*PEACE~ =))

2005-08-02T00:13:00.000-07:00

// __

\\ __

wondering wats dat^?

?
??
???
????

haha its a boomerang!!n dat 2 lines r there 2 create d effect of it being thrown at veri high speed.
drawing not bad rite!coz i m stella mah!duh!

haha dats d best i can do..

yeah life's a boomerang..wat u do to thou will in d end come back to thee (or is it thy?)
haha understand?

d boomerang dat i threw in d past..

returned

n smacked hard on mi forehead
it hurts

valuable lesson
mi reflections:

-the end-

haha all in mi brain lah..cant see..unless u can find a printer small enuff 2 fit in mi brain to print it out!eh eh dun tink tis is crap ok..mayb 100 years or 200 years down d road there maybe something named as 'the brain printer' k!then many years later our younger generations will read the BOOK OF HISTORY and see my name [stellatanliling-1st person to have d idea of d most modern computer chip of d world]!!!!!!!how nice~~~

"not nice lahh..so boringggggg!"

"where got??all nice lor!"

ok realised my bro's not a gay..he dun like wilber pan
n he tinks his songs r boring!!!hmph he dun have gd taste..dunno how to appreciate good stuffs.haii too bad..

hmm tink y almost all of his songs r slow n sad is becoz during d time when he was preparing for tis GAO SHOU album..he was lying in d hospital bed.yep he broke his left leg when he was playing basketball(i tink..facts not confirmed)..n he was feeling v depressed at dat time..n guess who cheered him up at dat time!micheal JORDAN!yea!do u all noe..from a book i read..i found out dat when jordan was young, his basketball coach tink he was d most useless player in d team n treated him like rubbish!!but he dint give up and continued to train till he shone in d NBA!!!!!this gave wilber a huge motivation to carry on wif life being lame.haha..hope he's alright now!!

a lil intro on his album:

[bu de bu ai lyrics!!] kupped from somewhere in d net..nicenice!!~

天天都需要你爱，我的心思有你猜I love you我就是要你让我每天都精彩天天把他挂嘴边，到底什么是真爱I love you ，到底要几分钟比我的想象更快.

是我们感情丰富太慷慨,还是有上天安排, 是我们本来就是那一派,还是舍不得太乖, 是那一次约定了没有来,让我哭得像小孩, 是我们急着证明我存在,还是不爱会发呆,

OH!BABY不得不爱否则快乐从何而来不得不爱否则悲伤从何而来不得不爱否则我就失去未来好象身不由己不能自己很失败可是每天都过得精彩

I ASK GIRLFRIEND HOW YOU BEEN来去了几回我从来没有想过爱情会变的如此无奈是命运吗难道难过是上天的安排没办法天天的每天的心思到底有谁来陪我成心你诚意但周围扰人环境始终让我们无法在这里自由相恋我精彩你发呆两颗心不安的摇摆应该有的未来是否真那么的无法期待舍不得再伤害YOU'RE MY GIRL MY GIRL MY FRIENDHOW MUCH I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH看着你哀愁要我如何怎么承受面对I'M SORRY YOU'RE MY SWEETHEARTMY LOVE MY ONE , ONLY BABY

other than d 1st song(shui shi MVP)..d rest of d songs r either vvvv slow..n sad..or wanna fight those kind de..haha!but all r NICE okay!!BELIEVE ME!!HIS ALBUM IS DEFINITELY WORTH YA $$$$!!!

2005-07-23T10:10:00.000-07:00

WILBER PAN'S NEW CD IS OUT!!!

ahhhhh!!!!i wna buy!!!!!!i tink dat song 'bu de bu ai' v nice!!!!he sang wif another gurl called dno wat zi..lol..on his album there was tis pic of him wearing a black colour hand tingy(does ani1 noe wats dat called?)yah n i tink he v act seh lo!but i stiu like him..wat 2 do???haahahhaha!

how 2 put pics in blogs ah??i 4got how ler!bleah.

wahahaha r u expecting me 2 write some depressive msg at d bottom?

wahahahaha

im not a lil gurl

im a big guy wif d moustache and muscular legs!!!
guys who write tis kinda msgs are total gays.

i dun wanna b a gay!

u got it?
i got it.
everi1 got it?
yeah!yeah!

hahahaha tis can b sung in2 a rap!!!!hahahhaa!!!juz realised it..muz b dat wilber pan lah!!everidae rapraprap in mi ears till i kena influenced..become rapper ler..wahahahaha all u gurls out there feeling jealous???pan wei bo everidae rap and sing to me leh!!!!!shoo!he's mine!

another msg?

haha nahh curiosity kills d cat
u're d cat
(brandishes knife from behind tis computer)
KA-CHA!
*blood gushes n splats on d ground
u're dead!quick!fall from ya chair!i'll pae 4 ur funeral preps dun worri..wahhh im a sadist.

no more lah!byebye!

2005-07-21T00:52:00.000-07:00

okay tis isnt written 4 ani1..so dun try 2 guess who im referring 2..coz im referring to nobody..yeah d person's name is yup,nobody.

nahh we cant laugh it off

coz its not a joke at all..

i dun wanna act
i dun wanna act sum1 dats not me
its so hard to b miself

i'll bathe to soften miself then! hahaha..

lets all b sincere to each other..
listen to what your heart says...
lub dub
lub dub
lub dub
if i make ur heart go dub lub
den there's either smth wrong wif ur heart or smth wrong wif me
im sorry if its d latter

i will work hard..
to change miself..

to become a heart specialist to get you a new heart!! =D

2005-07-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

has everiting changed?the world is ever changing..cant blame ani1..

alrites..lets start all d wae back to...thu?yep laz thu.we had coh with our guides teachers.

ladies and gentlemen,coh r d initials of Court Of Honour.it means dat d one wif d highest authority sits at d top wearing white curly wigs and weilding d wooden hammer that is ready to fly at ani1's head if your eyes go drooping down.
HA nahh none of dat sort.all pls were supposed 2 meet at 2j at 2.15..including sher,our cl! III-striped wor!lol..yarh n was wondering y dose teachers liked 2j so much..and when they make noise in THEIR clazrm they got scolded.o.O pity them yea..

k back to e topic.wahhh long meeting..abt all d stuffs..n soolin said ms ng was dozing awae!!too bad there wasnt ani hammers..wasted!then lata we chatted 4 awhile and wenta have lunch 2gether.n all those kookoos!!!!took mi hp and wenta hear d songs dat i had taped dwn as speech notes..n wats more atrocious..they peeped at mi photos!!!!!!!!!WLAOOOOOOOOO!!!!~chased them like mad lahhh!!!round d canteen..in2 d toilet cubicle..like mad women lah!now haiiii..all kan guang ler..boohoo

hmmmm 4got ler..ohyah..saw 2 guys who were once gd frens fighting..n that zhiwei guy(from d dunmanian idol) tried to b d peacemaker..they created much drama in sch dat even stall 10 auntie came to help..wahh wonder wat happened..ok its none of mi damn business

raahhhh juz realised if i go on saying wat happened everi single dae it will b damn long n boring!!!

so...

shall juz sae it all in a sentence!here goes..mi mum bought red dragon fruits n we ate them as they r reach in vitamin c n speaking of vitamins n health,i ate lotsa vege 2dae..which is equals to lotsa dietary fibre..which is equals to more visits 2 e toilet..n speakin of food,i cooked spaghetti which was a total failure..n how did i have d time 2 cook..coz of d sucky tltm wk.lets end here wif a puke salute to tltm.PUKE.thnks.bye.

2005-07-19T10:25:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA

I M SO BLOODY CHILDISH!!!

WHEN CAN LITTLE STELLA GROW UP??

2005-07-13T23:54:00.000-07:00

y muz tings turn out tis wae..
i neva wanted it like dat..
neva have i even tot dat dat wld happen..

when can tis stop..
how i wish i can end tis n laugh it off as a joke..
but its impossible..
indelible it is..

i suddenly feel like im d meanest person in d world..
i hurt everi1 wif everitin i sae or do..
i destroy d most genuine frenship n relationships
i make everi1 unhappy
smiles vanished when i appear
i break everi1's heart
i make everi1 disappointed wif me
i take frenship 4 granted
i fake
im hypocrite
i act like a pro actress
i act nice when im not
im not me..or is it?

if it is..dun bother making frens wif me..
its not worth it..n u'll regret
i wun bother how u feel
i wun wana noe
i wld leave u there alone
when u need me i will not b there..
i make a bad fren
laz yr..tis yr..evidence 100% prooven..

juz give up hope on me.

2005-07-10T11:54:00.000-07:00

[continued..]

2dae was jogathon!i dint have 2 jog coz i and some other guides volunteered 2 help out!wahahaha..main reason is oso coz we dun wanna run lah duh..lol..we took a bus from sch n d sch were there already!we then carried all d tables n chairs 2 an area in front of d pavilion(finishing point)n sat there while waiting for d sch 2 start running!n me n jessica were taking zilian photos 2gether..n trying 2 record 'wu ding'(i sing guy she sing girl) but turned out as a failure coz we kept laughing n forgetting d lyrics..
then came d first runner for d dae!!4got who ler..but i noe d 1st few were from 4B!coz 2 persons were in charge of a letter..n jes took B!means i will b seeing all mi classmates...wahaha n i was expecting tedrid 2 come 1st!n...he realli did!!!mi god!!wei wo men ban zheng guang!!!!!then came pinrui weijie ivan..they were d 1st 4!woooo!!!~n they got a throphy each!nicenice!but v ke xi..our claz girls were pushed out coz onli phamelia ms n kq came in <120th position..aud came after them but she was in over d 120th position..nvm..3B u all did a great job!!!me and cy r proud of u all!!!=))

after dismissal..me and sx met 2 go for our match!!n she was crying when i saw her..coz her claz was supposed 2 get 1st in d upper sec girls category..but dint..long story lah..
aniwae its juz a throphy..mei shen me da bu liao!!u can snatch it back next yr!!!i believe in u!=))
okae back 2 our match..yh asked us 2 buy 6 1.5 litres of water..n we rushed 2 bedok n bought from d ntuc n took taxi there(beside maha bodhi sch)..due 2 d jogathon..we missed a few matches..but heard they scored 3 goals!!woot!!
ohyah..haven told u d lai yuan of mi team..actuallie yh(mi snr..now in jc) organised a team..n joined a soccer competition named Diva La Futbol (a com for girls onli)she got her frens..n asked sx 2 join a few wks ago..then later..sx said they needed one more person(2 b reserve lah-.-) n sx recommended me!!so i was in!n they got a jersey for us..of coz muz pae lah-.- 19 bucks..we were so broke (i onli had 30 cents) dat yh asked us 2 use dat money 1st..n pae her another time..
our team name:OCFC
our team members: yinhong
shi ni
lyne
mabel
i 4got her name!onli noe her jersey name was muff
sx (goalkee!)
n...............ME!!!!!

(sorri if i spelt ani1's name wrongly..lol)
hmm..wasnt v shou wif them..so i dint tok much..then after a few matches..we started toking!but stiu v little..haha..n was kinda sad..coz i played v badly..=(
then we wenta eat lunch..i dint eat..2 reasons..1.no appetite..n d other is obviously 2 save money lah!!hahhahaha..
then went back for d match again(there were a few matches)..we tied wif night pegasis(??) n had 2 have penalty kicks..mabel was d goalkee n she saved many balls!!wooo!!~
n yh scored one against d opponent!woot!!then it was our team's turn again..everi1 looked at each other dunno who 2 go..then yh asked me 2 go..n i went..n i kicked wif all mi might..n..d ball went in!!!!!!!wahaha!was a lil shocked..coz i tot dat kind of ball sure kena saved de..lolol!

then we played against Freestyle..a grp of girls from vjc..i liked dat match!coz we scored 2 goals!!one is by mabel n d other is by ME!!!!i tell u dat goal was damn tyco lah...coz it was a mess of ppl in front of d goal post..n i saw d ball n kicked n it rolled..rolled..rolled into d net!..hahaha
n we tot we got in!coz we won both matches..but later we found out dat it was according 2 how mani goals u scored..our prev 3 n later 2..equals 5..but d other team got 6 goals n they got in!we're not in!sx n d others were sad..but i dint feel aniting!winning dint matter 2 me..coz its d game dat i enjoyed!n its not d wins dat i wanna enjoy..lol cheem~yupp was stiu happi!coz im lucky i have d chance 2 plae wif them!next time if there's ani more matches..rmb 2 call me k!!i will sure b there again..n mi laz words..OCFC RAWKK!!

got a shock tis morning!there was a dead lizard in d basin..so damn er lah..it was v pale..n i deduced dat it was greedy n wanted 2 eat d food n dirty spoon dat mi fam 4got 2 wash ytd..n jumped in2 d basin 2 eat..then it couldnt climb up n out of d basin coz of its heavy stomach n d wet walls of d basin..n in d end it died due 2 cold weather..huo gai!

moral of story: do not b a greedy lizard :)

i began 2 wonder..
if i mean aniting 2 u..dat dae..i was waiting 4 u to tell me ur feelings..but u dint..either u dun trust me..or..i dno..but wat i noe is..there's tis gap in between us dat is so far i couldnt c wats beyond it..yi2 wang4 wu2 ji4..1st u made me feel dat i dno u..then u made me feel dat im ur fren again..i m confused..seriously..wat is dat smth dat im lacking??y muz u plae wif me like dat..tell me..tell me in d face wat i have done wrong..tell me in d face dat u dun like me..tell me..tell me!dun sae nth..i hate d phrase 'there's nth'..there is smth..n u juz dint wanna sae it out..becoz u realli dun wanna share wif ppl..or becoz of d ppl dat u dun wanna share wif..i m perplexed by u..

i see u're happier when u're wif her..n im happi 2 c u happi..im willing 2 take a step back..2 put u 2 together..tis wae all parties will b happi..im sure..

but pls dn 4get mi presence..n rest assured..dat there will awaes b d tis sum1 who will b behind u..watching over u..smiling when u're glad..down when u're sad..n tis sum1 will alwaes b working hard 2 build a bridge..long enuff 2 go over dat gap..n bit by bit..reaching u....i promise.

hahaha..im bored..so dat big space..lolol alright Lala 32 from OCFC signing off!!!!!!=)))

2005-07-09T01:01:00.000-07:00

i cut mi fringe miself!woot!can save 8 bucks..lol

suddenly everiting became so different..
now i noe..

now i noe how our sec 4s felt..i miss u all!=(

now i noe how u felt when i treated u dat wae laz yr..im sorri..
to b taken for granted when u did so much for dat sum1..
mayb now's mi retribution

i feel like a walking zombie

i laugh n joke wif everi1..
but deep inside its onli emptiness dats present in mi heart
who can i turn to?mi frens?mi parents?i have no idea..
mi frens..?mayb i onli have miself to blame..
mi parents..?they r too bz wif work..no time 2 listen to mi crap feelings

i wana b strong..i noe i will..but can i?
can i juz hide in a corner of mi room n not bother abt d world?
i tink i will hate miself for doin dat
i will hate it..
i hate doin nth when i can do smth
understand?haha..nvm

m i suffering from depression or is tis kinda feeling normal?
but y is it normal?
i tink many teenagers r suffering from it nowadaes..but y isnt ani1 doing aniting 2 help us?
ok dats cock
-.-

soccer competition tml!!!=)))))!!!
i luv soccer!!!!!!u run..n dribble d ball..n ur onli mission:to put dat ball into d big net tingy..but u're not alone..u have ur team members..finding waes 2 assist u..trying 2 run 2 a place so u can pass d ball safely 2 them n u all can work 2gether 2 score a goal!a goal!dat belongs 2 everi member of d team.its juz like life..ur opponent who comes to tackle u n snatch ur ball awae..r obstacles u meet in ur life..no matter how hard u try 2 dribble n distract ur opponent..sometimes its difficult to shuai3 diao them..but u noe..somewhere round d corner..u have ur frens..ur family..who will alwaes b there..seeking solutions to ur problems..trying 2 reach for u..u c them..n u pass d ball..giving ur trust to them..n...they score!!a happiness shared is a happiness doubled!=)
dun u tink soccer is nice??

and y do everi1 tink dat GIRLS cant plae soccer..so what if WE ARE GIRLS???soccer is not an ALL GUY'S game..stop tinking dat GIRLS + A SOCCER BALL + FIELD = screamings n screamings..wadeheck lah!i seriously dun like mcps..

shall continue mi entry another time......if i got d chance to..so cyaaaaaa!!!~

2005-06-14T01:31:00.000-07:00

im DEAD............

there's stiu so many hw left!!!!

3 1/2 jian baos
2 geog articles
ss ws(1 whole test paper)
eng journals

ALL UNDONE!!!!!!
im so dead........

stiu haveta read dat stoopid chi bk n study chinese!luckily i've finished with d sec 2 words..mugging on sec 3s now!n i wanted 2 revise mi 3 sciences too..but there's so much tings 2 do in so little time!hw..patrol outings..claz chalet..shopping wif mi mum n friends..do prezzies for our snrs,who r goin 2 leave soon..=(..playing ball (all kinds ranging from bball to vball to soccer!)..wahhhhhhh n i actualli wanted 2 take a leave from hw one dae 2 cook 4 mi family!!i wanted 2 buy a cookbk (cheapest was $5) so i can learn 2 cook dinner for mi family 2 eat!but juz a blink of an eye*blinkblink! n half d june hols r gone!!!!!

maybe its coz of pltc..coz of dat camp flag..dat made d hols pass(or past?wateva..lol) so fast..or maybe its juz coz of plain laziness..bleahhhh..i HATE HW!
i prefer studying than doin hw leh..dno y too ha!

played bball wif lotsa ppl 2dae!mostly 2d de!plus mi didi n an extra bimbo..wahahahaha
then wenta play soccer at d court juz beside d bball court!ooh 4got 2 state d location we played at:mi hse..wahahaha i own a bball n soccer court!!jealous???lololol =P rahh
yarhhh we practising 4 interclaz next yr!!3b jiayou!we can do it!we will perform as well as we did tis yr kaes!!gambate!!~wahahah
ha!n 2dae when we were goin 2 plae soccer..then me n sx were trying 2 kick d soccer ball..then d ball flew up n both our left(or right?)flew up too n krack!in a wae or another sx kinda hit at mi heel n i cld feel mi ankle goin krackkkk..lolol..sx was so guilty lo..hahaha n she said everitime i m injured she will b there..mi jinx wahaha jkjkjkjkjk!!!mi ankle ok liao lahhh..aniwae thnx 4 ur offer 2 wear ur exexex ankle guard!=))its $20 4 ur info..hahz sorri yea..i dint noe i havent bought for u ani bdae prez until 2dae!!PAISEHH!!!okok..i got ur hint..wink*hahhahaha
then we sat down 2 talk n i realised i was d oldest there!!wohohoho!n d youngest(sel lah..)wenta plae bball alone..boooo n i wanted 2 go join her..but everitime i have dat tot there will alwaes b an interesting topic 2 tok wif d grp(sec3s) n i wanna tok more wif them!sorri yea sel!lolol..

then sel had 2 go..amelia too..then we wenta eat lunch n they went ps..i dint go coz i wana do mi hw!guai hor?wahaha..n da big fat bimbo wanted 2 c mp3 players n we walked ard at d shops near mi hse wif 4 balls..we carried 2 each(1 bball is mine,1 is sx's,1 is sel's n 1 soccer ball..sel's too)ehmm..not including our own ones..hahahahaha..okkk gonna try 2 b pureeeee...=)
n we went home after much walking!

now is d time for...........NBA STUFFS!!!!
2dae was Game 2 for San Antonio n Detroit Pistons!!!!!!
tis is d 1st time in 35 yrs dat 2 defensive teams r playing against each other 2 fight for the Finals!!!
Spurs is determined of winning back their Championship dat they had won in d yr 2003..will they stiu achieve it tis yr??
the Detroit Pistons had shown great performance laz yr during their match when they defeated Lakers!will they stiu show it tis yr n beat d Spurs??
we shall wait n see..as u noe(ok mayb some dunnoe..) Spurs is alreadi leading 1-0
will the Detroit Pistons beat them wif their great teamwork n ultimate defense????

in 2dae's game..d Spurs did n amazing job by thrashing d Detroit Pistons 76-97!
mi fav player!ikan billis!wahahaha..no lahh..GINOBILLI!!!he assisted in alot of 3 pter shoots!~nice plae mann!TNT were as gd too..Duncan got poked in his right eye!!ahhh!~hope he's alright..lol..
hmm Detroit were playing veri off 2dae..mayb they r having too much pressure..but hope they will strive for victory!!all d best!
will they continue 2 beat them in d next 5 games..or will d Detroit Pistons b back on d court wif more magnificent play??
d next game will b on tis wed..9am on channel 23..b sure 2 watch n support!!!!=)
(actualli wanted 2 put some pics de..but lazy larhhhh..haha)

....
.......
okae i shall start mugging n mugging till d sun shines!!!hahahaha..ya head lah!i'll b aslp by then..aniwae have a gd nites slp baby!muackk!~

2005-05-31T01:00:00.000-07:00

PLTC's over n im back in one piece!!!!
learnt lots of stuffs..leadership..communication n cooperation..n some of d lectures realli enlightened me!after d camp rite..i was realli motivated 2 b a better person..better leader..now is juz d beginning..there's onli one year for us sec 3s to learn how 2 lead..coz next yr tis time..we will b passing down to our jnrs le..

but..we dun juz stop learning 2 b a leader after dat..anione can b a leader at anitime aniwhere..okay..im not giving a lecture here alrite k i'll juz *encapsulate it:it is a never-ending learning process.some older teachers who r ard thrice our age r stiu learning n trying 2 improve..so all d more we shld not give up!

i pulled mi back muscle during 'know urself better'..when i was d pl lo..n at dat checkpoint dat venture was damn niao lor..evri mistake i said or made he will sae'sheng me niao'..coz i said '..shi2 yi1 ge4 ren2 xiang4 ni3 bao4 dao4..' n i 4got mi patrol onli got 9 ppl..then he counted n said'sheng me niao..ni lian maths dou bu bui suan ah..pump 5 xia'..then never dui4 shou3 n he will 'sheng me niao' again..n we were supposed 2 do back pushup..n i was struggling n making some weird expressions on mi face(not delibrately)n peijia tot i was smiling..wahahahaha coz dat time she was scolding some of us coz we cldnt ding standard..then she said 'huh!kan dao patrolmate bei ma hai ke yi xiao ah???'..lolol..
n i realli cldnt stand mi back animore n i fell out..n as i was resting at sum place near mi patrol..i heard yangsheng saying'pl leh..shld b d laz man standing..'n i broke down when i heard dat..PL..n i was d FIRST to fall out..y cant i juz pia all d wae..
then i requested 2 join them again for d next checkpoint which was 2 hang at d pull up bar for 10 mins..we hadta device our own way 2 hang there wif our hands bent at 90 degrees..n after d 10th min i fell 2 d grd n cldnt came up animore..
then yijun came n brought me awae 2 sit against d wall..n she talked alot abt me n mi back..n ms loh wanted me 2 call mi parents n all dat stuffs..n i juz cldnt seem 2 stop crying..everitme i saw mi patrol..everitime i tink abt them goin thru d pt..but i cldnt do aniting..i never expected mi back 2 get injured..b4 pltc i alreadi decided wif all mi heart dat for dat im goin n i will pia thru d whole ting..but it was juz d 3rd checkpoint n me,d PL,dropped out n left mi patrol..whywhywhy..yijun gave me water 2 drink n as i was drinking i tot'y m i here slacking n drinking water when mi patrol is there piaing??'why cant i go back..i wanna b wif mi patrol..i wanna go thru everiting wif them 2gether..but i cant.i bent down n saw mi wristband dat had d word 'SURVIVOR' on it n started 2 cry again..wahaha i sound like a crybaby yea??but i juz cldnt control..
n dat was onli d 1st nite..d yals n chers dint allow me 2 slp in d tents..i cldnt even slp in d tent dat me n mi patrol members built 2gether..n d whole of d 2nd dae..i juz felt v useless..i was banned from running,pumping n doin ani physical stuffs..which was almost equals 2 doin nth..i hate miself..laz yr coz of mi stomach ache i cldnt join mi patrol in oj..cldnt slp in d tents too..n tis yr history repeated itself..i hate it..i juz hate it!

d 2nd nite we all knew dat smth will happen at nite..n i was so happi!!finally can join mi patrol at nite n slp 2gether!!but as i was lying down..not even 1 min later..tzewan came 2 ask me 2 pack mi tings n slp in d clazroom.wdh.y muz i listen 2 authority n do smth i dun wanna do??y muz they choose d place i had 2 slp n d tings i can or cannot do??i was d onli person dat slept in d clazroom for both nites..im juz a slacker..

alrite stop toking about dat.n camp was finally over..we got 2nd!!SURVIVOR RAWK!we had patrol evaluation n jackson told us all our faults n strong points..n he said i keep running n doin stuffs i shldnt..n he n tze wan were alwaes getting scolded by d teachers..sorri yea..i dint noe mi actions will cause all these troubles..sorri..
then was guides evaluation..all of us including yals n d teachers went behind d dnt block 2 discuss abt d camp..n mrs chin mentioned abt confidence..we muz have more confidence in ourselves n not let d scouts overpower us..we muz b brave 2 sae out our own views..we muz have d confidence 2 know our mistakes n improve on it..
n after dat verbal evaluation..where everi guide talked 2gether..shared our experiences n views..i suddenly love guides alot..realli no regrets joining guides..=))

d world is changing..so is everi1..but whether d change is postitive or negative..it all depends on each individual..if u notice sum1 walking bit by bit towards d negative side..go up n help..guide dat person back..n both of u will b on d positive track..its a win-win situation..rather than u stopping to see dat person walking 2 d bad side..n u urself not progressing..do i make ani sense?lolol..aniwae rite..i noe im changing..im trying 2 keep miself 2 d right track..n if ani1 tinks im goin d wrong wae then pls tell me straight..dun juz look..at least im progressing..

dun u tink dat ur life gets more interesting as u grow up??when u learn more new tings..get 2 noe more frens..n get 2 improve on ur character n attitude..isnt it fun?i love it.

(when the going gets tough, the tough gets going)<--rmb tis n u'll go veri far..=)

*encapsulate:to put the main facts or ideas of smth in a short form or small space
[hahaha..i wanna improve on mi vocab!so let's all improve our english 2gether kae!if u tink i made ani grammer mistakes..or i can replace some cheem vocab words in mi blog feel free 2 tell me!!=))]

2005-05-24T20:50:00.000-07:00

i deleted dat entry.

i tink im sososo mean..
i tink im a shameless sicko
im a coward

im sorri.

im not being miself nowadaes..
where's d old me?
i wan her back
stella tan li ling
d real stella
where r u?
i've been searching..
but to no avail..

im tired..
tired of acting sum1 dats not me
tired of being so mean
i've seen changes goin on
n sumtimes i wonder if i've changed too
for d betta or for d worse?
sum1 tell me..

exactly who is tis person living in me now?
its so damn difficult 2 find out who u r..
stop playing hide n seek wif me lah

i dun wanna live mi life behind tis ugly mask..
i hate it..rahh..

sometime
someday
i'll find u
n i'll burn dat mask away :)

2005-05-23T22:30:00.000-07:00

i tink i suck.

can i run n bang mi head on d wall n die now?

i cant.
coz committing suicide is a crime
n everi1 will blame me for killing d cutest person on earth..

wahahahaha
oh mannn im sick

3B rockk!!!!!=)))

2005-05-18T23:49:00.000-07:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!~interclaz against 3c..altho we lost(60:14)..but i tink it was d best game we had played..comparing it 2 d matches against 3j n 3f..tink we were v nervous n not prepared yet..so everi1 was veri off..tis time we were much calmer..n coz zhihong tot us sum methods!!thnx yeaa shuai ge!!~actualli b4 d match i was kinda bs..sorri yea..but glad everi1 did their best during d match!!!we rock mann!!~n phamelia is so damnnnn cute lah!!!!!wahahahaha!!!she sub grace n she scored!!!!!!!all of us stunned awhile(i tink phamelia was d most shocked one) n then everi1 was clapping n cheering lo!!!!!!!!wahahahaha!!!!!!i saw almost everi1!!!!lololol!!!!wahahaha!!!!everi1 contributed 2 d game!!!once again im gonna sae tis fav phrase:3B ROCKKKK!!!!~n thnx weijie 4 d 5 bucks 4 d drinks he promised!!!!

our claz guys did us proud too!!!!!~they won 5:0 against 3f!!!!wooooooooots!!!!~too bad cldnt c d other 4 goals!!coz their match clashed wif ours..but nvm..we're BELIEVERS!!!!!~we believe dat our claz can do it!!JIAYOU!!!!~

wahaha n i failed mi physics online test..sum1 tell me how pro is dat..25 mcqs n i failed!!!wahhhh..i 4got 2 bring mi txtbk n notes baq lorh!wahlao..but wj lent me his bk but dint realli help coz i felt kinda slpy~~so dint realli study..wahhhh sumtimes i tink i SUCK..sumtimes i feel sick n tired..like wat cy said..sumtimes she juz wanna run awae from tis world..tink everi1 has at least felt dat wae once bah..people who can survive at times of difficulties r real brave people..trying 2 work towards tis..but it seems vv hard..

pltc prep!!went mac after interclaz 2 discuss abt d flag..name..then d scouts came n started discussing which ying men structure is d betta one..tink yj n xj were v bs wif each other coz they had built a different one separately..n arguing abt d gd n bad pts..arhh dunno lah tml then c lorh..
n juz 4 ur info if u're curious..pltc is next sat!!!!9 daes more!!!!dats so fast....nvm..we will survive pltc!!!WE WILL!!!!~wahahaha=))

wahahaha helloooooo bloggiee!!!~

2005-05-12T22:10:00.000-07:00

wahhhhhhhhhh lotsa tings happened!!!!~
hrmm...tests....guides...lvl camp...interclaz com n MI BDAE!!!~
hohoho!!~

vvvvvvvvvvv long neva blog liao lor...coz laz time sud found it v siannn!!!!n v lazy 2 type!!!!
now coz nth 2 do...lololol so here m i again!!!!
wahahahahaa!!!!!! DO YOU ALL MISS ME??????BET U ALL MISS ME DAO4 SI3 RIGHT????wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!~wah choi!!!dun tok abt death in mi blog!!im an optimistic person kae!!!!wahahhaahah i tink i've gone crazy~~~~coz i luv mi blog!!!i luv mi life!!n 1 more ting..i luv MI FRENS!!!!!FRENS dat pei-ed me thru mi secondary life~~juz felt v xing4 fu2 2 have all of u!!!!!!!!!!n i mean everi single one of u dat is mi FREN!!=)))))))we've shared loads 2gether aint i right?from dark sad moments...to happi hilarious times!!!!!i will alwaes remember all of it n cherish those memories!!!!!!!!~wahahahhhhhhhh!~mi life totally ROCK SHIT!!!~hahahaha!!!do u noe there was actualli one dae when i reached home smiling 2 miself!!!!~tinking of all d times we shared~~~how happi we were!!!!~muackmuackkkk!!!LUV ALL OF YOU!!!!~wo de yi ke xin MUACKMUACK!xian gei wo de frens!MUACKMUACK!hope we can b happi!!till d end of time!!MUACKMUACK!!wahahahahaha yayyyyyyy!!!!!~

wahhh i was juz reminded of d maths test cheating tingy~~if onli we stepped into d claz a little later lorh!!!then we wldnt b in trouble....we were juz kpoing~~~dats human's nature aint it??so cant blame us.....n we dint even try 2 work it out lorh...haiiii but it stiu sums up as 'cheating' what 2 do??arhhhh then we hai d whole claz retest lorh..bet they muz b blaming us deep in their hearts..but wats done is done yea?cant b change..aiyah heckkkkkkkk

n guides!!!had flagdae!!!n telematch wif d scouts!!had great fun yea!!~n we won 1st!!!!but tink its kinda unfair coz we got ventures....so..yeah mei hua shuo~aniwae EXTREME ROCKS!!!!~
n we had an oj on a fri..we took turns 2 b pl..it was totally a flop 4 me!!!!i was d pl 4 d 1st checkpoint n darn i dint noe wat 2 do!!!!!!!tink all d snrs at dat checkpoint was v buay songing me..arhhh im a failure~n we 4got 2 learn d ting b4 oj started!!we were busying preparing d pei beis n stuffs n totally 4got abt it...sorri huiping!!!sorri sophia!!=(

hmmmm i tink im darn pro at 4getting all d bad stuffs dat happen!!!!!wahahahaha is dat a gd or bad ting???to me..i tink its a great talent dats lacking in sum ppl ard me~wahahaha shld learn from me mahh!!!!kan kai yi dian jie mei men!!!!!~lolololol

then wats next...ooyea MI BDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!~n tis is d 1st time im celebrating it in d sarimbun camp lorh!!!!!!!!!nice wae of celebrating right??aniwae thnx 4 all d prezzies ppl!!!!!!!~luv yall!!D CAMP ROCKED D WHOLE SHIT OUT OF ME!!!~yeah practically shitted everidae hahahaha!!!who dun??qn mark 2 those who find wat i juz said 'gross,disgusting' if u dint..u can consider consulting me!!!!i have those laxative pills which will start rocking u n ur shit will b out in no time!!!!wahahahaha 100% effective yeah!!!~
rock climbing-d 'greann-stone-curse' hehehehe almost everi1 cldnt overcome dat point of d rock wall lor!!!!coz dat outcast green stone cld move!!!!!!!AHHHH!!!(not by itself lah...-.-) it was not suitable 4 'pros' like us 2 climb..haha yeah 'pros' =))
lotsa stuffs lah!!!!shall not mention all..or all those who went b4 will b zZzZzZzZzZz~~~~
hmmm luv d mud ya noe!!!!!~n luv ICHICBAN!!!!!!(no.1 in jap!)n tis is our proud n wonderful cheer!!!~cum find me if u need personal demonstration!!!!~=))))lololol

ichi ichi ichi ichi ban ban ban!
ya ya ya ya ya ya ya!
ichi ichi ichi ichi ban ban ban!
ya ya ya ya ya ya ya!
*clap* shhhhhhhhh~
ichiban! ban!
ichiban! ban!
ichiban! ban!
go~~~~~another one!!!

(girls) ichiban ban ichi ichi ban! (guys) ichiban!
(girls) ichiban ban ichi ichi ban! (guys) ichiban!
(girls) ichiban ban ichi ichi ban ban ichi ichi ban ban ichi ichi ban! (guys) ichiban!

(clap as u sae) bom chika bom
bom chika bom
bom chika wala chika wala chika bom (x3)
(gets faster n faster~)

we are A U T O MATIC
we are SYS T E MATIC
we are automatic systematic
high~ly energetic!~
go~ go~ go~ ICHIBAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!wOOOOOOO!!!!!~

three cheers 4 ichiban!!da da dadada!three cheers 4 ichiban!da da dadada!three cheers 4 ichiban!da da dadada!!whooooooooooo!!!!!!~~

i cant add pics!!!!!!!!~1stly no scanner~~~2nd no infrared tingy 2 send d pics from mi hp 2 d com!!!bahhhhhhh!!!!!~im goin crazy!!!!life's so dull when u cant have visual satisfaction m i right or left???haiiiii so sorri die-hard-lala's-bloggie-fans...no pics till i get mi new com!!!!which is dunno how long later.....wait awhile longer larhh..i noe all of u wanna c mi nice nice pics right!!!!!muackmuack!!wahahahaha~

hmm interclaz is juz a few daes later..n we hadnt been into ani 'real' match 2gether as a claz yet lorh!!!y is tis happening!!!!!~cum on girls!!!!i mean REALLI cum on!!!!~dun u all wanna win???have sum spirit yeah????arghhhhh...tried 2 ask all of them 2 stae 2 plae..then coz of ccas we cant have all 2 stae baq 2 plae 2gether!!wat im afraid of is all of us trained separately...finally when d real ting cum everi1 dunnoe wat 2 do n we cant work as a team coz we neva trained 2gether!!!!can we stae back sum dae 2 train?hmm..sun can?
ahh.cum on..if we unite we have chance in winning!!!if we keep on tinking we're goin 2 lose then we will realli lose i tell ya!!!!~

i dun feel like doing hw~~~~~i HATE school!!!~
get tis right..i hate wat we do in school n not d purpose of sch..wahahaha wahlao imagine everidae goin 2 sch n doing d same ting all over again n again!!!!siannnnnn lehh!!!!study hw test exam study hw test exam STUDY HW TEST EXAM BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!~~~ *ur brain flies awae~~~~~~~~
yeah like wat yl said..sch can bring frens 2gether!!!can get 2 make new frens n widen ur social circle!!!!!~=)))) cant wait for schooling daes 2 b over!!!but again i dun wan working life tooo!!!!!wah so contradictory.....

aniwae..i shall blog more often!!!!!!wahaha hm tis sat noe our grpings 4 pltc le!!!!!wish me gd luck!!!!!~n eds nite after dat!jiayou audz eunice n d eds ppl!!!!!~=)))) give us a memorable night~~lololol!!

------------>everi morning when u wake up..stand in front of d mirror n smile at d person u c n tink of how u're gonna face another beautiful dae!!!!(man i almost 4got how 2 spell beautiful..bleah) so gd luck ppl!!!~everidae is a new dae!is a dae for embracing!!its a dae 2 thnk god for..tho im not christian~its all in d power of d mind lahh..if u keep tinking abt d bad stuffs..u will b sad urself!!n aniwae u cant change aniting if u keep tinking abt them right?so stop tinking abt them n learn from me!!!!!~tink abt d gd stuffs eg..how shuai or chio u look~wahahaha!!being zilian is not at all a bad ting kae!!!!~it helps boost ur self esteem n confidence!!!~lololol kaes shall end here!!!byebyebyebyebyebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~have a nice shuaigechiobu dae!!!!=)))))

yay!

2005-03-14T23:59:00.000-08:00

we won d telematch!!
sl+me+cy+shermaine+kay+jochebed+eunice+charlotte+sec 4s+few wks of trainin=telematch winner!!!!!
wheeee!!!~

n sum sch complained
heck laaa
in conclusion:we stiu won!!
altho d campcraft n dance dint win..but can c dat u all put in alot of effort!!great job!!=)) at least u all did ur best!!

yeepee!!!dhs guides rock!!

2005-03-09T21:47:00.000-08:00

[[woot went 2 nana's funeral..
was shocked when mi mum told me on mon
i juz cant believe they r gone juz like dat
but i have 2 accept tis fact
memories r kept in d photos n in mi heart
to nana
i'll alwaes rmb u
love stella]]

tong hua lyrics by guang liang!=)))

2005-02-28T19:33:00.000-08:00

忘了有多久再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久我开始慌了是不是我又做错了什么

你哭着对我说童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

guides made me a stronger person

2005-02-25T22:37:00.000-08:00

had guides 2dae n i 4got 2 bring mi belt lorh!!
n found out dat janice oso 4got 2 bring..hahaz

hrm then had lecture:had 2 present a 3min current affair tingy
n i had 2 present abt..4 times??
coz d 1st time i laughed..cant control mah rite?
n d new yals failed me
so hadta do again
then dint noe wat 2 sae
went baq 2 prepare n tried again n stiu cannot pass

i was realli scared

coz goin to 3pm liao(which is time for us 2 jihe)

n im d onli 1 who haven pass yet(stiu got liwen la)

n like..no1 can help me..im d onli one who can help miself..

so i told miself 'yesss..i can do it' took a deep breath n wif a clear mind..went up 2 present for d 4th time

n finally zijun sae 'ok!' n i passed!!wheeee!!~

n after dat pt
coz ytd had training..so 2dae felt dat d muscles v suan..
we ran 4 rounds at d field..then commando crawl..wheelbarrow..pumping wave!
wanted 2 give up but dint

n i dint die from d pt!

after dat felt v proud of miself..hen you chen jiu gan..yeaa..

>heard joanne sae 'treat tis as pltc!'
>during wheelbarrow d snrs cheered 4 us..n i tink cheering is vvv impt..(dun tink its a stoopid ting 2 do kae..it can increase ur morality..n when u hear ur frens cheer 4 u..it makes u wanna go all d wae n give all ur best n not let them down..)
>n d fact dat everi1 is piaing n doin d same tings as u
(all these made me wanna pia more n do better)
learnt an impt lesson from these 2 tings:
->>u muz believe in urself
->>if u tell urself u can do it
->>u sure can dee
->>coz u r stronger than who u tink u r =))

and yahh 2 tips for d dae!
*when u're feeling irritated by smth or sumbody..
mayb u can try stop wat u're doing for awhile
n breathe in n out for 10 secs
then continue wat u're doin after dat
i assure u u can do tings less impulsively n u can control ur temper at d same time too. =))

*there will alwaes b bad n gd tings happening each dae
so if 2dae u experience lotsa bad tings.. (in between sure have gd dee)
d next dae lotsa gd tings will happen!
so y brood over n make urself so sad when sum bad tings happen?
gd tings will sure cum ur wae after dat de mah!
so learn 2 smile at d difficulties u face!~
overcome ur fear n u will b a braver n stronger person.<--came up wif tis wif cy

2005-02-22T23:40:00.000-08:00

wooooooooooo
how long neva blog liao ar
.
.
.

ok hrm..rmb there was one dae we had 3 consecutive tests in a dae!!can die i tell u!
maths
eng
ss
sehh

and dunnoe when played vball wif aud cy yl dii n kj
n when it rolled 2 d field we wld start playing soccer!
waha damn funnaye
nice dae

n dunnoe when ate lunch wif cy aud eunice shitrong n another gal
after i came baq wif mi honeydew
they were laughing like mad
n aud said eunice was eating 'bulls testicles' -.-
it was actuallie d longans in d almond jelly..
hahaha then cy heard wrongly n tot it was roost testicles
then laughed at ostrich n mani other tings
tink d whole canteen ppl cld hear us wahaha

nearly failed bio test
n i expected miself 2 do qte ok one lor
n chi test was tyco!
maths okok

ohya painted our xiao dui xiang on sat!
i like mi xiao dui xiang design!
but was qte disappointed when sophia n chloe changed our whole proposal

tue-
happi tinking dae!
n i sheng d guides flag
n i was too fast..overtook d national flag..hadta pump 60 coz of dat lo..arhh
we were supposed 2 jing 2 all snrs n chers in charge of scouts n guides
(tink laz yr was much more fun..)

n told sel abt mi dream!
she was d main character..n joch was d extra wahaha
wrote it down in mi dream book~
it is under d 'sad' category..
there was another dream even sadder than tis lor
it was abt d whole world goin against me
woke up wif tears all over mi face
n got up n continued crying lo
altho its not real n its just a dream..d feeling is scary..
like if smth bad happens in real life
u noe wat is it
but when it happens in ur dream..
everiting seems so real altho its not
then its like u feel v helpless
u noe it isnt real
but d feeling is terrible

smth happened few daes ago
or shld i sae i knew of smth a few daes ago
n these few daes lotsa tings happened
they r overflowing in me..
n i cant breathe
dun wan mi dream 2 becum reality
pls..
no

ha!y mi entries everitime sad sad one???
okok n i juz ate a juicy crunchy n sweet apple!woot!
=)

sel's msg
'u r stronger than wat u tink u r'
yupp..i believe in tis
thnxx :)))

till d next time i blog
cyaa!~

tml will b a betta dae!!

2005-01-30T22:29:00.000-08:00

sorri ppl!!
past few daes i have been falling aslp on either d sofa or mi bed..dats y dint cum n blog!

so now bu3 chang2 yeaa~~

ok..27th jan 2005 d thu
had a lil jihe for all sec 3s by sum sec 4s..cant disclose it here~
hrm n it ended realli badly~
n after kay n d rest went home..i was left wif cy n cheryl
so we walked out of sch n cheryl's dad came 2 fetch her..
n when we reached 30 busstop..cy received a msg dat michelle left her bottle in sch!
then we were hesitating whether 2 go baq 2 take or not coz it was kinda late~~6 plus..
n we suddenly realised dat our vball was gone!!!
n we yan3 zheng1 zheng1 de kan zhe 3 30 busses drive past us..-.-
all of us got off d wrong side of d bed 2dae..
n when we returned 2 sch..d bottle was gone n our vball was nowhere 2 b seen =(
we were both feeling extremely tired n hungry n helpless
went 2 buy sum snacks from d vending machine in sch..
n i put in 40 cents for d pack of peanut biscuits..n it turned for awhile n stopped!!
d biscuit dint drop out lorh!!!!was HELL angry wif d machine!
at d same time we laughed at ourselves..wondering y we have 2 shou4 zhe4 zhong3 ku3..
attempts to shake n bang d machine for dat biscuit 2 drop failed terribly
had no choice..decided 2 pae another 40 cents for dat biscuit worth half of dat amt..
n..to our surprise..2 dropped out!!wheeeeeee!!!~lucky us..phew

ok all of us tot it wld b d end of all dat unluckiness..but for cy no..
she asked vannesa to buy world badge n knife for her..but she tot she was d sec 2 chengyi..
n onli bought a whistle-.-
lucky there's jovena to her rescue..she's in jc now so she dun need all those..
then i fell aslp on d sofa n dint do ani hw lo~~

'tml will b a bette dae'
was wat we told ourselves
but it dint work though
-

28th jan 2005 fri
met our new sec 1 guides!!
n whoa mi patrol have 4 sec 1s..
which out of tis 4..
3 were from brownies..
3 were from d same sch n d same claz
n wats worse was dat
1 of them dint even put guides as 1 of her choices..
nvm gradually im sure they will luv guides!!hahahx
then after lunch we went to 1d for sum testworks..boringg..
n we played vball after dat!played in d field wif sum bball gals n guides n audz!~
total fun!!~
was v late liao so went home wif cy n sl..
n we had 2 run after a double decker 30 bus..n we sure looked retarded yarh
i was carrying mi a maths txtbk n bio txtbk on 1 hand
n d other i was holding a cup of ice lemon tea!
it was 3/4 filled when i started running
n it became 1/2 filled when i reached d busstop-.-
n i threw awae dat cup coz d drink spilt all over mi hand n i dun wanna dirty d bus or mi bk or mi bag
n dat stupid bus driver drove d bus awae~~ ><
stoooooopid i mean
then dunnoe y cy who was holding our vball(we found out it was wif stall 1 uncle) suddenly sat down..
n d ball rolled awae onto d roadside!!ahHH!!
n it kept rolling n rolling..
mi legs carried me to chase after it..n it dint stop lo
then cy n sl came running after me n sl (despite d oncoming vehicles) bent down 2 grab d ball n retreated baq 2 safety lo..hengggg mannn..
n i tink i muz have been killed in a car accident in mi pastlife yea
coz i kind of have a phobia of d moving metallic structures on d road hahahaha

haii bad dae~
but at least betta than d dae b4..
n i reassure cy dat we WILL have a betta dae tml!definitely!

29th jan 2005 sat
whole dae shopping wif mi mum~
went orchard n saw tis real shuai guy at d mrt!
dark golden brown spiked hair..dat clothes sense woot!
but i tink he's younger than me..sadness..hahaha
bought a pair of shoes!!
it is dark green on d outside n light green stripes on d inside..
then went parkway 2 meet mi dad
went 2 eat steamboat!
n mi bro dint wana cum wif us lo..missed out those great food!
sitting beside us was a family n there was a little boy in d baby pram
d marshmallow dat he was holding dropped on d floor n i helped him picked it up n returned 2 him!
then he was waving it in d air n it dropped again loh!
then picked n gave it 2 him..then i smiled at him..n he saw me..n he GRINNED lehh!!wahahahahaha
he raised a side of his mouth n showed his baby tooth so damn cutie worr!!~

then walked ard n bought a star necklace..n went home~
nicee dae~ =)
without hw it will b nicer~

lyrics of xin zhong de ri yue by wong li hom!:))

2005-01-19T21:35:00.000-08:00

手中握着格桑花呀美的让我忘了摘下
你的真带着香你的香会说话
你的话好像只对我说

我的专长叫做流浪你注定要为我绽放
我的心寻找家我的家没有花
我的花却在这山谷等着我

若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿我们怎知选择相逢

你是心中的日月落在这里
旅程的前后多余只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
此刻的无人山谷彷佛听见说爱你

你是我心中的日月光芒

我的漂泊不懂泥巴你的美丽不堪动荡
你单纯我迷惘你恋家我流浪山谷中这一切带不走

你爱抬头拥抱阳光我得眺望下个前往
我走开你留下我回忆你升华
至少我们会仰望同一片天空

若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿我们怎知选择相逢

你是心中的日月落在这里
旅程的前后多余只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷(那一天)彷佛听见说爱你
置身在传说中人间天堂
你是我心中的日月光芒
带领我找到你的芬芳放不下

你是心中的日月落在这里
旅程的前后多余只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷彷佛听见说爱你那天听见说爱你

http://www.boxup.com/gb/music/category/10003_1.htm <- u can go tis webbie to find d lyrics of ya fav chi songs..
n http://www.iwebtunes.com/ <- to put songs in ur blogs!

enjoy!~

Lyrics of Kiss Niteawww so niceee!

2005-01-17T20:20:00.000-08:00

心有千言万语却说不出口舍不得你走
还要握紧你的手直到天长地久一起分享这首歌
当爱来的时候记得别放手 this love is 4 u
哪怕有多少痛有我在你左右陪你实现所有梦
Baby kiss night 下次再见记得我们的约会
晚安 my love 再见
kiss night 谢谢你的爱让我拥有这舞台为你唱歌

心有千言万语却说不出口舍不得你走
还要握紧你的手直到天长地久一起分享这首歌
Baby kiss night 下次再见记得我们的约会
晚安 my love 再见
kiss night 谢谢你的爱让我拥有这舞台为你唱歌

stay with me 请你留下来感觉我的爱
在这样的夜晚让我陪伴你作伴
别再想明天还有什么事等着你等着我去做
听我为你唱歌

kiss night 下次再见记得我们的约会
对你说声kiss night 下次再见记得我们的约会晚安 My love 再见
kiss night 谢谢你的爱让我拥有这舞台为你唱歌
对你说声kiss night 下次再见记得我们的约会晚安 my love 再见
Kiss night 谢谢你的爱让我拥有这舞台为你唱歌

one leg hop=yi jiao tiao hahaha

2005-01-14T23:50:00.000-08:00

WAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
sprained mi ankle 2dae
1ST TIME I WENT TIE DA!!(details at bottom half if u wanna noe -.-)
3rd person in 3b to get injured in 2005~
wohohoohoho

ok 1st was d chi test
wah almost 80% of it r juz guessing lo..siao man
then guides..lecture..tink its veri boring without pinqi~=(
i miss her!!!!
hmf

PT!!mi pt mate=>linying!!
she's damn lame n crappy..mi type~hahahaha
tink mani dunnoe dat she's mi pri sch clazmate!~hahaz
then i tink she's perfect being mi partner for wheelbarrow!
coz she can carry me all d wae~~without even dropping once!
n after 2dae's pt + sum of mi influence..she begin to like pt liao!!b4 dat she hated it lo..i tink its v funn leh!
can laugh+train+jian fei together..wahahahahahaha

after dat patrol corner~played sum catching tingy wif joanne's patrol..then got one part everibody scream arh run arh n in d end dunnoe who n where's d catcher bwahahahaHAHAHA~n lata played cball wif laz yr's 2d ball!!!(let's play together another day wif 2d!) then i juz rmbed trying to jump n catch d ball..n there was sum1 behind me..tink it was sx haha then dunnoe how de..i jiu felt mi right leg twist to d right n creck!*at dat split second dint feel ani pain,,then d next was extreme piercing thru mi ankle..muahaha..was grabbing to mi ankle veri tightly~then cld c everi1 surrounding me..n i juz kept finding tings to tok n crap abt n success!they alwaes(almost all la) laughed at mi everi sentence~haha then they wun have ani worries for me rite?n joanne immobilised mi ankle wif a triangular bandage from mi xiao dui xiang~tink it helped qte abit..thnxX!!~=)
n they helped me to a chair n wanted to carry me 2 canteen lo!!siao ehh~n i was screaming awae~coz d chair kept moving to d right~~then left~~then back!~~~then they let me down n i hopped to d area outside d tuan bu~n they stopped playing coz of mie=( sorries yeah spoilt all ya mood~
n chatted wif mi patrol de~discussing on where to go for patrol outing!yayyyy!!!~cant wait!=))

n they went to jihe
n i was left alone wif all d YALS!!=0
n tink patrina qte nice lehh..she insisted dat i go c a doctor..dun care whether is chinese or western oso muz c..haha..hrm..hope she's ok~shall not disclose here-
then mani ppl came to ask if i was alright~THNX LOTSA LO!!~muack slip slurp<-saliva bahahaha it was kinda pain n i cldnt walk properly..had to hop to b exact joanne helped me call a taxi in..THNX AGAIN!!!!~=)) sel cy n ly shared taxi wif me..another THNX x3!!~hahaz reached liao rite wanted to cum out but felt no strength in mi left leg n completely fell to d grd hahahaha i must have looked retarded n they pei-ed me upstairs as i hopped to everi pillar n up everi step n when we reached d lift..i hopped in n d lift drooped down then up again loh!then i heard sel said 'wo ooh~'HAHAHAHA
n met mi mum-.-lol

wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!~i have niceee frens~=)))))
from these lil tings i feel veri blessed liao hahah
so decided not to publish sad entries(like d previous) from now on!!!yeahyay!~

after dinner went down again..went to d tie2 da3~1st time noe!n it smelled of chi medicine eek it was mi turn n i lied down at d bed..d triangular bandage was d onli ting i cld hold on..coz i knew it will b vvv pain..so its for emergency use if i need smth to bite hahaha then he came over n put sum light brown lotion on d ankle..n started pressing here n there..n he knocked yea knocked mi calf..?! but amazingly it do help a lil leh!
then d worst part came..he raised mi leg..pulled it veri hard..n turned it to d left n right!wahahhhhhh can hear d sound of d bone summore!!
after dat then ok liao..d lady came to bandage it up n said i can go..haha..b4 he came rite..she saw d scared look on mi face n smiled!~n it melted mi heart..hahaz sg is full of nice ppl~hahaha limped home wif mum n went to bathe~
wow i was practically doin gymnastics while bathing lo coz u cant make d bandage wet..or d medicine will leak out or smth..so mi mum suggested using plastic bag n a rubberband to tie mi leg lololol
n coz d water keep dripping down d leg..i have to bend forward n lift mi right leg backwards n shower..was laughing to miself when i imagine in mi mind how funni i look><

ohyah..saw a dead squashed lizard on d staircase 2dae..n was describing how it looked like to rebekah(flatten stomach..squashed eyes wif dark brown liquid squirting out) n she gave me dat disgusted look hahaha
>hrm tink dats mi wae of sociallizing n making frens bah!=)
>n found out dat i qte like being wif a grp of ppl~tok n laugh together~esp 2d gals lahh..3b de all tok 2 by 2..walk oso 2 by 2..its like chao sian ymy wahh
let's bond pls!!we need gal's spirit!~

hrmm nth liao bah
HAPPI BDAE TO AUDZ!!!!~
(n wj n tedrid~)
u're 1 yr older!!!!!~wootwoot!!~
but ur childishness dun sui2 zhe4 ur age xiao1 shi4 arhh..let's b young at heart 4eva!!!hahahahahax

i dun like tis entry

2005-01-13T21:21:00.000-08:00

y must all these tings happen....

first is d tsunami
then got into a boring claz(now qte ok bah..can laugh liao wif help from sum lamos)
boringg chers..boringg lessons..
drifting apart from mi mum(hate tis ok)
missing 2d..
sec 1 orientation..
then zh's hand..
aud's knee..
yanling's sister..
guides official jihe on fridaes..

whywhyWHYY~
sumtimes i juz cant control mi mood..
aiiya~

veri nan shou lehh..feel veri sian..wanna tok n cheer up..but sumhow cant do it
grrr

bad tings quick SHOO LAH!!!
GOOD TINGS CUM PLS!!!~=)))
hope everiting will change for d betta after tis...
yeayayyyyy!!~
:))

get well sooooooooooon =)

2005-01-10T21:53:00.000-08:00

HEYYY!!
IM BACKK!
veri looong dint blog ler..since..ehh..mi cuz bdae?

on fri
HAPPI BDAE JUSTIN!
went to his hse..lips were swollen..too heaty bah
cut cake~played wif nana(5 yrs old i tink)
ordered pizza..played ps..gave him his prezzie!~
took a free ride from mi uncle home..

i 4got wat happen~
~~~
~~~~
~~~~~
~~~~~~
~~~~~~~ heh
~~~~~~
~~~~~
~~~~
~~~
~~
~

oh yah its 2oo5 ler!!
so fast..
i feel so oollllddd~
sec 3
upper sec
haii

n 1st wk was orientation prep..almost everidae stae back train..
alotta stress but i tink sheng qiao veri fun!
n dat dae(thur) we had to perform in front of d sec 1s..
they so song lorh sit there watch onli bleah
we had to perform twice..n d 1st time i fell!!i dint noe how i fell too..
ha juz totally let out all d feelings in me wif a cry while hugging jm~
felt alot betta lo
then we sat outside tuan bu n tok for veri long lorh!
tok abt who n who stead..who like who..blahblah ahhaha
until it was our turn again..
during d 1st performance mi mind was yi pian hun luan lehh..mayb not used to d stage haha
then on d stage..told miself to stae coool~~
n no1 fell!!i did it!!ahhh!!wohohoo!~
n our timing was 53 secs!wheeeee!!~=)))))))))
all our bruises were worth it :))

then fri felt veri restless..coz 1 whole wk of guides..wahh..
n we 2d gals sat 2gether after sch at d standing broad jump there n chatted!!
shld have more of tis gatherings!then we wun feel separated~=)
n all those jc de ppl came back!pinqi la..marianne..jovena..shara..hanwee..yixiu..n (dii shld b d happiest) joey!
then d 2d gals went for movie i tink..dint felt like goin
so stayed in sch n slacked at d steps at d elavated court..
cy went to join marianne they all at d monkey bar..was too lazy 2 walk n stayed at d steps
sel came n sat wif me while waiting for jt~
behind me were sum jc gals playing vball wif audz n vanessa
not shou wif them so dint play
watched d vballers train..watched d ppl at d bball court plae..watch d ppl at d field plae..was juz staring into space la
then..zai4 ren2 hai3 mang2 mang2 zhong1 i noticed tis person........yah tis qian bian person..at d end of d bb courts..haolianing dat he can jump n touch d rim..n obviously ani1 can tell dat he's zh la
went toilet n when i came back..there was qte a crowd at dat laz court lorh..everi1 was looking down at a person lying on d grd..went to ask audz if he's zh..n it realli IS HIM!!me n audz were like oh no..
then d chers called using their hps
n paramedics came to zh's rescue!
but dat particular female paramedic ar..was taking her own sweet time to walk there lorh..then according to jt's fren..she was holding her bag n walking gracefully wif her niceee butt shaking to n fro~liew
dunnoe sum1 suffering down there ah
then he was sent off to changi hospital~n when d stretcher he was on past by d elevated court..cld c d expression on his face was like veri tong ku...
can imagine la..wrist n elbow..arhhhhh
chatted wif his bro n found out dat he had to go for operation!omann..for more than 2 hrs..
wanted to visit him on sun but he was discharged on sat liao ha

dint go to sch 2dae too
hope he's alright!
=)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~

2004-12-31T01:38:00.000-08:00

went orchard wif all mi frens 2daeeee!!!!~met lotsa sj ppl~n sx said she saw mel n bel!but i was too slow to c them..
ok asked mi mum to wake me up b4 she left for work..which is 8.45am..then woke up at 9 to c wat i was goin to wear..haha..ironed mi skirt..n changed n it was alreadi 10.30.....wah haha in between got go online n eat breakfast oso la..
reached bedok at 11.30 lorhh..smsed constance n she said she will b veri late coz she helped her sista clear all her bks..then i waited n waited..for abt 15 mins!then sms yl grace n sx whether they reached le mahh..n grace n sx replied wif d same msg-_-""n they reached ler!then was bz looking ard for them..n spotted yl cuming up d escalator..then wanted to catch up wif her but she walk so fast!then juz followed her at d baq..then she walked till d end of d platform n grace n sx were sitting there lorh!!!!wah lao!make me wait soooo long at d other end of d platform-.-"

then constance came n went orchard!went lido to book tickets (we were goin 2 watch kung fu hustle!)..n went taka for lunch..ate sour n spicy cu1 mi2 fen3..yummaye~~went to buy curry puffs n bread to sneak into d cinema wahaha..
it was 2.15 ler..then quickly walked there to watch d show~n constance broke a part of d seat for u to put ur drinks de!lolz qte nice la d show..sum parts abit funny..sum parts not funny at all lorh..dunno y ppl stiu laugh laugh..>< tink d funniest part is when he flew up into d air n there was a buddha shaped cloud..hahaz

then walked ard..n bought 2 pins!got colour de..qte simple but tink its nice!then grace argued wif me dat its so plain n ugly~then suddenly mi mouth juz blurted out tis phrase 'simplicity is creativity' n we both laughed coz she dun understand wat i was talking n neither do i..hahaha
yl bought a white top~n we continued walking..n history was repeated again=cldnt find ani clothes dat i liked at 1st sight..n even if there was..it was so veri ex~~not enuff $$ to buy then suan le n walked awae..haha everitime like dat one
saw normen n jastine lo!they both looked veri alike leh..coz jastine is getting skinnier~n normen spiked his hair like his bro too haha~they dint c us i tink..
hrm then it was drizzling a little n we decided to go to bugis instead of heeren to take neos coz dun have to walk dat long distance..lol
n grace dint wanna take lorh!!n sx was unsure~then when d mrt reached bugis we pulled them out..then they walked out themselves..then i was kinda happie!coz all of us can take neos 2gether~~if not next time..dun tink got much chance to take....then...grace n sx quickly went baq into d mrt lorhhhh!!!!!!!!HMPH!then me con n yl was shouting at them lo..n i wanted to rush into d carriage to pull them out!but tink me one person will not b able to pull both of them out..n if i run one more step i may b crushed between d doors or d mrt..n everi1 in d train will b affected~(wahaha dint noe im so kind~-.-) so stood there as d door closed~~
showed mi fist at them (jk one onli la!) n went off wif connie n yl lo..became abit quiet at dat time haha dunno la..then yl went to buy sum toys for her sis n bro..hahaha..n me n connie went to choose wat machine to use!n..POOF!guess who came?grace n sx lo!!!ahhhh~they took mrt baq to find us..wahaha..=))they said when they were in d mrt they were tinking if i wld hate them..hahahaha..m i realli dat scaryyy??dun take neo onli then use d word 'hate' le..abit..aiyah dunno how to sae..><

so we took neos 2gether!!!woohooooo!~n rmb d lollipop dat was used as a 'tool' to make zhou xin chi rmb dat she's d gal dat he saved?yah!d machine dat we used have lo!n we wanted to put it..but no time ler..
then take ler n went home lo!coz it was getting latee~
1st one came but it was too crowded till there wasnt ani space for even one skinny person to fit in it~haha~then d 2nd one came n we squeezed into it..n when we went in there was a grp of guys..heard them asking 'na yi ge shi dhs de?'then heard from constance grace yl sx dat they r from dhs..n i dint realise lo!they tell me then i noe..n i glanced at their direction n onli recognised one..sec 4 from dhs bball de i tink..

went home n watched chen long's xin1 jing3 cha2 gu4 shi4(bro borrowed from mi cuz)..veri touching lehhhh..d storyline is one word 'ZHAN4!!' n another word 'BANG4!' haha..n tink nicholes <--correct spelling? veri shuai!!n he's acting was damn hilarious~

com sot diao again!used mi bro's com coz he watching qian1 ji1 bian4 II..n he's rm got alot of flies arhh!!!one crawled up mi leg juz now....n another juz dropped from d screen of d com..wahahahahaha!!!!serve it rite for blocking mi view!!!ahahahaha!!

one blink n sch is goin to reopen soon~~~everiting is goin so fasttt lorh~n im goin to b sec 3!like veri old like dat lehh..lolz

oo yah 4got to add dat we went to a big shop dat sold alot ALOT of toys lo!!!saw one which was veriiiii cute!!!!it was a medium sized mouse figurine..then there was sum weapons which u can fit into d hands of it..n another smaller mouse which u can let it b seated on d opened head of d big mouse!!arhhh!!!veri niceee!but it was $14.90 lo..so ex for such stuffs..haii
then looked for smth to buy for mi cuz coz tml's his bdae..but all d tings there veri ex..so gave up d idea..but when we went out we realised there were sum machines..where u 'tong' a $1 coin n turn d ting n a ball will cum out those kind..constance bought one n tink it was veri cute!so i 'tonged' twice..stiu dunnoe which one to give him..hope he like larh..hahaha doubt so though..tink he'll juz pass it off wif a laugh~but stiu accept la i hope!=)

kaes nth ler cya!!~

finish hw!

2004-12-29T07:20:00.000-08:00

hrm woke up at 10.30 n bought zao bao..but cldnt find aniting 2 write..went to d net to find for articles..found one!but d printer cldnt print chi words..so smsed cy if she cld len me hers n i photostat d article onli..1st time go her hse!but neva go in lah..meet at her busstop onli..then she came out n passed me her jian bao n i went home..photostated n started doin at 5.10 after i bathed..until dinner n continued after xi ling men..n finished both jian baos at 10.30!!left 1/4 of dat qi xia wu yi n mi hw's done!haven print d essay yet..yayy!!at last can enjoy d rest of mi hols ler..which is onli a few daes=( but betta than nth!!
tml goin watch movie wif constance they all..
fri goin mi cuz hse celebrate his bdae n d contdown to 2005!
sat goin shopping whole dae wif mum..
sun maybe goin escape wif cy n mi 2 bimbotic jnrs!
whee mi hols rock!

may peace b wif d ppl in india~~

a test from god =B

2004-12-28T21:10:00.000-08:00

sat-
4got wat i did
went shopping wif parents at tm
played d skateboard tingy!
challenged wif mi dad n he lost!!wahahaha

sun-
played bball wif sel
mi bro and cuzins tagged along too
d court was too full
so went to another side de
sel rode me there on her bike!!
so funnn!
went there played bball
sel dint wanna plae lorh sae wat bu zi zai-.-
then rode her bike ard d park
then play awhile then decided to jog
i jog she ride
then lata she jog i ride
n she jogged faster than me!grr
then lata mum called me..then mi cuzins n bro went home
coz mi dad tuitioning mi cuzins
then me n sel played a lil match~was dead tired so went to buy sum drinks n played ard at d playgrd there..it was a croc shape lor!so cute~dunno y i tink toy crocs r cute..lol
then went home..sel wanted to ride me coz she juz cldnt trust d bike to me..hahaha yah lah..im oso scared she will fall along wif me n d bike if im d rider..n her bike which she received from her uncle as prez(is it?) will b gone case!haha..
changed mi essay a little..n lata went shopping wif mi mum at tm AGAIN..actuallie mi parents wanted to get a car de..but dunnoe y..got sum probs ar..n mi mum told me dat we wun have car ler..=( i dun wan an expensive car..i juz wan sum vehicle dat can bring mi whole fam to sum other places dat we cant or dunno how to go using public transport..<--ok all tis arent impt at all went ntuc n bought all d tings we wan(most r titbits la) coz mi dad won a $60 voucher during his company's xmas gift exchange played d skateboard tingy again!! carrying all d ntuc bags to d arcade was kinda weird....

mon-
ehh juz another ordinary dae
watched tv..bro went for bball training..alone at home is sian..read dat qi xia wu yi..eee..went online chat wif sel for awhile..n continued reading it again until it was qte late n i packed for d tings tml n slp...

tue-
sheng qiao
was a terrible dae.. ji hed and we changed into slacks n started ban-ing all d stuffs like mu n blue mattresses into d hall..wrapped our hands wif leukoplast n da d structure..jt was d onli sec 1 lo..then ziying came..joch came n we practised guoing d qiao..n i was named 'd fat one'><
arhhhhh
realised im actualli veriiii heavy :(
n i take a veri long time to go up lorh..dats wat bothers me d most..
ok in ur mind..imagine a bull hanging from a tree..yea dats how i looked like..no joke man
3 pm de rehearsal(when all d chers cum to watch us...) changed to 1.15pm..n we trained n rest trained n rest..ate lunch n trained again..felt veri stressful..
i hate it..when i juz cant meet d expectations..4 secs per person..d longest i took was 8 lor..=(
felt vvv sad when i slowed mi team down...almost broke down at dat time..but it was rehearsal ler so told miself PING1 LE4!!
but in d end oso stiu v slow..then lian4 n lian4..tink everi1 was bu shuanging me..
I NEED TO LIAN MORE!!n dun make everi1 disappointed :)
but d fear in me stiu exists..............till d dae i die HAHA choii~

no1 will understand
i dun understand too
so i cant expect ppl to understand
god has given me life
i dun have to pay aniting to get it from god
wat more can i ask for
so i cant despise mi life
neither shld u ppl out there ok!!
stop saying dat ur life sux
live ya life fully...........
dun live a life dats full of regrets
then there's no meaning of living in tis world ler
=)
haha dunno y tis juz suddenly came to mi mind

juz found out dat writing d essay is juz for d commonwealth competition ting!!!!n d chers will not b marking!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHH

oh yarh n cy told me wat she dreamt laz nite..she dreamt dat me n her were fighting lo..coz i kept insisting dat i was right..n she finally cant stand me..n she suddenly screamed n we fought-.-tink she's kinda scared tis will happen..i'll b lying if i sae im not..but tis kind of ting isnt in d control of our hands rite?we cant control d world..but neither shld we let d world control us!if it realli happen then let it happen!we will face it bravely~~its fate dat we're in d same claz next yr..its fate dat we're in d same cca same patrol laz time..its fate dat u had dat dream..its fate dat brought us together..n its fate dat we're goin to have tis test of our frenship..i dun take tis frenship for granted..n i have confidence in us winning in tis test =B let's jiayou together ba! juz hope we dun becum les in d process....hahahahahha

tis kind of frenship is hard to cum by..i wun give up or let go so easily de..so to everi1 who noes me..once u're mi fren u cant escape!!!!wahahahaha..wah i sound so evil...

hrm?

im like dat larhhh wat to do =J

2d x'mas party!

2004-12-25T01:01:00.000-08:00

22nd dec-
bought all d food we need for d party
wif aud grace di n sl
yl cldnt cum coz she wenta reborn her hair
shopped at d giant in parkway
sl went home
then went marine parade popular
saw tis veri cute cat coin box!
bought it~but dint noe who to give
in d end decided to give yl coz i haven gave her aniting 4 her bdae~
went ntuc to buy all d tings we dun have
then me n grace hadta go baq ler
then aud n di 2 person cant carry all mah
so split all d tings..each person bring baq sum
and took bus home~

23 dec-THE PARTY!
woke up veri early..
decided wat to wear
wrapped yl's prezzie
met yl at bedok
n she dint rebond her hair coz she cldnt fins d place..-.-dumdum~haha jkjk
took 30 to sch..then walked to 196 busstop n took 608
called aud for sum help n finally reached her hse
we were d 1st to reach!
then followed by di grace sl
n we started preparing all d stuffs
did d sandwiches
n aud cut d bread on d chopping board for raw meat...
she dint realise it till her sister came n told her
so after much laughing..aud put them in d oven~
n we cooked d mashed potato
had a lot of lumps!
after a long time of mixing..the rest went to d living room to read bks-.-
left me n aud
suggested using d mixer..
then i went out to d living room to join them
slept on d sofa coz i dint slp much d nite b4..keep turning and turning oso cant slp lo!
aud sl n grace went wif di to her hse to get d finger food
then constance n suyee came
n suyee wrapped her prez wif newspaper-.-
then all of them went to bathe
leaving me n yl to change in aud's rm
then her mum came baq..felt kinda weird without aud~
di came and we went down to d function rm to prepare all d tings
yx came~and everi1 came~
then THE PARTY STARTED!
all of us started eating..taking photos 2gether..
clara and wl came
n me n wl were desperate for $1 coins
coz there were sum arcade machines in one of d rms!!
$1 for 3 credits
asked everi1 if they had $1 coins..
wanted to play metal slug..
but it was out of order=(
so played d aeroplane de wif wl!
died in no time..
found more coins n played street fighter!
then i kept goin to d baq n suddenly cum in front to hit wl
and dunnoe y hers cannot go baq
wahahaha too bad!!
but in d end i lost to her....=((
then she stiu cld continue to fight wif another chara(com de la)
and me n her lian shou he zuo
she controlled d moving n me d hitting
in d end oso die....
then no more coins ler
so went to tis place wif lots of comfy chairs!
had sum catwalk tingy..onli a few ppl(grace aud aaron wz xj dinjoey~)
then exchange prez session!
got grace's prez n she wrapped it wif mani maniiiii layers of newspaper!!!
everi1 all admiring their prez ler..me stiu down there tearing d newspapers...
but im lucky!!so mani ppl..pian pian is i got it
dat means i will have a lucky yr next yr!!!wohohoho!~
then d security guard came and chased us awae..
and got sum probs wif d curtains..
packed everiting and went baq to aud's hse to take our bags..
played a bubble balloon thing for awhile then go back ler..
took taxi wif constance n yl
was too tired to tok in d taxi..so it was kinda quiet~
alighted at bedok interchange
i took 67 baq n got changed
cldnt sign in to msn!
so went to slp...zzzz
DA PARTY ROX!!!but so sad not everi1 cld cum...=((

24th dec-
was eating mi lunch
when mi door bell rang
tot it was santa<--ok tis is anihow sae de
it was sel!
came to send prezzies..haha
then she so funni lorh!
open d door then keep smiling..then neva tok oso
passed me d prez n went off ler
wished her merry christmas!n her reply was d same~
n closed d door
it was a card wif a veri cuddly bear inside a bag!!
so cute lorh d bear!so soft and fluffy~~
then hugged it to watch tv..smsed sel~
n decided to finish up mi essay
ended up taking more photos of miself n d bear wahahaha
changed sum parts of mi essay
same ting:eat watch tv bathe
went online
once it was 12am everi1 started sending msgs n sms wishing each other merry xmas~haha
laz week of hols ler..muz enjoy everi min of it kaes!!~
ok lastly..

MERRY XMAS
EVERI1!!!!!

i luv 2dae!!=)

2004-12-21T01:27:00.000-08:00

hmmmm..i was wondering how do ppl finish their blog entries in sucha short time?!i can take almost an hr plus to write one leh!d best record was 2 hrs plus i tink..mayb coz i chat and write mah..and mayb coz i tok alot =X

rmb dat bet between me and sel?
i juz cldnt bring miself to wake up at 7.59~1 min earlier than sel..mi mum called me and i went to slp again..then it was 8.30 when i finally got up d bed..-.-sure lose liao lorh=( so prepared everiting and brought d milky bar i promised her!and not fair lorh!she got bike!and i walk there lo!hmph!but i tink if i have a bike too she will stiu b earlier de lah..lolz
saw her at d playgrd looking at a small gal at d slide wif her grandpa..both of them r sel's frens!wahaha..and i gave her d milky bar and she suggested giving it 2 dat small gal..so she went in front of her and toked sum stuffs which i cldnt hear coz too far and sel's big body was blocking d whole of dat gal..hahaha..then she moved and i saw dat gal shake her head!(did she?)4got lah..juz rmb she dint want it!waahaha!so i wanted to c if she will accept mi milky bar..but she rejected me almost immediately-____-"""
then we went to plae bball~i completed abc then she start playing..everitime like dat one lor..weirdo sel..lolz
then juz shoot lo..ok the following r not in order coz i 4got wat came 1st haha..practised layups wif sel!yayy!after pratising for qte awhile..got d hang of it ler..whoo~
rode on sel's bike!!dint 4get how to ride..henggg..coz it has been qte sumtimes since i've laid mi hands on one..which is = abt 3-4 yrs..wahaha..rode ard d court..found it veri small and not fun..so went up d slope!rode ard d obs course..up and down d slope..so ci4 ji1!!!
butt veri pain~~mayb coz d seat too small lah..kiap zhu..hahahah!so rested at d bench..
watched ppl play..met sum dhs and other ppl from mi pri sch de..all gep so not close..onli tok to darren~and they were playing wif a cher from dhs!!oman..d new male cher..who look like joseph..a scout from 2h i tink..then i tink he knew me and sel were from dhs too..mayb darren told him or he recognise us or wat lah who cares?
forced sel to play vball wif me!!!and she hit less than 5 times then dun plae ler..make d blanket so wet!!hmph!haha..then actualli was waiting for yanling to cum n plae wif me after her co de..but she smsed me sae she will b vei late and will not b playing..=( no1 plae vball wif me!!!but muz thnk sel lah~or i wld b all alone dat whole morning.....
so we stopped playing vball..and darren borrowed it from me..then watch them plae..then watched a looks-not-shuai-but-stunts-shuai guy plae at d other half of d court..
and sel helped me see if bus 168 will pass d busstop opp d court..then was tinking wah she so gd..but lata she said coz she wanna ride her bike..-.-
then wenta shoot more balls..sel can shoot 3pter without airing ler!!all thnx to mi coaching..muahahaha!
played soccer wif d vball..for i tink less than 5 mins then stop ler..dunnoe y oso..and sel hit me wif dat ball!not purposely lah..but..stiu hit mah so i took tis chance to make her bu chang me wif mi reward!!wahahaha..
then joined sel sat under d shade..then decided to go baq..
and she gave me a ride on her bike!!!i stood behind her..and we got alot of tings to carry lorh!!so she put d vball in front(kiaped by d seat)..i carry d bball i mi hands..and both of us put our bottles in our pockets..and off we go!!at 1st cldnt balance..coz dat was mi 1st time!then i dunnoe y i was so scared!!kept screaming into sel's ears!!!think they have gone semi-deaf liao..sorri!!but i cldnt control miself!!juz kept shreiking(not very high pitched lah) and we went down a slope..and there was a malay fam there waiting for e lift..then a small boy saw us and tink he saw me screaming..then he said 'wor~aiyo' when we past them..wahaha..i was scared dat sel wld bang into him!!and we almost banged into a wall after dat!!!and she stopped and i jumped off..and d ball rolled awae..wahahaha..was laughing like mad..then got on her bike and laughed again!!tis time till i cried lorhh!!tears juz came rolling~

finallyyyy..reached mi hse..but actualli wanted sel to ride summore lehh!!but haveta quickly change and meet mi frens at tm mah..so cant..but nvm next time stiu got aloooot of chances..if she and i dun shift hse dat is!
changed mi top and grabbed mi waist pouch..stuffed wallet and hp in it..washed mi face..wet mi hair and left..
met yanling there..and talked while waiting for constance..then dianne suddenly ran and slap mi butt lorh!!bleah!then asked her why she was there too..and she kept changing sub lorh!haiyo..who dunnoe..and d ans was revealed a moment lata..when tada!joey appeared from behind..then me and yanling were like..'orhhhh!!i see...' hahahaha..then can c dianne blushing..wahaha..and she and joey quickly siamed to prevent us from teasing them..hahahaha..

then constance reached and we went yoshinoya for lunch!and we took neoprint!i looked so..erm..retarded..mayb coz wake up early and plae ball ba..then walked ard..went mini toons and yanling bought her prez for d xmas party..and we shared a packet of gummies!then we went arcade!!!played d spot d diff game..but d machine smth wrong..so we stopped playing..played table hockey ar?knew dat it was called dat after i read yanling's blog..haha..and constance dun wanna plae..so she stand one side..then suddenly so mani cum out and constance helped yanling lo!!then i shou mang jiao luan..in d end yanling won me 4-11-.-then i went to plae mi all time fav..d skateboarding one!!and i mistook a 50 cent coin for d token and put it in lorh!no wonder after sucha long time of hitting and banging and kicking d machine..mi coin stiu doesnt cum out..
played parapara!!wahaha..saw a boy play b4 us..he was so damn funni lo!!do all sorts of actions dat can make ani1 laugh~

hrm then played skateboarding one laz time and went shopping ard..go foodcourt sit drink(i ate honeydew) chat awhile..then coz i was smsing sel~then mi hp pouch dropped on d floor without mi realization..then there's tis auntie cleaner..came and tapped on mi back and said..'eh..xiao jie..er xiao di ar..ni de dong xi diao zai di shang le' XIAO DI!!!!SHE CALLED ME XIAO DI!!!and as i bent down to pick it up i was making gui2 lian3 lorh!wah lao..i look like guy meh.......-_______________-""""""" when i sat up saw constance and yanling laughing lorh..><

then went home ler..and sel told me smth~reached home at 5..mi com sot lorh!was trying to go online..was so fed up wif it!!and realised mi bro isnt at home and i cld use his com!so went to use and i luvvvvv it..juz a click sign in and 2 secs u're online liao..and i took dunnoe abt 15 mins juz to on mi com lor!!grrrr..

then..haha everitime d same->eat watch tv bathe~..and blog!and mi bro called me out to watch a magic show which reveals how big magics r done lo!!on channel 18..and u can laugh all u want when u noe wat they do behind d scenes..haiyah too tired to explain..may consider another entry another dae for dat!

kaes..byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~
cant wait for d xmas party!
cant wait for everi1 to plae ball 2gether like how we did laz time!
cant wait to have another bike ride wif mi didi!
cant wait to go to sch!
and..cant wait to slp~haha..gdnite~

cute figurines!!!!!=)

2004-12-20T01:38:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeee~
woke up verii early 2dae..ate meatball mee for breakfast-cum-early lunch..got to go sum temple to pray..then returned home and mi bro let me watch sum nba clips dat he dl-ed..got kobe bryants top ten dunks!micheal jordan!(he danced wif micheal jackson in sum parts of dat clip-.-)ray allen..<-- dunnoe de..and lebron james!heard he's veri gd..and jason smth de..4got wat team..veri pro lorh!like his stunts..hrm and nowitzki..mi bro said he was d tallest person in nba who can shoot 3 pter..hmm..i tot tall ppl can shoot 3pter betta than shorter ppl?coz their head..eyes..are nearer to d net than short ppl..wahahaha..it depends lah..take me for example=))lol

hrm watched Ai Qing Mo Jie(magic ring) at 1 on channel 56!veri nice leh!!mi mum actualli dint like dat show coz she dint like d hairstyle of d leading male actor-_-""then after i briefly explained wat d storyline is abt..she was a lil convinced..and watched e show wif me!!
its abt a rich family: d mum passed awae..d dad has 2 sons..d older one A and younger one B..hehex 4got their names in d show lah..let's juz use abc~=)
and another rich family..wif a daughter C..she, A and B r childhood frens..and A likes her..but she likes B!so when A found out dat she likes his brother..he decided to leave for England..and B's relationship wif their dad wasnt veri gd..so when A left..B left his home..and went to live at sum place so he can b a car mechanic..
and now..there's tis gal(leading female actor) D..she was being taken care of by her step dad..and her stepdad likesta gamble..and owe d loansharks a large sum of $$..so they cum and look for him..and he asked D to help him pae lorh..meanie..and d loansharks snatched all her $$ awae and left..so she decided to leave her step dad..and looked for her bf..she was pregnant wif his child..but when she went to his hse..he was slping wif another gal lor..mean x 10!!ahh!!and she cried and ran awae.......
ok after dat there was tis scene where D took a train..and met A..A was sitting wif a gal E dat he knew from england..they were goin baq to A's home..she looked veri much like C..and bcoz of dat..A proposed to her juz 1 mth after they know each other..and he gave her his mum's magic ring..tis ring has magical powers~it will protect d person wearing it..
so they (A,D and E) started toking..and E let D wear her ring..and juz at dat time..d train had an accident..all of d passengers died..but onli D..who was wearing dat ring~

and when she was found..d rich family tot dat she was d gal dat A wanted to bring home..and mistook her for their shao4 nai3 nai1..she cldnt rmb aniting abt A(obviously..coz they dun even noe each other) and she stayed at their hse coz she dint wanna go baq home where her mean stepdad is..she had nowhere to go..
and at dat time..B came home..and had sum conflicts wif her..but in e end he himself fell in luv wif her~~woot!

arghhhhhh
juz found a summary on d net..ok for those who dun understand wat i was toking abt above can read tis:

Xiao Jun slowly wakes up from a train accident. Losing all her memories and left with amnesia, Xiao Jun has no idea who she is or where she is going. Yet the ancient ring that she is wearing on her finger is proof of being the Du family’s eldest son’s fiancé. Therefore, Xiao Jun is confusingly brought to the rich and powerful Du family. The head of the Du family treats her and loves her as if she is his own daughter, causing the pregnant Xiao Jun to experience the feelings of a warm family that she has never felt before.

With the gradual recovery of Xiao Jun’s memory, she feels more and more frightened. She slowly realizes that she is not the daughter of a rich family that everyone talks about. Not only did she come from a poor family background, has a greedy stepfather, but the guy that got her pregnant has abandoned her. Before boarding the train, Xiao Jun is only an unmarried mother that has no where to go…

As for the Du family’s second son, Jing Hang, although he grew up in a prosperous environment, yet he still carries some heavy burdens in his heart: He betrayed the hopes that his father has for him, carries the burden of blaming himself for his brother’s death, and refused the love that Ke Ting has for him. He wants to throw everything away, but he can’t run away from the fact that he is the successor of the Du family. All these contradictions intertwine in his heart, making him feel as if he is an animal that is locked away in a cage – angered and unable to get away.

Jing Hang, who everyone disapproves of and the innocent and simple Xiao Jun, from arguing with each, resisting each other, they both gradually fell in love with each other. In front of them, there are numerous tests that they will have to face. Faced with his own sister-in-law, Jing Hang secretly makes a promise to the family ring that is on Xiao Jun’s finger that he will protect Xiao Jun from the threats of this dangerous world. Even if the price that he has to pay is to sacrifice his own life…

go to tis webbie to noe more abt d story and d characters..and pics!!http://www.therose.trap17.com/friends/viewtopic.php?t=80

then continued wif mi essay..and left 31 more words to make it 1200!!!!!!woohoooo!!!~great accomplisment!
but..stiu got 2 jian baos..i cant find ani articles to write abt!argh..

went 200 plus there..pasa malam!!and pasa malam..takoyaki!!so went to buy..found out dat it had another name:okonomi yaki..sound so weird..prefer d name takoyaki!

and i bought 2 veriiiii chaoooooooo cuteeeeee mashi maro figurines!!!!!!!so darn darnnnn kawaiii!!!!!arhhh!!!!one is disguised as a pirate dat was caught..so it was holding d no. plate in his hands..d other is juz a street walker..wearing headphones and holding a radio~so cute leh!!and d whole ting is silver and gold coloured..veri cooool bah!and i took photos of it wif mi hp!!keep turning it 90 degrees..180 degrees..then baq again..so when u press down several times..u can c mi mashi maro turning by itself!!wahahahaaha!!!!!!cant wait to put it in mi bloggie!!!!!arhhhhh!!!wahaha..xmas prez=cable for mi hp!!!and one laz ting abt mi mashi maro figurines..they r juz $2 each!!!!!cheap rite!!!!and cute!!!!!!=)))))))))

gonna plae bball tml!asked alot of ppl~all cldnt make it..amelia got choir..grace not free..sl in japan i tink..sx got dental..constance sprained her leg..but stiu wanted to go shpping after we plae..and yanling got co in d early morn..she will onli b here at ard 10 plus..so planned to plae wif sel b4 yanling cums!and at d same time pass me sx's ball so i can pass to her on xmas party..b middleman..nope shld sae middlegal..haha
so we r goin 2 have a lil competition!c who reach there earlier..
if im late..i have to give her a milky bar~d one dat has cookie chips in it de..yummy wor!
if she's late..which sel tinks its 80% it wun happen..haiyah stiu got 20% lah..she's goin 2 give me a kiss!!and tell me smth~and..aiyah cant tink le larh..muz c who wins 1st hmph!

will b planning more gatherings b4 d hols end!!!such as playing ball at mi hse~goin escape wif p2 de ren~claz outings(usually is aud or di plan de)..so fast leh!2 more wks and we'll b baq in sch..and we will b sec 3s next yr!!upper sec liao..sound so olddddd...haii..but dunnoe y i cant wait to wear baq d sch uniform again!hahaha..okk..gotta go slp now..if not tml i cant wake up early and win sel!!!!=)we shall see..............

essay ah essay~

2004-12-18T23:33:00.000-08:00

tired of typing in long paragraphs..so tis is d overview of wat happen these few daes..

eh..was piaing thru mi essay~chose 'is competition gd for us?is there an alternative?'
got qte alot of help from sel!=))thnx for all e crap~sum r qte useful lah..
hrm used e com..while doin..watched e tv while doin too..dats y till now oso haven finish..but i left 3/8 of it ler!wahaha..

wanted to wake up at 9 to catch nba..but woke up at 10.30 instead..it was d 3rd quarter..denver nuggets against miami heat..who do u support??i support heat!coz got shaq..and i dunnoe ani1 from nuggets..lol..
and when onli 2 mins r left in d 4th quarter..heat was onli leading nuggets by 6!during d 3rd quarter..they were leading by 19 lorh..and all of a sudden nuggets caught up wif them..so amazing rite!
ha so dats 1 reason why competition shldnt b left out..it adds spice to our lifes!!hahaha
and mi bro took d remote control and changed d channel..bleah lah so dint noe d results in d end..

went shopping wif mum at tm..bought a black skirt!gonna wear it to e xmas party!!so excited!
lost mi old skirt..=(
saw lili(2g04 de) holding hands wif a gal..and she look like sum actress from hongkong leh..dunnoe her name..

recieved a sms from kay
im in sheng qiao wif her and soolin!
was wif soolin in sheng qiao laz yr too..so qiao~dats why called sheng qiao mah..rope bridge=immortal fate..yea..-.-ok not funny
ono!then i will b sucha a great big and bright light bulb!=0
wonder who r mi sec 1s..shall go join them when they 2 start to get 'mushy'..wahahaha

had a lil quarrel wif mi dad
he wanted to watch soccer
i wanted to watch channel 56
both scv
onli 1 tv
in d end
mi dad won
coz i wasnt bothered to argue baq
so d guai1 me went to do mi essay!
ehh..blog 1st lah..trying to complete it in d shortest time possible!

changed song again..tis one was used to advertise d ipod mini..tink it was qte cute!so put it in mi blog..enjoy!!=)

ohyarh wanted to reformat mi com as mi com is infected by viruses~but mi dear kor cldnt find dat cd to reformat it..mayb buy new com!got christmas promotion mah..but veri ma fan..arhh dunnoe lah..shall consider..ok cya next time i blog!byez~

lyrics of Predictable by Good Charlotte

2004-12-16T23:27:00.000-08:00

Something isn't right,
I can feel it again,
feel it again.
This isn't the first time,
That you left me waiting.
Sad excuses and false hopes high,
I saw this coming,
still I don't know why,
I let you in.

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong, (something going wrong..)
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable. (so predictable..)

So take your empty words,
Your broken promises,
And all the time you stole,
'Cause I am done with it,
I could give it away,give it away,
I'm doing everything I should of,
Now I'm making a change,
Living the day,
I'm giving back what you gave me
i don't need anything

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong, (something going wrong..)
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable. (so predictable..)

Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I'm so cold,
why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know,
this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never......

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong... (something going wrong...)
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all,
You're so predictable (so predictable..)

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone I love, (So predictable...)
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna know what's wrong with me.
And I know what it is, (so predictable..)
What it is is right now

abt a guy..waiting for sum1 he loved to cum baq..but she neva did..so he was heartbroken~boohoo~
ok shall change song everidae!cum to mi bloggie for new updates!=))

lag com

2004-12-15T16:10:00.000-08:00

hate mi laggggggggggggg com!!cant go into internet..now using mi bro's com..he went 2 plae bball~no1 at home..i feel so lonely!nvm..i got mi bloggie and lots of hw to pei me....=(

13 dec-
mum took leave for 2 daes~so went orchard wif her 2dae to buy new yr clothes..met mi snr meryl in d mrt!and can c dat she's veri rich..roxy clothes lahh..converse shoes lah..woot
then walked ard at heeren..cldnt find ani clothes dat i like..and..when me and mi mum were goin up d escalator..i saw a gal from our sch..bball de i tink..sec4..holding hands wif another guy~wooooot!haha..then went 2 another shopping mall..4got d name of it..and met sum1 i knew outside d mall!at 1st saw keith toking 2 sum1..then dint bother abt him coz not close..and juz walked past..then heard d person he was toking to reply..d voice was so familiar..turned ard and look..jessie!!!hahah..she saw me and ran to me and asked for donations..arhh..spent alot on fri ler..so told her i donate alot ler..then she saw ok lor and said bye and i said bye~haha..and keith came up and asked me..i smiled shook head and..walked awae..lol..
walked for a veri long time..all dat i bought was food again!from old chang kee..yummy~hrmm..then crossed d road..and saw huiping and claire!another snr!!their clothings were so..erm..bao4 lu4..bare back de..and mini skirts~great for chik ko peks..hahahaha..
then saw xinrong and another gal..2e de..4got her name..selling flags too!and i gave d same reason and left..wahaha..stiu cldnt find ani clothes dat i like!!and our legs were aching..so decided 2 go tm(again)..and watch shutter!!yayy!booked ticket and there was stiu time..so shopped ard at tm..went 77th street and found a shirt dat i liked!!luv at 1st sight..hahaha..immediately went 2 try it..and bought it at 20 plus bucks..gonna wear on 1st dae of new yr!=)
watched shutter..it was scary lor!when d gal's face suddenly appear..i tink its veri nice~when they revealed why dat guy's neck was pain..and y he was so heavy..
went 2 samuel & kelvin and bought a 3/4 shorts wif a belt!luv at 2nd sight~hahaha..and went home~
played FFX..damn nice k!
slept at 1.30am in e morning~~

14 dec-
woke up..bathed~and went Queenstown..tis time mi bro came wif us..reached there at 2..and by 4..he bought finish all of his new yr clothes ler!!so pro...all in 2 shops!1 dat sells teenagers shirts..and another dat sells man's pants~and he bought his new shoes too..i saw a sports shoes..veri cool leh..dat part where u tie ur shoe laces rite..u can open it up and it will look like it has wings!!wahaha..neva c b4 de lor..but it was $129..and i seldom wear it..coz not in sports cca or wat mah~and mi mum said she will onli buy dat for me when im in jc like mi bro..ok..shall wait and wait..
i dint buy anithing~=(went 2 outram park and met mi dad..and we wanted to go to sum place to eat mi mum's favourite ba kut teh..but when we took taxi there..we found out dat it has been demolished..so went 2 bugis junction and ate at d coffeeshop there..
and..i lost mi skirt!!mi beloved skirt!!!=((((d laz time i wore it was when i went for d malaysia trip..then dunnoe y it went missing..so went 2 d same place to look for it..but cldnt find d same colour de..dint like d other colours..so we left..went OG..stiu cldnt find ani clothes i like..so went home le lo..
juz in time to watch e laz episode of mi mighty in-laws!i feel dat they r rushing everiting leh..but overall stiu qte a gd show ba!
tried to log into mi com but cldnt..so played NBA wif mi bro~he won again=(
watched wo cai x3..and went 2 slp~

15 dec-
went down 2 buy lunch~packed mi rm a little..and mi bro left for bball training~so here i m!
and i realised smth veri veri infuriating...................
SUM1 MAO4 CHONG1 ME IN MI TAGBOARD LORH!!!!!!!!
wah lao ehhhhhhhhhh..u got nth else betta to do har???i hate ppl who use other ppl's name..so damn sucky ok
im telling tis to e person who's guilty:u betta stop wat u're doin and fuck off

yeah 1st time i used dat 4 letter word in mi blog..its so polluted now...hell larh

gonna start on mi essay..sian man..1000 plus words!!siao lo!!crazy sia..betta do now..if not next time cant plae and enjoy d laz few daes of holidae!!arhh!!ciaoz!~

lyrics of Real To Me by Brain Mcfadden

2004-12-12T22:59:00.000-08:00

Showbiz dinners and the free champagne,

men in suits who think they know it all,

no-one knows me but they know my name

that's not real to me,

Hotel lobby to the aeroplane,

another country but they start to look the same

watch the world behind the window pane

that's not real to me

when i see my babies run,

when all the madness has been and gone,

i'll raise mi family and live in peace

now that's what's real to me

real to me

Dying flowers in a dressing room

a dangerous time to let your head make up its own mind

got me tinking that the spirits flown

that's not real to me,

when i see my babies run,

when all the madness has been and gone,

i'll raise mi family and live in peace

now that's what's real to me

Picnics in the garden

and the children they can play

the first day of the summer

and i laze here all the day

then we'll invite the family round

and drink some english tea

then i raise up my finger

and watch football on tv

yeah..ohh..

now that's what's real to me

when i see my babies run,

when all the madness has been and gone,

i'll raise my family and live in peace

now that's what's real to me

that's what's real to me

real to me

wake up you might be dreaming

wake up you might be dreaming, now

nice?ok..i tink tis song is abt a man who dreams of having his own family..wants his own babies..and living in a mei2 man3 de jia1 ting2..he wants everiting 2 b real to him..but he's scared dat he might b dreaming..yeahh..full of emotion~okk..look for more lyrics and songs next time in mi bloggie!~cya!

wahaha -.-

2004-12-12T22:54:00.000-08:00

11 dec-
watched tv~~used com~~
inex asked me 2 plae bball wif her..but i m not close to all her frens..so decided 2 stae at home instead
hrm justin and mi aunt came..
received a call from astley..he said dat he was at orchard and he got pan's autograph!!!!he took foto of him when he was performing and even shook hands wif him!!and he wanted 2 send mms to me..but it was too big..so cant receive..actuallie a few daes ago i tot of goin de..but mi mum dint allow..she said she dint like me being one of those crazy gals screaming over him~lolz..
then watched d repeat of sg idols finals
it was so nice seeing d 9 finalist singing and dancing 2gether..so gan dong..hahaha..then was d battle between sly and taufik..taufik rockk!!his songs all veri classy de~while sly..not dat gd now..tink he was affected by his family problems..tink he changed alot...was hoping dat he cld sing Houndog by elvis presley..tink dat was his best performance in sg idols..but he chose An Jing by jay..did he choose dat coz jay was popular?coz he tink ppl will vote 4 him coz he sang jay's song?but d result finally was out after all 12 finalists sang all d genres of songs 2gether..taufik won!!!wasnt at all surprised..haha coz we knew of d results during d camp..our sec 3s told us..=)

then astley came our hse..and he got pan poster!!!but he said they onli gave 1..so..me->=((
he stayed over at our hse and justin and mi aunt went home
watched Runaway Bride wif mi mum and i fell aslp on d mattress..4got 2 brush mi teeth..cldnt qte rmb wat time it was..was qte late..then mi mum woke me up 2 brush mi teeth..and i kind of slp walked 2 d toilet brush wan ler then go slp again~

12 dec-
cy's mum bdae!happi bdae bo2 mu3!hahahaha..
woke up at 11.30..randy(mi cuz..astley's bro) came..dunnoe y oso..and he and astley was goin off wif mi dad ler..so quickly went 2 c d fotos astley took wif his hp..all were taken at qte a distance..cldnt realli c his face..but betta than nth!and asked him send me..and he rushed out of d door liao..i meant send me thru infared!!-.-but he veri gd lehh..gave me pan's autograph!!he signed wif a gold marker..veri obvious is anihow scribble de..-_-"but nvm..yayy!!it cant b compared 2 sly's de~pan got looks!got voice!and got gd attitude!!sly dun have even 1 of these!!!see?mi wilber bua3 pai4 ba!wahahaahaha
watched tv..used com awhile onli..coz it has serious lagging prob..played NBA wif mi bro~and he seemed 2 have sum tactics of playing..lost 2 matches to him!and both r more than 20 pts diff..shld practise more..
then played Final Fantasy X..veri nice lehh!d graphics..d songs..one word..'zhan4!!'
d blitzball game veri boring lah..mi bro said its sure lose de..unless u noe how 2 plae..and obv i lost..continued 2 plae..and found out dat Tidus' dad Jetch was Sin!!=0and d story goes on.....~
watched d hong2 xing1 da4 jiang3..and went 2 bathe..so here i m blogging!
and..mi elbow is much betta now!!now i dun feel ani pain when i bend mi elbow..all thnx 2 mi mum!if it wasnt for her encouraring words dat dae..i wldnt b wat i m 2dae!!:'( hahaha..no lahh..realised dat..u have 2 b strong and mian4 dui4 xian4 shi2(d pain in mi elbow)..think of a gd solution of how 2 solve d problem(2 ren d pain everitime i bend mi elbow)..then will u succeed(having no pain in d elbow ler)!!hahaha..tis is sooo lame.....

okie~off 2 watch zhong1 yi4 da4 ge1 da4!hope i dun fall aslp~byeeeeee~

shopping wif guides

2004-12-11T18:22:00.000-08:00

7 & 8 dec-
plae game~use com~slack~neva do hw~
cldnt bend mi arm coz d blister dried up..and it will crack and it's pain!!
so did almost everiting wif mi left hand onli
felt so handicapped~

9 dec-
morn went for dat energy saving course tingy again..took a test..dint study!!but s few seconds b4 d test d person in charge said it was open bk..-_-" so ez lorh..and when we finished..pq dint noe d answer to a qn..and asked me how 2 do..then sx heard and said out d ans..then she 'phew' and we went out of d rm 2 hand up d test..then outside..we saw d person in charge looking at a tv screen..and it was actualli a camera which was videoing d rm dat we were in!!then me pq and sx were like pting each other and 'orh hor~~'wahahahaha..and we quickly left..aniwae dat person oso neva sae anitin or scold us or wat mahh..lucky us!haha!!~

went 2 change at e same toilet and ate ehh..sum food at d foodcourt..was ard 11 smth..so went to heeren wif cy pq sx and inex..1st time goin there!was qte excited..hoping 2 c sum1 i noe~best is sum ming2 xing1!coz heard alot from alot of ppl dat they met sg idols lah..JAY..etc etc~sum shops werent opened yet..so juz kept walking in circles while they open their shops..

went to a shop dat sold alot of teenagers stuff!mostly for gals..and we went 2 a shop selling beads~pq wanted 2 make earrings..inex's and sx's frens came..and they left..so left me pq and cy..and we walked ard..and suddenly started trying on hats!!looked for all those shops dat had hats in them!!and pq suited big hats..coz her head was relatively big..lolz..betta mah..means brain bigger..dats y can go tjc mahh..hehex

walked to Taka and saw lots of stalls selling food!!~alooot of tings 2 eat!but not enuff $$ so in d end bought sum bread..a stick of big fishballs wif chilli..shared a box of takoyaki wif pq~yumyumm!~then took mrt home..and..decided 2 go again d next dae to buy new yr clothes!!asked mi mum for permission..and was shocked when her repli was 'ok'!!sumtimes..i dun understand her..

10 dec-
parents gave me a $100..and i was scared dat i wld spend all of it..so onli brought $50..
met cy at tam mrt at 11..i was earlier than her!1st time i tink..waited soo long lorh..dint like waiting for ppl..hrm dats exactly wat she and mani other ppl had felt laz time when they waited 4 me...sorrriiii!!!~
we alighted at somerset is it?4got ler..walked along d shops outside..and as we were walking..we saw tis shopping centre which had a big tv screen outside..and it was showing d mv of Just Lose It!!arhh!!pulled cy 2 go there 2 watch..but there were too mani ppl..and by d time we reached in front of d screen..it ended liao..=(( ha nvm lahh..can watch on tv and yahoo website mah..

went OG and looked at d bags for women..cy wanted 2 buy a prezzie for her mum's bdae..after much searching..she finally bought a black cloured one..qte nice~and at 1st dat lady tot we were buying one for ourself..oman..do we look so old???-.-muz b she cock eye or wat bahh lolz

walked for qte a long time at heeren..mi hopes of meeting sum stars dashed again~sadd..lolz..and cy bought a white colour top..d type where u have to tie 2 strings at d neck part..bare back de..dint noe cy like tis kinda sexy clothes..hahahaha..

shopped ard and cy bought a bag from op and a skirt from samuel&kelvin..and she said dat d guy at d cashier was shuai lorh!!then i walked past him and pretended 2 look for sum1..and saw his zhen mian mu..hmm..qte shuai ba..his hairstyle was d 1st ting dat attracted me..spiky spiky de..nice~and he reminds me of d guy dat acted wif chen guan xi in wu jian dao..arh 4got his name again..yahh..now i noe cy's taste~since her 1st shuai guy~wahahaha..and she said she neva c ani shuai ges until dat cashier guy lo!but i tot i saw lots of them..alot of eye candies there~woot!~

and we met alot of ppl who were asking for donations lo!!tink i donated abt $10 if i add them all 2gether..met a guy ard our age who was chao qian bian k..he kept toking toking toking and dint let us leave..and when i opened mi wallet 2 donate he even looked inside it and asked me 2 donate more since i got so much $$ lorh!!wah lao..and cy was so irritated..kept complaining abt him when we he finally 'released' us..but for me..i wasnt tinking dat much..juz noticed dat his hair was qte cool~spike de too..and he wore a cap dat had an open top..veri niceee~me like..so aiyah gave him $2 for dat cool hair and to let us go..

and ppl~do u all notice dat i dint buy aniting?ha..coz i cldnt find aniting dat i liked there..and i tried a blouse dat came wif a tie..liked it!but it was $39.90......so exexexex!then after much considering decided not 2 buy..go baq discuss wif mi mum 1st..haha..and so..how did i spend mi $50?abt $10 for donation..and $20 on food!!can u believe dat!!ok..here's wat i ate: (old chang kee)a curry puff,a yam cake,a stick of vege dumpling and a stick of fish nugget..(from d stalls at Taka)a meat bao and a box of takoyaki..(Auntie Annie)a cinnamon raisin flavoured one and a cup of iced orange juice..(7-11)a cup of iced coked plus apple..wahahaha..all i bought from orchard was food lo...

took mrt home..and went tm coz found dat it was erm..stiu qte early..and no1 will b at home..mi mum said she'll b cuming home late..and mi bro went 2 plae bball..so asked cy to go tm wif me!and i bought a necklace and a pair of earrings there!in less than an hr lorh..walked ard orchard for several hrs and dint even buy a ting..so moral of d story=d tings in tm r much much cheaper than d tings at orchard!=))
went montip and found a hp pouch dat me and cy had been trying 2 find at orchard!so cheap!$2.90..so she bought a pink one and i a light blue one!and cy bought a belt from samuel&kelvin at tm..it had a 50%discount..and she bought it for $11 onli..

received a call from home..mi mum returned wif dinner ler!so rushed home..
and she adviced me 2 bend mi elbow..no matter how pain d dried blister is..so it will heal faster..and so i bend..and realised dat there werent ani feeling in mi right biceps!result of not bending mi elbow for several daes..had to ren3 d pain..if i want it 2 heal quickly~

watched mars repeat..and fell aslp!!missed half of it i tink..arhh..and d whole show is goin 2 end!so fast..was woken up by mi bro at ard 1.30 am..then switched off mi com and went 2 slp~

evaluation and pack up

2004-12-09T22:55:00.000-08:00

6 dec-
ha 4got wat time i woke up 2dae~hrm got energy conservation course..wore guide u and went tam mrt 2 meet cy and set off 2 somerset 2 meet d rest and ms tang..walked for abt..3 min?and reached a place which was in charge of all d electricity charges in singapore..a lady gave us a talk abt d resources dat we use in singapore 2 generate electricity blah all those stuffs..oh no!dun even noe her name..=0

after all dat we went to e toilet to change in2 atc tee~and found jt's watch in mi guides skirt!!wahaha..so relieved lo..and ate lunch at d foodcourt nearby..then we were toking abt atc..and were discussing abt how we r goin 2 plan it next yr!!!woohooo!!~planning 2 make d nite games veri scary!!wahahaha...take care tis yr de sec 1s~muahaha..

took mrt and bus baq 2 sch..and sec 3s gave all of us an evaluation abt our overall performance..was damn bad and saddening..they made us run..ding girl's and boy's style..pump..and scolded us till they cried..and did lots of pumpings..and d blister at mi elbow bled!b4 dat i tired 2 do sum..like d left hand go all d wae down..d right hand halfwae..but it cracked and bleed lo..so told jm and she asked me 2 do leg race..and i tink dats even worse for me..mi stomach was stiu recuperating..hahaahha..then d next time they pumped us again i pumped wif them lo..gan gan geng down lor..crack bleed oso mei ban fa..

wasnt in most of d activities in e camp..so dunnoe whether wat our sec 3s sae r true not lah..but after dat i heard from alot of ppl dat sum of wat they said were not true..hrmm dunnoe lahh..y cant we go baq 2 laz time..where all of us pia 2gether~dats wat we liked abt guides rite?

packed all our camping stuffs baq..and brought out all our xiao dui xiang stuffs and repacked too..now sharing xiao dui xiang wif dianne~and p1 and p2 de r used to put old stuffs..and i had 2 surrender mi p2 key..sadddddddddddd.....=(

went home wif cy kay and fangming..kay gave us a yoghurt bar each!yummy~and after eating i tried 2 slp but cldnt coz kept hearing them laughing..found out dat they were laughing over d bus driver who kept whistling and singing 2 himself..-.^ funni meh..

and same ting eat bathe watch tv and fell aslp~muackk!

malaysia trip :)

2004-12-08T15:39:00.000-08:00

yayy!!~went 2 malaysia 2dae!!=))

woke up at 5 smth
replied sel's msg and found out dat i disturbed her slp!!paiseh~sorriii~
went 2 fetch mi cuz and aunt
slept in d car
all of us met at sumwhere in front of a temple where d tour bus waited for us
me astley randy justin and mi bro 'chopped' d laz 5 seats
then everi1 came~filled up d whole bus
slept in d bus
chopped passport all those stuffs
ate a small currypuff and chewing gum!
a male tour guide used a microphone to tok to us more abt malaysia and its food blahblah
went 2 a coffeeshop for breakfast..ate mee sua
went to desaru fruit farm
saw durian trees..mangosteen trees..mango trees..jackfruit trees(d jackfruits r covered wif gunnysacks to prevent it from receiving direct sunlight),and dragonfruit tree..its stalk looks like a cactus!and etc etc..
then went 2 a shop which sold all kinds of souvenirs..and i dint feel like buying ani..coz their appearances r so not attractive..prefered sg's de~and..i tink i saw ping yen!from dhs..sjab de i tink..he was sitting at d chair outside of d shop looking veri frustrated..mayb coz it was qte boring there..dats wat i feel..lolz
(cant rmb d order of d places we went..) went 2 a place where we can sit down and a man wearing a straw hat explained to us how d bees make honey..and wat kind of honey is very sweet..and how long u can keep honey in d fridge..wasnt listening 2 him most of d time..was more interested in d ppl goin rd letting us taste all d diff kinds of honey..they mixed it wif water and pour it in small cups...and put sum small plastic spoons in another jug filled wif another type of honey..d spoon was sooo small lo!!for baby de..haii but got free honey gd enuff ler lo..haha..
went 2 sum kind of open air resaturant for lunch
and boarded d tour busn again..and rode for an hr b4 reaching d ostrich farm..slep thru d whole journey..while listening 2 astley's ipod mini..it was veri small lo!rich sia..and he dled juz lose it!whee~nice..and The Reason by Hoobastank..dats nice tooo~=))
reached d ostrich farm and saw lots of ostriches!!(obvious><)
bought a coconut and drank as we walked ard..
saw an ostrich dat was juz a dae old..it had 2 b kept in sum kind of box which was several degrees celcius higher than d normal air temp..it had 2 b kept constant for d lil ostrich 2 survive
and we tried stepping on d shell of d ostrich egg..it was so hard it wldnt break!!next time u try it for urself!
mi lil cuz sat on a tamed male ostrich!so brave of her lo!it was onli for children..its legs and back is too weak for teenagers like me..so its not dat i dun dare to ride kaes~bleahh lol
saw a monkey being chained..argued wif a veri veri distant relative of mine..tink he's mi mum's cuzin's cuzin..hmmm..dun even noe his name..yah he said d monkey shld b chained up at 1 corner so it wun run awae..and steal food blah~and i argued baq dat it shld b released into d wild!!give it its freedom..its right 2 b free!!it muz b so sad..dat it cant b 2gether wif its frens..climbing from tree 2 tree..instead it being chained on d neck to a tree..being watched by evil humans..hmph!
then behind me..mi aunt successfully made a rooster fall aslp on d table!it was one of her cui1 mian2 tactic..so damn li4 hai4!
hmm..4got alot ler..oh yah we went 2 Giant..hypermarket lehh..not super its hyper..sooo big u cld get lost in it..and we onli had an hr 2 shop..where got enuff!!so quickly looked here and there..bought a necklace wif a shark's teeth as a pendant..mi bro boguth sum pirated cds~then went 2 d supermarket..it was veri messy lor..like no order like dat..at d entrance..was sum shampoo and bathing stuffs..then u turn and u c a part selling biscuits..then walk furhter in and u can c spoons and forks..wat lor..like dat how 2 look for d tings 2 buy..
in d end..all d tings dat we bought were all food!!cheap mah..HL milk..cornflakes..crackers..bicuits..milky bars!cldnt find ani souvenirs dats nice~and no time too..so bought an extra milky bar for sel! hope she like it!kor like it alot..so di sure like it de!!=))its milk wif cookies in it..yummmy~
ate kfc popcorn..peanut waffle..and went baq on d bus for dinner at another restaurant..open air one too..d food was qte nice!!
then they sent us baq 2 spore..sad..so fast lor..checked our passports..and sent us baq 2 d place in front of d temple..
sent mi aunt and cuz baq again..and went home..

gd lah..can go other country shop..family gathering wif everi1~buy lots of cheap stuffs..and visit all d farms in malaysia..sucha fruitful dae!=))

a few hrs at night at orchard

2004-12-08T12:23:00.000-08:00

4 dec-
mi aunt went overseas..so lent her car 2 mi dad..so we decided 2 go sumwhere far!!~yayy!!~went 2 lao3 ba1 sha1 for dinner..wanted 2 go orchard 2 shop..but it was veri crowded and was qte late..summore there's d traffic jam!so juz moved ard 2 look at d xmas lighting..took sum pics wif mi hp!so niceee lo..haiyah yet 2 buy d cable!not enuff $$$ still..siann
and i stiu cldnt find jt's watch..tot of buying another 1 dat look like hers 2 pei2 chang2 her..then i will b even more broke!
wheeee!~tml goin malaysia!sum1's gonna miss me!!=))

annual training camp

2004-12-08T11:50:00.000-08:00

atc's over..but i feel sad..

29 dec-continued-
after i stopped using d com..felt a little headache..and felt no strength in mi limbs..then forced miself 2 go cook maggie mee coz mi bro dint wanna go down 2 buy lunch..then eat halfwae felt like vomitting..then stopped..and went 2 pack d 1st aid kit..found out i needed sum containers 2 put sum stuffs..so wanted 2 go down mi hse there 2 buy..and when i opened mi door preparing 2 go out..suddenly felt like puking again..ran 2 d toilet and squatted there for abt 3 min..nth cum out..so went down..and here cums d funni part..i cld onli find small containers dat contains sour prunes..bought 4 coz scared not enuff..then went 2 pay..and put them all on d table..then d old lady who collected money from me..saw all d sour stuffs..and turned 2 look at me..and juz at dat time..i almost puked out too..then covered mi hand wif mi mouth..then i tink dat old lady tot im pregnant or wat..wahahaahhaha..

bought bread for bro and went up..packed and labelled d stuffs in d 1st aid kit ler then studied d notes..lied on d bed 2 prevent d puke from cuming out..study for a few hrs..d headache came again..it was throbbing so hard i cldnt stand it and slept..for half an hr i tink..and continued studying all d notes..managed 2 finish alot..was qte confident..

then continued packing mi bag..felt like puking again and went 2 slp again..then mi mum came baq wif dinner..and i told her i got headache and so on..then i ate panadol and went 2 slp..and she asked me not 2 go lor..sae fever stiu go run can die one leh..true lah..but we prepare so much ler..cannot diu xia mi patrol bu guan..then waited 2 c how i felt..slept for an hour and woke up 2 bathe..took mi temp..38.1 degrees celcius!woot..but felt much betta after d shower..decided 2 give up d tot of not goin..and went 2 pack all d stuffs..and finally at ard 11 pack finish ler!!head started 2 ache again and quickly went 2 slp..

1 dec-
woke up feeling qte ok..so took taxi wif sx and mich 2 sch..and packed all d stuffs into d styrofoam boxes..sealed them up and when d bus came..all of us loaded our tings on it and set off for camp christine..d bus journey was veri long lor..then learnt sum songs from our sec 1s..and passed by alot of cemetry..
brought all our tings down and started building tents kitchen shed..fire altar..sec 1s built d gadgets..and d sec 3s appointed me 2 b pl!was like so damn scared..coz all tis stuffs r veri impt..like tents..we're goin 2 slp in it for 2 nites..kitchen shed we got 2 cook under it and blah..and boundaries all dat lorh..and they kept ji heing d pls..and ask us how much time do we stiu need 2 complete..if extend again then have 2 pump..and if zuo bu hao then evriting will b...arhh..but in d end it turned out all qte well~=))
hrm then ate packed lunch and continued daing d tents..until ard 5 like dat and we had outdoor cooking..cooked pizza wif jt!!we were like playing ard wif d dough~then cldnt find our mass tin in our pei bei..(we rmbed putting them inside lor..) so borrowed from p5..hrm and had chocolate banana..orange cake and honey chicken..all tasted nice!!!~then when we cleared up..jt found a packet of salt in d basket and we realised dat we had used baking soda in our pizza instead of d salt!!and d baking soda was actualli for d orange cake..and kristie said no wonder she cant find it when they cooked d cake..wahaha..

after dat it was night pt..1st checkpt was jm's..had 2 do legrace and carry d mu..wif d pail of water hanging..then another ckpt we had 2 commando crawl wif a casualty sitting on d backs of 3 of us..(2 grps lah) had 3 blisters coz of dat~then was sophia and viv's chkpt..15 situps + 10 pumps + 10 jumping jack + carry mu and run from one end 2 another and again = 1 circuit..have 2 do as mani circuits as u can..d more circuits d more pts..piaed thru it lor~liked dat chkpt..where everi1 can do everiting 2gether..then was mh's chkpt..i was d pl..and it was running!!and mh gave us 2 choices:run as a patrol or run 1 by 1..and i chose as a patrol..shld have chosen 1 by 1 lor..faster..aiyah..nvm dou over liao..yah so evri rd we ran..mh will give me a rubberband..and we ran 15 rds i tink..not veri sure..onli rmb there were alot of rubberbands ard mi wrist..and for d laz rd..i almost cldnt take it ler..then saw mh there cheering..and jt and d rest behind running cheering for me..then used all mi strenght and pia forward..and dat time mi abdomen abit pain ler..then when we stopped..mi headache suddenly came baq again..it was throbbing so hard..cld realli feel mi forehead bom bom bom..then joanne dint let me take part in d laz chkpt lor..so sat there and juz cheered mi patrol on..then had evaluation..and went 2 bathe and ate supper..borrowed watch from jt which she helped me set at 6..then packed sum stuffs for tml's inspection and went 2 slp..

2 dec-
woke up a few times..and at last woke up at 6 and woke d other sec 2s up..then washed up and woke d sec 1s up..packed our stuffs again and ji he at 7.30 for morning warm up..and when we were running..i felt pain in mi abdomen area..tot it was juz stitch..but it was juz d starting~~then had breakfast and lata was inspection..changed into guide u and laid all our tings neatly on d grdsheet..got pumped coz we cldnt finish in time..then we pai in front of our stuffs and waited for d sec 3s to cum and inspect us..did several punishments for several tings..and after we ran..i asked to go to d toilet..and guess wat~ok....warning...u can skip tis part..but for those who wanna noe wat happen..i shall write it here....noe wat colour was mi big business?WHITE.....yea white.....milky white..got a shock lor..wl then went baq 2 stand wif mi patrol..and asked elain and junru who were beside me y was it white..then both of them dunnoe..so neva tink of it lor..then did summore punishments(lucky not run)..and changed into games attire for oj is it?tink so..yah did alot of tings..wore scarf belt slacks took poncho..pei bei..da gou bang..1st aid kit..4 qing mu..and ji he..and d ting dat i neva expected 2 happen and neva eva wanted it to happen..happened juz b4 we went 4 oj..mi abdomen juz started 2 cramp up lor!!was so stressed up at dat pt of time..oj was d main part of d camp leh!so mani hrs..and i have 2 miss it juz coz of dat stupid pain..wanted 2 continue but d pain was so extreme dat i cldnt take it..and i juz started crying..BWAHA tot i was sum1 who wldnt cry easily..tis atc had juz proven me wrong

i rested at d lodge..and seeing mi patrol setting off for oj..i felt even worse..then joanne came 2 c if i was ok..then i wanted 2 go wif d patrol..so me and her went 2 join..but they were alreadi so far awae..so walked wif joanne 2 d 1st chkpt..helped mi patrol 2 bao shi and ans sum qns..but cldnt take part in those running or strenous stuffs..and from chkpt 2 chkpt u have 2 run..so if i gen zhe ta men..our patrol will slow down..and d pain in dat area grew..so went baq 2 d lodge and saw li hui there too..she said she wanted 2 puke juz now..hope she's alright..then ms tang brought us up 2 d beds..and gave us sum water..then wu lao shi asked me 2 lie on d bed coz dat wld make me feel not so pain..yupp..laz time i had tis abdominal pain too..and when i lie down or rest sumwhere..d pain wld b gone..but u cant juz kie down aniwhere during atc rite..so i juz continued running wif d pain..thus d sudden cramp b4 oj..ha ha

slept til ard evening and woke up to find everi1 baq ler..they were all cooking their dinner..and wu lao shi gave me sum food to eat..then they had ye4 li3 xong2 jun1..d chers dint let me take part..saddddd..and found out dat junru oso dint go coz she had difficulty problem..then sat in d lodge wif her..cooled her down and toked 2 her..we were both worried abt our patrol lor..

d pain came again!and d chers quickly asked junru 2 bring me up 2 d bed again..arhh sickening..lied there..waited for d pain 2 stop but it neva did..wanted 2 slp(coz i wun feel d pain if im aslp) but cldnt coz afternoon slept le..so me and her decided 2 go and bathe..but at dat time evri1 came baq ler..and started bathing..d cubicles were filled..and d chers gave us d permission 2 bathe upstairs..went baq 2 our tents 2 pack for another rd of inspection d next dae..heard from d pls dat ms tang said it at a slip of d tongue..so yah lah decided 2 wake up early d next morning..and found out dat i lost jt's watch!!arhh!!cldnt find it aniwhere in mi bag..
no watch means no timer..means cant wake at d rite time..so jt asked p1 2 call us up..then i went baq 2 d lodge 2 slp..everi1 muz b feeling jealous of me..y they have 2 slp in d tents wif all d insects..and me on d bed!!to all those who were jealous..hey i dun mind if i slp in tent and u slp on d bed..but 1st r u willing 2 exchange ur stomach wif me??ren3 all d pain huh?><

3dec-
act. laz nite they had nite games..was so fun lor!!!its like laz yr like dat..d sec 3s will act out a story..and u have 2 find out who is d murderer..so exciting lor!!!sooo damn interesting..so damn fun..mi ambition!!but..i cldnt go..no1 woke me up!!and even if i woke up..i dun tink d chers will let me go lo..stoopid..sadness~
woken up by junru who was slping above me..tink she got difficulty in breathing again laz nite..take care!then went baq 2 pack again..ji he at 7.30 to have breakfast..then inspection..no punishment!whee~they said we were betta 2dae than ytd..yayy..
then we had 2 clear up everiting..wash d toilets too..all those stuffs..and when we were folding d tents..d pain came again!!and summore d sun was so hot..made me feeling like fainting..make d pain even more unbearable..so after all dat i went 2 sit at d stairs..dun wanna sit at d lodge there..coz d chers will ask alot of qns!!haha..then they had mstery games..and i cld onli sit there and watch..=(((and as i watched them run..do twinkle wif all d mu on their hands..i cried!waha..d tears juz came falling..hated mi stomach at dat time..how i wished i cld cut open mi stomach..dig d intestines all dat out and put one side..and join them in all d activities!then cum baq and put baq all d gooy tings in mi stomach..but..ts is impossible!!so not possible..
jt's nicee mum sent me and sel baq..tnxx!!~and i had 2 walk more...grrrr..haha no lah..got ppl send me home i veri grateful ler..hahahaa thnx!~=)

then went online..bathed..and ate dinner..and told mi mum abt mi abdominal pain..and she immediately brought me 2 d doc lo..he 1st checked mi breathing..then asked me alot of qns..and asked me 2 lie on d bed as he pressed here and there at mi tummy area..and he said its constipation~wahaha..alot of daes neva do business..all d shit clogged up at d rectum..AHAHAHA~mayb dats d 'ting' dat bounced up and down when i ran dat dae..hahaha..

fell aslp on d sofa..chased awae by mi mum and went 2 bed 2 slp all d wae till dawn~yawnnn~

a dae worth pondering

2004-11-30T11:51:00.000-08:00

mon 29th-
tink our attitude is bad..like wat our sec 3 snrs sae..sux like shit..altho i neva sux shit b4..but i noe its..not veri nice..
alot of ppl fall out when they asked us 2 run..ding boy's and girl's style pumping position..everi1 jiayou eh!!
i prefer dinging boy's style than girl's style leh..coz girl's style rite..when u get tired..u tend 2 bend ur back inwards..and ur wrist will bend more..and when u stand up..ur back..wrist..neck..and muscle will all b painful!while for boy's style..ur back will alwaes b curved..and ur hands..d most is juz ur palm dats pain..and leg abit suan..muscle of coz will pain..but u wun break or back or neck!and i prefer dinging pumping position rather than running..endurance and stamina..i will choose endurance..wat abt u?haha..

tink our snrs ren us veri long le..thus d sudden outburts of scoldings and all dat 2dae..hrm tink its our fault lah..and they said guides will kua3 in our hands next yr..was veri shang1 ren2..no1 wld wan dat 2 happen..we gotta change..for d better..qte late now..but betta late than neva..

we packed all our stuffs 2dae..and found out dat i got xuan3 ze2 xing4 de memory leh..and it is veri auto de..i cant control it..like sum tings rite..u tell me once..and i can rmb for life..but sumtimes..when u ask me a qn..i tink awhile and ans u baq..and d next second i wld have 4gotten wat u had asked me..y m i like dat!!arhhhhhhhhhhh

went mac after dismissal..and i oso found out sum reasons y i was quiet at sum pts of time:

-hungry..and im eating..so i will concentrate on mi food and wun tok much..
-tired..dun feel like moving mi mouth muscles..save all d energy for more impt work..
-juz plain lazy..(acc 2 jt)and i tink its qte true too
-tinking and worrying abt sum other tings..
-and last but not least..when d topic u're toking abt dun interest me..then wat r d tings dat interest me?ask those who tok 2 me alot online and offline lah..they noe d best~~wahahaha

wanted 2 study notes..but tink dii got date..woot..jr got 2 rush 2 bedok..buy her stuffs and meet her parents..sx got 2 meet jessica..so all went home lor..offered 2 help inex return her lib bks at bedok..jr came wif me..then since jr goin lib and ntuc..asked her help me help inex return..haha..and went home..
reached home at 3 and slept all d wae to 6.30..woke up and found 7 msgs on mi fone..but onli rmbed hearing d last 1 ring..u can tell how shou2 i slept lah..

then packed all mi stuffs for camp..and d 1st aid box..got 2 label everiting in it lo!and i tot we label d box and put wif all our stuffs then can liao..but stiu bei kup!qian 20 pumps..another 20 for not labeling..and 12 for those tings dat we dun have in our styrofoam box..

and bcoz of all d packing..i missed half an hr of mi mighty in-laws!haii..then after d next half hr..i continued packing d 1st aid box..all d wae till 1..seh bo..once i start doin sumting i cldnt stop lor..wanna finish everiting!but in d end oso cant lah..felt veri tired..but cldnt slp coz of d long nap..so used d com..no1 to tok..chatted wif a sec 4 snr..and heard dat sec 4 got alot of couples..including..monkey lah..then now not 2gether ler..aniwae..it dun realli affect me..coz i gave up le..=)

tue 30th-
slept at 3 ytd..woke up at 9..wowww....wats happening 2 me...woke up feeling veri awful.....physically..emotionally and mentally..
im scared mi muscles will b too pain 2 do pt during d camp..i have heart problems arising(mayb im too kua zhang)..but its realli pain..not emotion..i dunnoe y.suddenly felt a sharp poke in mi hrt..lasted abt 5 mins..felt like..'oh man..wats happening..' cant imagine those old ppl who have heart attacks..heard from ms Lee dat they described it as elephants stepping on ur chest..damn shocking pain..and mine is juz a big ant biting on mi hrt..hahaha..
and..im scared i cant perform up 2 expectations..worried dat i cant do well..and summore our sec 3s scold us until like dat..added more stress 2 us..and we have 2 take care of our sec 1s too..but in d moment they have 2 learn how 2 take initiative too..and facing d passing down next yr..of us taking over d whole company..i finally understood wat mrs Chin told us when she 1st taught mi claz eng..i cld stiu rmb wat she said..'as u grow up..u will have more responsibilites..' and its not d amt of responsibilities u have..its how u handle them dat matters..and im afraid i cant handle them..totally stressed out..our sec3s muz have gone thru all these too..now its our turn..then awhile lata..it will b our turn 2 c our jnrs taking over..its juz moving so fast i cant stop 2 take a breathe..and d prob is..u have no time if u stop and take one breathe..u have 2 move along wif it..like it or not..dats d wae life is i tink.. (ppl wif more advices pls cum and jiao1 dao3 me..thnx lotsa)

2dae's d laz dae i will b using d com b4 camp..i gonna miss mi com!gonna miss u too~yea u..d person reading tis..(ehh tis is not veri xing1 xian1..but who cares)
gonna take tis camp as a challenge for me..hope we can work well as a team 2gether!!unity is all we need~all d best~

atc cuming!!

2004-11-29T01:59:00.000-08:00

woke up at 10am!!10!!and i slept at 2 ytd..exactly 8 hrs..so healthy hor??-_-"used com watched tv..slack..nth 2 do..then went 2 eat lunch wif mi mum..bought ice cream and went home 2 eat..eat ler decided 2 pack mi bag for atc..but ended up packing mi rm instead..coz it was so messyy!!after tidying up for abt 1 hr plus..i had a runny nose..and kept scratching mi hands and neck coz of d dust..but d reward was satisfying!!sucha a cleannnn rm!was scanning thru mi rm..looking for tings dat look unpleasant 2 mi eyes..then saw tis whole box of un-shoued sheng lying on mi bed!!!looked at d time..ahh!!and started shouing~~tis was supposedly a job for sec 1s..but aiyah tml got 2 pack everiting le mah..so i shou lor!aniwae i like 2 shou sheng!so i found no prob in doin dat..but when it cums 2 whipping...oh hell i wished there was sum1 to help me wif it..was having sum probs dealing wif d sheng and d string~but mi dad was giving tuition 2 mi neighbours..mi mum watching tv..and mi bro dunnoe lah..using com or wat..no1 to help..did abt 15 hand suan ler so stopped lo..

and as i was shouing and whipping..was so worried of all d tings dat we ned for tml..like d pack list tings lah..d songs and stuffs..and haven finish reading notes blahblah..sms here and there..and even 4got dat i went 2 photostat d songs and cheers wif dii on d laz dae of sch..totalli 4got leh!and even asked jt 2 print and photostat and distribute to us tml..brain wan quan cocked up!!!haha..then rmbed dat dae was during recess..and we were supposed 2 meet our sec 1s 2 learn d songs and cheers..then learn awhile then me and dii rushed down 2 get it photostated..coz our claz was having a 2d recess 2gether for d laz time!!then too excited until 4get lor..waha..

then mi mum asked mi bro if he wants 2 help me 2 cut d bamboo for me..and he helped without even hesitating awhile!so nice kor!~so glad i have him and mi mum..if not i wun b able 2 finish everiting!!or mayb he juz wanna show dat he got muscle..got strength 2 saw d bamboo..wahaha.. but after awhile then he stopped and left all of it 2 mi mum lor..sae veri tiring..-.- he found a website dat u can watch eng music videos anitime u like!!and u can have ur own radio station..and everi mv u watch rite..u rate it..and d station will base on ur ratings..and give u d songs dat suit ur taste!!sound so seh rite!!y not go have 1 urself!!u go yahoo...click on music and sign up..there u have it!ur own radio station!!okie..for lazy ppl..click here http://launch.yahoo.com/ =))enjoy urself there!!

hahaha..and found out dat mi bro oso like Eminem..Just Lose It!!go listen and watch d mv!i recommend de..wahahahaha..alot of nice nice songs wor~Encore..Lose Yourself..My Band.....
and songs by Evanascence too~tink she got a bit of depression lehh..u hear her songs lah..hear le like goin 2 b d end of d world like dat..haha..but nice lahh!and usher!!My Boo is niceeeeeeeee~

went mi hse opposite there eat dinner ler then cum baq bathe~cut d velcros for our identities..and continue to read notes for atc..pack d tings i needa bring tml..then use com 2 watch d mvs!!~then watched zhong1 yi4 da4 ge1 da4..show awhile onli leh..1hr 15 min..on scv de is 2 hrs..they cut alot of parts lor..sian so fast finish..then went 2 us com again..dun feel like slping!!!!arhhhhh....feel like chatting~~but all go slp ler..zZZzzZZZz~haii

------------->im afraid dat u'll juz disappear from mi life<--------------
u=everi1 whom i luv..everi1 who luvs me~=))

hahaz..alot of gan3 chu4 2dae..

an evening at d pasa malam

2004-11-28T01:59:00.000-08:00

woho..cut mi hair ler..dint look ani bit like dat pic..at 1st dint realli like..coz d front part will cum out when i tie mi hair!!so messy!!so went to bedok to buy lots of tings 2 clip up mi hair..like hairband..clips..pins..wuahaha..then met dad there and we walked ard..was veri crowded there..coz of d pasa malam..and pasa malam means..there's takoyaki!!!so went 2 buy..and d lady who cooked was not a gd cook..hahahah coz got abit of it chao ta here and there..and she put a lot of mayonnaise lor!so yucky..and neva put dat onion tingy..was not veri delicious..

heard Just Lose It by Eminem..so nice!!~like dat 'ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh' part..hahaha..but if u read d lyrics and watch d mv..its damn bian tai..in d mv..he was running in d streets naked!!oman..but they censored his dat part larhh..no free show..lolz..

and when we were walking..(was walking veri slowly..coz mi mum had a tummyache..)and mi dad was alwaes being attracted 2 those stalls where they tok abt stuffs like magic~advertising products~auctions blah blah..they r like magnets...and mi dad and d ppl r staple bullets..aniting metal..d force was so great dat nth can stop dat o-so-strong magnetic force..hahahaha -.-..so walked at d pace erm..twice of d snail?haha..veriiii slowwwww for a person like me~then as i walked i thought of alot of tings..blahblah..and suddenly~you3 yi4 gu3 chong1 dong4 xiang3 tan2 lian4 ai4!!!hahahahahaahahaha..omg..how d hell did dat thought come 2 mi mind.....hahahaha..wanna tan2 oso no target mah..how??lolz..>.<

then took 18 home..and d aircon wasnt working lo!!furthermore there were alot of ppl in d bus..made it so stuffy..then a man sitting in front of mi mum who was sitting beside me..went 2 complain 2 d bus driver..tok so loud..but cant make out wat he was saying..-.-..then he went baq 2 his seat looking veri frustrated..then d bus driver stopped at a bus stop..ceased d engine..d lights were switched off and d tv mobile stopped too..then he started d engine again and d aircon was baq!!then can hear ppl giving sighs of relief..'ahh~~~....'hahah..shuang mah..aircon baq..not stuffy..but stiu got prob..d aircon stopped 4 awhile..and came baq..then stopped..and came baq again!and everitime it stopped..d man who complained will look up at d aircon lo..like veri angry like dat..and it continued 2 on stop on stop and he stopped looking up after a few times..(guess his neck felt suan lah dats y..hahaha..)

then sl told me d time and place for tml..we watching shutter!!~yayy!!~cant wait 2 watch!heard alot of ppl complimenting on dat show..esp panda..all d more u all muz watch!!wahaha..and noe wat..juz after i wrote tis line..i told mi mum we goin 2 plaza sing..then she scold me lor!!sae y cant go tm?y muz all go d wae 2 orchard?and she even said orchard is not a place for ppl like me!!wl lo..haii thought she will allow as long as she noes who im goin out wif..=(

sad....sel gonna slp early nowadaes..no1 2 pei me tok thru d nite......wake up late!!!then can slp late and tok 2 me!!~yayay!=) goin to malaysia!!felt so happi when i heard dat!but..morn go..at nite cum baq ler..pathetic..cant b compared to those who r goin for a few daes..or even mths~(hai but at least betta than nth rite?)
so..shall study hard!!!go to gd sch!!!get a gd-pay job!and earn lots of $$$$$~then can bring mi family overseas!whoo!~hope its loooooots of $$$$$..can go aniwhere we like..wahahaha..can even go to taiwan to c wilber!!ha dat wan zhen person..i can c wilber too!!lolz..but i tink by dat time he too old liao...lose all his charm ler..not gd to c..-.- so shld i start liking machi didi??then next time can go LA to c him..and..he will becum machi ge ge ler!!~hahahaha..

laz dae!

2004-11-27T01:18:00.000-08:00

juz finished watching d repeat of zhan shen..arhh..so late le so i shall keep tis short..

2dae was d laz dae of d 1st aid course..ms Lee revised sum qns wif us..and we took a theory test when d tester mr Thiru came..after dat we had cpr test..he sat at a table in front of me..then saw our marks..i got 27 out of 30!!whoo!~then it was mi turn..qte ok!veri fun nehhh~then did large arm sling on elaine..and..i passed!!!!!certified 1st aider~~can save ppl ler~hahaha..everi1 passed!and ms Lee said we were d bez class she eva taught..and we cheered and clap!waha..

was dismissed qte early..so played bball wif sl inex and sx..borrowed ball from sum guys playing..and i played soo long and cldnt complete abc..dunnoe wat happen 2 me..then they took baq their ball le..when we prepared 2 go home..we saw a sec 4 scout dat we qte shou2 one..so played wif him and another scout..sec 3??coz he asked who were d duty guides and said he wanted 2 thnk us..-_-""wats there 2 thnk..we dint do much actuallie..lolz..played a few matches..die larhh..run awhile onli tired ler..atc how!!ahhh!!!-.-
went home wif sl coz they stiu wanted 2 plae..and sl got 2 go home ler..and i was tired..sitting there dazing into space..so go home wif her lo..

saw a malay family in d same queue as me..and all of d family members were qte gd looking leh!!d dad carried a baby girl..veri cute!eyes veri big de~and a small boy..dint get 2 c his face..and 2 older girls..both oso qte chio!!and d oldest brother..shuai wor!~but d colour of d clothes dat he wore made him look veri old..wahaha..

ok gtg zZZzzZz~bbbbb!~

dae 2

2004-11-25T23:40:00.000-08:00

shall post in pt form coz i dun feel like writing a long one..haha

learnt more 1st aid..
bandaged sl..she bandaged me..
learnt cpr on choking unconcious victim
ms Lee told us her experience wif a brain contusion when she was young..
collected her blood..wanted 2 drink but she found it veri nan he..then she tink it was veri wasted and poured baq into her wound..haha..and put sum kind of powder 2 stop d bleeding..and until now she stiu have a dent in her head coz her mum dint send her 2 d hospital dat time..
rained again
walked in d rain
took mrt baq
heard pan wuha song!
ate bathed watched mighty in-laws
asked mi mum 2 b mi casualty and bandaged her up..
then performed cpr on mi mickey mouse stuff toy..it was qte big juz nice for cpr..hahaha
study for d test tml..scared fail!if fail need 2 pae extra $10 to retake..dun wan ar!and d tester seem 2 b a fierce person....
decided dat i wanna cut mi hair!!coz atc~lata veri ma fan..hrm went 2 d net and surfed 4 all diff kinds of hairstyles..and i saw tis and luved it!!!haii lost d bet 2 mi mum..nvm new hairstyle!if not everitime d same ponytail veri sian ymy?
so..look at d pic i found on d net!

fringe abit longer lah..abit..and d behind stiu can tie..nice??wheeee~

mayb its d colour of d hair..and d chio model dat make d hairstyle look nice..haiyah dunnoe lah..juz like it!

ok stardie finish then go liao..cya tml~

1st aid course dae 1

2004-11-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

gonna have 1st aid course for 3 daes..have a test on fri..hrm and we were taught by a volunteer from d red cross society..and she was damn bian tai lehh...tell ya wat she did..she performed abdominal thrust and chest thrust on gals dat she had chosen..and she squeezed hq's ******!!!arhh!!hahaha..not realli dat part lah..higher..but u have 2 do it in order 2 save dat choking person's life..and her V-shape in front was veri low....can see everiting when she bends down..and her jeans veri low too!!!she bent front to teach us recovery position..and from where me and sl were sitting..we cld clearly c her nei ku!!!!hahaha..were blushing and covering our eyes....hahahaha..but nvm lah..all gals mah..wat u have i have she have..lolz..

i tink cpr veri fun!!and can save ppl's life too..=))

eyes closing..byez!~

civil defence course

2004-11-23T23:59:00.000-08:00

went all d wae.....to jurong....for a civil defence course.....met cy at tampines mrt and went pasir ris 2 meet janice and fangming..and janice's dad fetched us there..hrm and we were d 2nd few who reached there..1st was inex..she took a free taxi wif a man from civil defence!so gd lor!!hahaha..then sat in d canteen and waited 4 everi1 2 cum..waited 4 qte long..abt 1 hr?dunnoe..bz taking pics wif and of ppl!~and me and inex were looking at d civil defence force trainees~shun bian see if can spot ani hunks~but failed badly..wahaha..took attendance ler then went upstairs 2 an aircon rm 2 listen 2 an old snr explain 2 us wats first aid blah blah..and we were split into 2 grps and each grp will b appointed a civil defence person 2 demonstrate 2 us how 2 do a one-man cpr..and d man who was in our grp (name Ahfan) was veri lame lehh..he tell de jokes all not funni one..and d dummy he used was a woman..then d clothes was opened..then he kept trying 2 close it..then like veri shy shy 2 touch dat part..and d clothes juz kept cumin off and exposing d inside..hahahahaha..and i sumhow tink he reminds me of timothy!!from 2d04 de timothy!!d wae he walk..talk..and his appearance too..onli d skin colour difference veri great larh..and after he did a few times..he asked for volunteers..inex..then pq..then glad..then me!!~gave mi chu wen to dat dummy..eeeeeks!but got dat plastic ting 2 put between mi mouth and d dummy's mouth..so not so bad lah..and if i neva 4get..d procedure is:

tap and ask if she's alrite
ask sum1 2 call 995
tilt head up,clear foreign objects,tilt head side waes for dat person 2 vomit (i tink) then tilt baq again
give 2 blows
check pulse
do d compression tingy count 1-15
check pulse..got pulse give sum more blows..4got how mani ler..12 times is it?
then put in recovery position

yay!if im wrong pls tell me!haha..tink dat person wun survive if im d one who do cpr on him/her..wahaha..then we were taught sum simple bandages..and had a short break..after dat hear d old snr tok again and had lunch..then they brought us down 2 teach us how 2 use d fire extinguisher (carbon dioxide de..)..then one malay guy pressed it accidentally and it sprayed near sum gals..then they screamed and ran baqwards..i was standing qte near 2 them and laughed when i saw their reaction..and when i laughed i breathed in sum carbon dioxide lor!felt veri uncomfortable in mi throat after dat..retribution lahhhh..=((

after d fire extinguisher..we learnt how 2 make different types of shelters..one is 2 wood 1 blanket..another 6 bamboos and clothes..stiu got alot lah..and there is oso d type which r used in ambulance..orange colour one..qte sian...onli started laughing when d guys started playing wif each other on d stretcher lor..so lame and childish~

had a quiz and a test..and after they distributed d souveniers and certificates..we were dismissed!!and it was onli abt 3.40pm!!woohooo!!~tot we have 2 stae until 5 then can leave lor...but they so nice!let us go off so early..then took 172 to jurong interchange and me and inex took 30 all d wae baq 2 bedok~d rest went jurong pt 2 shop -.-..wahh dat place neva go b4 de stiu dare 2 go..for me i wun lah!hrm then slept all d wae in d bus......and for a veri long time lata..i felt mi butt beginning 2 feel veri suan and it was turning numb..and i felt dat we had gone a veri long wae..and when i woke up..wat i saw outside was a veri veri unfamiliar environment..wahh..then tried 2 shift miself 2 a more comfortable position..and juz stared out of d window waiting for d time 2 cum when i c a familiar place..hmm then bu zhi bu jue de..reached our sch ler..and it was 5pm by then....so fast horh..... . . . and inex woke up and cldnt twist baq her neck..wahahaha..coz she was slping in d same position for d past hr..hahahaha..then after much groaning and turning of her neck she finally got it baq in place..wahahaha..(sorri inex for laughing..lolz)

then when it was reaching eunos she suddenly waved at me and said bye lor..and b4 we slept she said wanna go plae ball wif me de..then lata she said dun wan..sae raining and she tired..so..said byebye lo....then after mani calls.....here and there...in d end decided 2 sell them 2 me next yr..-.-..wahlao..now u noe lah!call me dun need pae $$$!!i mean i dun need..u need larh..wahahaha

damn tired leh.....2 hrs bus journey...even though juz sit there do nth..but u will feel veri sian..and ur butt is d most ke lian one!!!lolz..and rmb mi 8 red parrots(fish)??i have another suckerfish too..and dat suckerfish realli suck sux sux man!!!~suck so much dirt liao stiu sux..coz he bully d 8 little red parrots!!!!sucky~~i saw it wif mi own eyes lehh!!!!it was chasing after them and caught one and tried 2 suck it wif its mouth leh!!so meannnnnn..so badddddddddd!!!!!and dat poor little fish was injured!!!!and d size of its wound was d size of dat suckerfish's mouth!!stiu dare jiao3 bian4!!baddie!!wanted 2 take it out lorh!!stop it from bullying mi fishes!!but mi mum sae we feed it until so big ler..like dat throw awae veri lang fei..hmph then i said if i see it sucking mi fishes again i will throw it in hot water beh!!!!!hmf!!!~

oh noo..tml 1st aid course..whole dae again..arhh..aiyah pia for 1 more wk then free ler!!!~woohoo!!~kaes..gotta slp~byebye!!~=)))))

waiting for it 2 b over!

2004-11-22T23:59:00.000-08:00

wahh!!!y mi hand mucles so pain ar??mayb is coz i plae dat canon tingy at fel's hse too much ytd..regret lehh..tink mi hand mucles becum bigger ler..nvm..gd wat..atc will surely pai shang yong chang!!wahaha..
veri slack 2dae...juz read 1 chap of qi xia wu yi..wow..and watched tv all d wae....
gonna leave all d hw till after atc!!!and all d fun is waiting 4 me after atc too!!!!!yayyyyy!!~cant wait for d trip to malaysia and christmas party!!!
wahahaha..working hard 2 go 2 3rd stage!!~jiayou!!~=)))
woot tml goin jurong there for a civil defence course..tombanging janice's dad's car wif cy..so far awae lor...haii..and muz wear track pants..-.- wonder wat we goin 2 do there!!
wanna watch shutter??2d claz outing tis sun kkaes???wheee!!~hope everi1 can cum!~
oookie..hahaha..take so long 2 finish tis..coz i stop at almost everi word..lolz..kaes byee!~~

bdae 'party' at felicia's hse!

2004-11-21T23:59:00.000-08:00

ok..tis is d entry dat i modified after reading sel's blog..coz i realli 4got alot of tings!!!!!

here it goes..actuallie woke up qte earli de..then got up and saw d clock..9:30..then went 2 slp again..woke up again at 10:50 like dat..and checked mi hp~sel reminded me dat d food was wif her..so went down 2 get it from her..so fang bian lehh!!!live so near each other...waha..hrm then asked cy 2 cum mi hse and help me carry d food and stuffs coz found out dat there r maniiii tings at mi hse..d food..d ball..d old lecture bks..d prezzies..wah..then cy came and we went bedok interchange 2 meet shueling and felicia..felicia is a joker leh.........met her onli start making us laugh ler..cant stand her jokes!!!its like so -.- but u stiu feel like laughing..wahahaha..shall learn from her..bai ta wei shi!then can b tian xia chao ji seh de joker!!!!muahahaha..

then she brought us 2 her hse and her parents brought us into d kitchen 2 explore..then they r funni jokers too!!!!!got parent got daughter mah..hahahaha..they introduced themselves 2 us..and i will neva 4get their names.....her mum is called Rosemary..and her dad Thomas..hahaaha..then felicia said 'and im felicia..' (did she?) hahaha..4got..then they started acting like they dunnoe each other and her mum said 'oh hi felicia!glad 2 meet u..blah blah..' hahaha..hilarious family..i like tis kinda family..then will b happy happy mah..not like those kind serious serious de..make d guests feel veri uncomfortable..hahaz..one whole paragraph on her parents..lolz

and me sl and cy started cooking d food we bought..wif felicia and her maid standing behind looking at us..then at 1st we dunnoe where is where..stiu bu shou mah..then got d hang ler..and we cooked d chicken poppers 1st..heated d oil..then threw 1 chicken in 2 try..and we dint noe wat 2 do!and it became chaota..wahahaha..then cooked dat and sotong balls..and crab meat!i cook de lehh!dipped it wif egg..coat wif flour and deep fried..fried veri long then stiu got white substance(flour..) on them lo!!1st few fried until abit chaota ler but stiu got white substance..dunnoe y oso...and we ate as we cook..and mi crab meat was nice leh!!d taste veri sweet one~but u can taste d flour..hahaha..then cooked vegetable dumpling..put them all in boiling water..was a big failure......lolz..

then sec 3s came and tried our food and they started critisizing everi food lor!!!hmph!!then we suggested them 2 cook..since they sae our food so nan chi..then ask them cook lor!muahaha..then sum went 2 jie d sec 4s..and me and sl stayed baq 2 help mh and jm..and..they cooked qte nice lah..ok i admit their products r betta~then ate and mel and joyce blew d candles off d cake dat our sec 3s bought..and played daidee,stress and heart attack wif all d sec 2s!!!had a great time!!!neva been dat crazee b4..hahaha..then watched ella enchanted..felt veri sian and went down 2 plae vball!plae awhile then sum1 started kicking..then we played soccer lo!!i was d goalkeeper..and when its mi team 2 kick..felicia stood in front of me..and i tot i cld kick a high and far ball..then swinged mi leg and kicked..and thuddd!!d ball hit felicia's front!!!oh mannn!!!!~luckily she blocked it wif her hands..or else...wahahahaha!!

went 2 d playgrd wif everi1..sum sec 3s went home..and there was 2 swings there!!swing until so shuang~then played ard here and there and it became dark..then saw a maid brought a small gal and small boy 2 d swing and play..and d maid stood in d middle and help swing both of them..veri cute leh they 2!!so small size..then their leg swing here and there but stiu cannot touch d grd..hahahaha..then as they swing rite..i saw d boy boy keep looking at d gal gal..wahahahaha.....wheee~mi msn nick..haii

played till veri late wor..and got tis veri funni ting dat i neva eva seen it once in mi life of 14 yrs and dunnoe how mani daes..hahaha..its d shape of a canon..and u have 2 run from veri far and grab d 2 handles and lift up ur legs and let urself fly~~~~~~~veri fun leh!!!!wahahaha..but plae awhile onli hand tired ler so stopped and sat on top of d plaegrd and feel d wind blow~then sel asked me 2 jump from d place i was sitting lor!it was abt 2 storeys high lehz!she climbed up from below..and held on 2 d bar and bent her legs..u noe ren wo ao you?when they start backstroke..she was in d same position as dat..wahaha..and she jumped lo!was actuallie expecting a veri loud sound when she landed..but heard none..hahahahaha..so see her jump i bu fu qi mah..so wanted 2 jump too..(not dun dare kaes!) then went down and look..it wasnt as high as when i looked down when i was up there..waha..but in d end gave up jumping coz i cldnt climb 2 d position b4 u start a backstroke..wahahaha..cannot blame me......
then went 2 d footpath wif d sec 1s~felt alot younger when im wif them..hahahaha!!wanted 2 plae catching on d footpath..but dint..dunnoe y..then jt wanted 2 show me how black her feet was..then when she lifted her feet 2 show me..she said 'mi feet so black!see!' her feet was totally black!!!!TOTALLY!!!COZ MI SHADOW WAS CASTED ON HER FEET!!!wahahahahahaha..we laughed till our stomaches ache..till no sound came out from our mouths..can imagine rite?lolz..then we went baq 2 d plaegrd..and down d railing..yayy!!!i dared 2 dream!!!and i cld realli feel mi butt overlapping each other when i cum down lor!!!!eheheh..to a gal called selina~is not ur wu li zhi liao dat i managed 2 get down lor!is i scared u slide down dat time will ya1 dao wo..then quickly go down de lor!!

4got 2 bring mi hp down 2 d playgrd..so went we went baq took out mi hp and saw 7 calls from home and 5 msg from bro..asking me 2 go home..then received a call from mi mum and kena scolding lor..coz she asked me 2 b home b4 8pm..and when i was together wif mi hp again it was 7.55..wahaha..alost lost our vball!then when we went home we went 2 find it..and it rolled in2 d drain at d playgrd..haha..took 38 baq 2 bedok..and came home wif selina..suay lehh..mi dae 2dae..in d morning 1st person 2 c is her..at nite laz person 2 c oso her.....hahaha..jkjk..took sum pics wif her wif mi hp..wahlaoeh!those dat she smiled nicely de..all take either half of mi face gone..or take all of mi face and half of her face..and got 1 she smile so 'cute!' then her face dunnoe y blur blur one..got ghost passed by..wahahaha..then d onli one dat i took mi face and her face gang hao on d screen one then she make gui lian..-_-" haii not fated 2 take nice photos together..hahahaha..and we toked abt sly!how he suck so much..and olinda!and shutter!wink*lol..see??i rmb wat we toked abt..yah and i want 2 c how u fa pi qi!so i noe how u will b like..then next time i wun b shocked when u suddenly get angry and maybe send a flying punch on mi face!!-.- and when i reached home..obviously kenaed another rd of scolding from mum..aiyah xi guan ler...

so overall 2dae was a fun dae!!!make me feel like jasmine p2 was neva separated!!!!=))
wahahaha..bz teasing sum1 now~~~hhahahahaa!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!~winkwink**lolz.. eh..how cum can tok so much 2 ya online arh?then when face to face not much horh..y ar??is it..coz u an lianing me too???then see me blush too much..then too nervous 2 tok 2 me??wahahahahahahaha........hope not........IM NOT LES!!!

balls make me drool

2004-11-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

yoohoooo~bought all d food at bedok for tml..met p2 jasmine sec 1s and 2s and bought sum prezzies for mel(sec 3) and joyce(sec 4)..we celebrating their bdaes mah..(same dae)tml's gonna b sooo fun!!we bought potato wedges..nuggets..fishballs..goin 2 cook all of it at felicia's hse tml!having a small 'party' there..haha..bringing all our balls there too!woohooo!then inex came and met us..and she brought a pizza which she cooked herself tis morning..was kinda soggy..but it tasted nice!then we sat at d playground and eat..and watched our sec 1s and xq plae at d sipderweb..-.-..hahaha..then suddenly felt abit xing fu..ahahah..da ren sit and eat and watch xiao hai zi plae..hahahaha..then when they came down asked them wanna eat pizza..then they all give dat kinda look-so-er-xin face and shaked their head vigorously..hahaha..bu gei inex mian zi..wahaha..but we finished it all!!she's a great cook!haha..

then sum went baq wif me and sel 2 put d food at our hse..sum went 2 tm..so put all d food ler then took 21 2 tm..met d rest and we shopped for more prezzies for our snrs!then sec 1s went 2 meet sum1~to buy christmas cards..wahaha..oh no!!they got 1 for me..and i left it in cy's bag..4got 2 take baq..then took neoprints!walked for verii long..leg veri suan ler..then went 2 take bus baq..and as we were walking..we walked past a crowd and (human nature) we stopped 2 c wat was goin on..it was sum kind of performance..and we saw a grp of ppl on stage doin taekwando aerobics..they were doin taekwando as well as dancing 2 d song!veri cute lor!then biao yan wan ler then walked awae..then walk awhile onli then heard d person using d mike sae 'k next up will b hip hop idol's turn 2 perform!' we stopped looked at each other shouted 'hip hop!' and went baq 2 watch again lor!!!wahahaha..all our reaction so damn funni lor..hahahah..grp of guys and gals wearing red and black danced lo..they moved different parts of their body at everi beat and d song was veri fast lo..veri nice..then inex kept saying they veri cute..-_-" lolz..

so we went our separate waes and i took 18 to blk 200 plus there 2 meet mi parents..ate ban mian..and walked ard..(again..) wah then when we finished eating..wanted 2 stand up and felt a great pain in mi heels..wahhh..result of walking tooo mani hrs..rmb ytd..shopped at bugis...then 2dae oso..wahhh..aiyah as wat inex said 'train for atc..' lolz..went 2 d fish shop and bought 8 baby red parrots!!caught abt 6 miself!haha..erm then went home..astley and justin was at home..mi bro went 2 watch Shutter wif them..i wanna watch too!they sae veri scary..hrm then they were playing fatal frame..and wif d help of sum guide from internet..we got 2 3rd stage ler..is it?dunnoe..then justin went home..and astley stayed over~

realised dat i ate alot 2dae!!!ok 1st i ate a waffle hotdog from d pasa malam at bedok..then wanted 2 eat fried fish..and rmb dat i ate too mani fried stuffs ler..so dun wan..walked further up and saw a stall selling takoyaki!!yummy!!!i luv it lor!!!they r balls..and have mani types of food in it!like..octopus..chicken ham & cheese..and crab meat!!i like chicken ham & cheese!!oh man and it's topped up wif mayonaise and tomato ketchup and sprinkled wif sum dunnoe wats dat called..is it onion??brown colour and veri soft kind!veri niceeeee....they will give 3 balls in a box and its juz $2 per box!!!abt 60 cents per ball and each ball is soooooooo yummmmmy dat it doesnt worth juz 60 cents!!!!so..its veri worth it!!!!yum yum yummmmmmm muack!

arhhhhhh im drooling juz by looking at..toking and tinking abt it!!!!!do these pics successfully make u drool??i bet they did!!u shld go to pasa malams and search for them!!!too yummy to describe~

ok so baq 2 me..after dat i ate old chang kee's curry puff!its nice too!!wahaha..im like helping them to advertise their food..-.-

yep..haii shldnt eat too much snacks ler..and supper too..all these r adding fats 2 mi tummy..wahahaha..atc came at d rite time..hahaha..can burn off all mi fats and turn them 2 muscles!!! =))okie~cyas!~

olinda out..

2004-11-19T23:41:00.000-08:00

took mrt 2 lavender wif mi mum and bro..waited for dad and collected our passports..dad left for work..bro walked wif us then went for bball training..went bugis wif mum..and we walked under d rain qte a no. of times..i walked..mi mum ran..hahaha..then after dat i started sneezing lor..regretted walking and not runnin..lolz..

walked veri long..ate alot of tings..and saw a veri nice hat!!!!dark green colour de..then rmb d phrase 'wear green hat'..then told mi mum and she said dat dat phrase is onli for guys..so i can wear!bought dat hat coz i realli liked it!~then mi mum suggested wearing it 2 malaysia..er..haha..aniting lo..then saw a nice skirt!!its kinda grey green colour..and its rubberised at d waist and d bottom of it..suited mi taste veri muchie..hahahaha..and gals dun have 2 worri if they wear dat skirt..coz its not so flabby dat when d wind blows it will fly up and d coffeeshop will b opened!!!!hahaz..

planning 2 wear d hat and skirt 2 d christmas party!~woohoo~formal enuff le ritex?hehex..went baq 2 tm 2 eat dinner b4 returning home..watched sg idols results!OLINDA IS OUT~~~OMGGG...y is tis so????seeing dat gal in d audience seat who cried i oso felt like crying..arhhhh..sly isnt fit 2 b in d grand finals lor..juz becoz of his fans...arhh..i want 2 c olinda performing!!!haii..aniwae TAUFIK WILL WIN!!! =))

having a headegg dat is bouncing and dancing in mi head!!and a nose dat is running awae..having a bad time trying 2 chase after it..arhh

4got 2 watch d whole episode of zhan shen 2dae..wahaha..watched My Mighty In-Laws!its veri funni kaes!!!i tink everi1 shld watch..d front song alot of meaning de..and i gauruntee u will laugh everi episode of it!lolz..

entries getting shorter everidae..nth special mah..kaes..take care ppl!

feeling tired..

2004-11-18T23:36:00.000-08:00

ji he at 9 and started picking kindling for 1 outdoor cooking during atc..then practised out gadgets..then d sec 3s were qte disappointed wif us..did sum pumpings and ate chicken rice..sum of our sec 1s became 'high' according 2 jt..hahaha..then retied our gadgets..were betta and faster tis time..teached sec 1s how 2 tie fire altar..which we learnt 2 daes ago..then went baq wif sl and cy..then sl ran 2 take 158 wif cheryl..and left me and cy 2 have er ren shi jie..wahahah..went bedok and decided 2 go mac 2 buy 25 cents ice cream instead of buying form Mr. Bean..then went there and rmbed we can pae using ez link card..so bought mac flurry!!$1.95..can take how mani bus trips ler..haha..aiyah wei le satisfy our stomach mah!wat 2 do..then lata realised we haven eat dinner..eat ice cream ler hou how 2 eat dinner..arhhhhh but stiu continued eating..hahaha..

reached home and watched tv..ate dinner..and 4got 2 watch mars!!missed half an hr lor..y i keep 4getting....then when switch 2 dat channel..then saw d part where qi luo was screaming..she veri poor ting leh..laz time bei her stepfather harrassed sexually..then now stiu veri scared..

olinda and taufik veri gd mann!!!!!~sly is bleahx~~~i tink now he veri fake lehhs..sorri sly fans but i gonna sae tis..he like trying 2 act cute 2 win votes lor..yuckkk..dun like him now..i want 2 c olinda and taufik in d finals!!!but we got atc!!!!cannot watch!!!!!arghhh..haveta wait till d repeats..then not fun ler!sad..

goin out wif mi mum and bro tml~mum took urgent leave coz we got 2 make our passports..shall ask her abt d xmas party tml!hope she allow!wish me gd luck!~

stuck at home

2004-11-17T23:39:00.000-08:00

arhhh..sobz..cant go marina bay wif d claz..and after reading aud's blog i felt even sadder!it sounded so funnnn there....but mum dun allow wat can i do??haii.. aud said she regretted askin me 2 read her blog..but she neva ask me 2 read i oso will read de..i oso will feel sad de..so its not ur fault kaes!..haii and mi mum sae sec 4 then she let me go out dat late dat far..juz hope sec 4 we will stiu have another 2d claz outing 2gether!!!~

dint do ani hw 2dae..no mood 2 do lah..watched tv and cooked maggi mee for miself and bro..then used d com..no 2dians online!!=( then wanted 2 read qi xia wu yi but kept reading d same line so stopped..then snr called 2 ask d sec 2s to do 2 farewell cards for ms chung and ms loh..and i smsed mi other patrol members they neva repli lor!so discussed wif snr and decided 2 ask d sec 1s to do instead..bwahaha..we got saboed during daes when we were sec1s..now its pay back time!then they will sabo their sec 1s next yr..pity next yr de sec 1 guides..hahahaha..

was slacking d whole dae!....totalie stuck..stuck at home..cant go out cant plae ball cant do aniting!!!luckily i have mi com and tv..or else u wldnt have seen tis entry ler!!tml stiu need 2 go baq sch 2 teach d sec 1s wat we learnt ytd..and at d same time practise our skills..until 5pm ah!!sian.....

heyhey!!!2d!!wanna go bowling at mi hse opp de safra next mon??then after dat can plae vball!!bball!!wan??its near mi hse..so mi mum sure allow de..
and christmas party muz go too!!!~aud sae muz wear formal formal de..wear nite gown..hahahaha..
i dun care lor!christmas party i sure go de!!hmph!!

haha..astley bought fatal frame 2..its abt 2 gals who r lost in d village..and he said its double d scariness of fatal frame..oh mann..and he tinks its shiok~siao one..lolz..

okie~byebye! =)

=(

2004-11-16T23:59:00.000-08:00

one word ---------------->>SAD
sadsadsadsadsad~
cant go claz outing tml....mum dun allow.....arhhh waited for so long for tis dae 2 cum lor..and told her on laz thu leh..she neva sae aniting..so i tot can..then veri happi!!....then 2dae..she sae there veri dangerous then dun wan me go....all d hope gone...=(((( dats y i dun dare 2 hope too much...xi1 wang4 yue4 gao1..shi1 wang4 yue4 da4..
mayb she's worried of mi safety..cant blame her actuallie... cum 2 tink of it..i tink its nth!next time stiu got alot of chances mah!!~ =))

2dae went HQ 2 learn how 2 tie lotsa stuffs dat r needed during atc..eg tent..kitchen shelter..fire altar..and i tink dats all..then went mac wif dii..hahaha..and everitime i sae sum lame tings rite..her eyes will b like tis..--.-- hahaha..i put extra - coz her eyes veri big!! wahaha..no wonder sum1 like mah~then we separated at bugis..coz she goin meet dat sum1~and i went tam de spotlight 2 buy velcro for our patrol identity..if u r wondering wat d hell im toking abt..velcro is actuallie erm smth like..u can stick both sides 2gether..then when u pull 2 separate them..will have tis clek clek sound..hahahaha veri diff 2 describe lehh..it is used in book straps lar..

finished maths!finally~woho!

saving $$$ to buy d cable!~found out it was $60..and i onli saved $30..haii..

and i alreadi tot it thru and decided ler!!!~gonna let mi hair grow till sec 4..then jc 1 reborn mi hair!!then after jc 2..hehehex..cut to shoulder length...and dye it.......blue!!!!!!!!~dark blue~~veri veri dark lah..under d light then can c it's blue colour~wahaha..cant wait 2 c how i look like in dat hairstyle wor!!~

lucky dae!!~

2004-11-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

2dae so lucky!juz switched on d tv 2 channel 8..then gang hao panweibo came out 2 sing!!4got wat song..then after dat..changed channel 2 channel u..then awhile onli pan came out again!!sang wo de mai ke feng and ai shang wei lai de ni~~and he was sweating like mad k....hahaha..then turned 2 channel 49..and it showed pan's interview!!!!he veri funni lehh!!hahaha..and he got alot of bad habits..like not washing his jeans which he had worn for 6 mths..can u believe it..and he got alot of bball shoes..and he like white shoes!!and a bit dirty onli he shou bu liao le..-.-..and he's veri thrifty!!onli save money..save alot..then buy d tings he like eg shoes and earrings..and he save so dat he can give his bro who is younger than him by 3 yrs..so dat he can study~~so gd ritex?lolz..and he danced his 3 dances for bi hu man bu..wo de mai ke feng and wuha!!arh!!so cute!!and coz his left knee was injured..so cant yong li qu tiao.. here r sum pics of pan shuai!!enjoy~~hahaha..

then bathed and took bus 15 to PP..and on d wae..i tink i saw a guy laz yr from dhs bball de riding bike..saw him b4~wahaha..and..when d bus past mp library..saw a grp of guys walking out..one of them was bouncing d bball..then suddenly noticed a qte familiar guy walking in d front..and...he looked like.......monkey!!!!!oh mannnnnn..dunnoe is him anot..his hairstyle..his eyes..and d wae he walk..haiiii..next yr cant c him liao..i dunnoe whether i feel sad or happy leh..or is it juz bu she de?......dunnoe..tot i gave up ler.........=((( i shld have si le zhe tiao xin a long time ago..coz i and him is gen ben bu ke neng de....arrrhhhh...nvm lah..next yr sure 4get him le larhs...yayy stella jiayou!!~ =))

then shopped and walked ard..bought Auntie Annie! i ate p--smth-- cheese de..hahaha..i dunnoe how 2 spell dat..4got 2 eat d $2.50 ice cream!!argh..and mi bro got a new hp too..nokia 6610..got radio de..all he want is d radio lor..so he can listen..haha..then went 2 mi grandma's hse 2 eat dinner~and oso visit mi grandpa..he got kidney failure and has 2 depend on d wheelchair 2 move..hope he can get betta!!~
then took a taxi 2 d nearby bowling centre..but it was closed..so went tam safra instead!!juz opp mi hse!so fang bian eh?hahaaha..so next time ani1 of u went 2 tam safra..rmb 2 drop by at mi place and sae hi!!!wahahaha..
played 3 games of bowling!mi mum dint plae..so 1st rd..mi dad start 1st..d wae he walk wif d ball and throw rite..veri nice and elegant one leh..look like those pros and experts lor..but if u look at d ball roll and how mani pins drop then not as pro as experts le lor..ahaha..haii me not even one strike..mi dad got 117..mi bro 67..and me 68!!wahaha..2nd game..dad-118 bro-65(i tink) and me 58....=((..hand kinda tired liao mah..then 3rd game..coz i went 2 buy sum food(2 curry puff,1 stick of fishballs and 1 popiah)..then performance betta liaos!!hahahaha..all d food gave mi hand energy and power~~~~and i got a strike for juz d 1st ball i threw!!!!!!!wooooohooooo!!!!!~and for dat game..mi dad-135 mi bro 88 and me.......91!!!!!yayyyy!!!mi highest score eva!!!!eh veri gd le leh...if u compare it wif d previous 2 scores lah..wahahaha!!wheee!!!~

2 more daes 2 steamboat dae!!lolz..got arcade!!d drum!!and..bowling!!!~sum1's gonna show off his spinning ball~~~wahahah..lata spin spin lian ta ye yi qi spin jing qu..wahahahaha..okok..dun sae le..lata realli happen!!then i will b laughing like mad~hahaha..cyas!!~ =))

bro's bdae!!!

2004-11-13T23:57:00.000-08:00

mum woke me up at 11.30 2 go down and eat lunch and buy cards 4 mi bro..he was stiu slping..so went down 2 eat meatball mee again..hahaha..its nice leh!so bought cards ler then went home..and bro woke up le..playing ps..-.-..so watched tv.....and played Fatal Frame!!now not dat scared ler..coz now i noe where r d ghosts mah..and mi bro and mum at home..ahahaha..then watched nba..fell aslp halfwae on d sofa..head pain lorh..mayb its becoz of these few daes i slp late and wake up early lo..slp awhile onli then mi mum woke me up and asked me go bathe~and u noe how she called me??she tickled mi feet lor!!!!then i got angry and she oso became angry lor..coz b4 she called me she called mi bro..and mi bro watching nba so neva wanna go and bathe..but its not mi fault wat!i dun like ppl 2 touch mi feet lor!!and i tink i got a phobia of dat lehh..when ppl touch mi leg..(or accidentally lah) i will get veri scared and quickly withdraw(thnk selina who helped me wif tis word~) mi legs lor..i dunnoe y too..mayb coz laz time when im young..mi bro liked 2 grab mi leg and i fell down and got a cut on mi chin lor..i tink so..coz of dat so mani incidents..i get scared when ppl touch mi legs..haha..ok~~~~we goin for dinner wif mi auntie and cuzin justin 2 celebrate mi bro's bdae!haii dint buy shirt or ani prez 4 him coz dun have d chance 2..maybe tml bah..belated prez lor..wahaha..nowadaes keep giving belated prezzies..lolz

eat ler then cum baq played Fatal Frame wif justin and bro again..then justin plae awhile then dun wan le lor..hahahaha..he sae we tell him d game until like veri scary like dat then dun plae sit 1 side watch us onli lor..hahahaha..then mi bro continued after me and he played until a stage where a ghost kept attacking d gal..and she keep screaming and in d end die lor..GAME OVER..haha..qte fun lehs!mi bro is pro lor..got ghost cum out onli lift d cam and ke-cha!caught d ghost on tape le lor..veri fast de lo..

celebrated bro's bdae..bought coffee cake..yummy!!~and gave him d cards..took photo wif mi hp!haii nth much 2dae~wed got steamboat at marina bay wif 2D!!!!~yayyyyyy!!!!!!~can go arcade too!!~plae d drum tingy!!so funn!!!!~looking 4ward 2 it!!!~

gonna buy d cable tml!!!!then u ppl will c mi zhen1 mian4 mu4~wahahahahahaha..and pics of mani mani tings..like mi bro's cake..bdae cards..mi scar..etc etc..wahaha!!so rmb 2 visit tis site again tml!~=)))

Beware of ap shop owners at bedok!

2004-11-12T11:58:00.000-08:00

met in sch 2 pass up proposals and xuan mu for kitchen dresser..then plae bball awhile and went baq wif mh and cy..then mh get down d bus then me and cy went 2 sit at d baq..then got tis lady rite..she carry alot of plastic bags..and i tink got sum boxes inside d plastic bags lah..then she walked past me and slide her bags across mi hand and a corner of d plastic bag dat contain boxes scratch against mi arm lorh!!!and its veri pain lor!poke in2 mi skin and drag leh...ok not dat serious until got blood lah..but at least sae sorri rite?but she juz like pretend nth happen and go sit down lor....so ap!and d scar veri long leh!!was abt 3.5 cm..wahahaha..and i took photos of it wif mi hp!haven bought d cable yet..then u all can c ler!!hahaha..actuallie cant totally blame her lah..coz she carry alot of tings and was qte em..big size..lolz..so she cldnt realli c dat mi hand was there..hmm..

then went 2 bedok 2 eat Mr. Bean..dou jiang xian sheng..not mr. bean.. is d soya drink lah..then happened 2 past by a shop dat sells all kinds of dian xin..and they looked real delicious..so we stopped 2 buy..then coz one lady was attending a man who wanted 2 da bao..then we wait there..then got another lady cum up 2 put a new tray of food..then i said 'auntie..zhe ge duo shao...' even b4 i finish mi sentence she daoed me and walk off le lor..wahlao..maybe she's angry coz i called her auntie..hahahaha..
then waited there for another younger lady 2 cum..and she looked fierce..not onli her appearance..her attitude was equally bad~coz i gotta ask her how much were d food..lata scared buy le not enuff money who noes wat will they do?so i asked her tis how much dat how much for 2 times onli lorh!then she bu shuang me ler..then like give me dat kinda look..like i got no money then quickly gun kai lah dat kinda look..in d end bought 2 vegetable dumplings and zao4 liao ar..dun wanna c her again..so ap lor..next time dun buy from them le!!
but d dumplings were nice leh!!hmph!who ask them d attitude so bad..wahaha..lose 1 customer(me) le lor..wahahaha..too bad!!~but..d food there r delicious leh.......aiyah wear sunglasses then dun need 2 c their ap face again..lolz..
went 2 a cd shop..and when i went in..there's tis lady who helps in d shop kept pressing her nose and staring and me...then told her fren dat mi dumpling de smell veri strong and chou4..then dat fren looked and me and frowned..wah lao lor...wats d prob wif their noses..i cant stand ppl looking at me as if im from a rubbish dump..so i turned and smiled at them and walked out of d shop..and cy stiu looking at d cds lorh..then i cui ta hui jia..then went comics connection 4 awhile then go baq ler..

being at home alone is SIAN... reached home at ard 2.30pm..then ard 3 mi bro go plae bball le lor..leave me at home..wanted 2 slp..but cant..so watched tv..then played ps2 miself..sian leh..play against com..not fun one..plae wif mi bro funner..i mean..plae wif another person is much more fun..when u win dat person then can suan him/her..then he/her will bu fu qi and plae another rd and defeat u..then it is their turn 2 suan u..all tis makes d games more fun 2 plae!!!no joke!!!haha..and i dun dare plae d Fatal Frame lor..wah alone in d hse leh..lata i faint after seeing d ghost oso no1 2 save me..hahahaha

watched tv while doin maths..erm..finished 1 qn in half an hr..hahaha..so its not advisable 2 switch on ur tv if u wanna do maths~lolz..
gotta jie jue mi own dinner coz mi bro wun b cuming baq 2 eat and mi mum will b goin 2 d facial... i was too lazy 2 go down 2 buy..so cooked 2 packets of mee goreng..was not bad!!wahaha..

zhan shen--tong dao is a crazee man...
sg idol--daphne was out..sad..i voted for d other 3 onli..coz tink they r d bez 3!

tml's mi bro's bdae!!~haven buy prez yet..planning 2 buy a shirt 4 him tml..shhhh~~~hahaha..kkaes..me go eat supper!!~ =)

games..and more games!

2004-11-11T23:59:00.000-08:00

was practically dragging miself 2 tam mrt 2 meet mi frens lor...wanted 2 slp summore lehz..but have 2 do proposals..so came mi hse do finish ler then they went baq..then went wif mi fam 2 d coffeeshop downstairs eat lunch~and mi meatball mee was rite in front of me...i was abt 2 take mi chopsticks and start eating mi mee...when mi hp rang..it was a veri nice ringtone called pizzicato!veri cute song neh!lolz..ok..yah and it was sx..and she told me dat we neva draw d proposal 4 d kitchen dressing!!and they wanted 2 cum baq lo..but i wif mi fam and we goin out 2 buy tings ler..so cannot..so i said i draw miself lor..aniwae tml when meet can change mah..yah so like dat and i started eating d mee..

then followed mi parents and bro all d wae to dunnoe where..walked veri long lah..and reached a shop dat sells alot of games..and i picked Fatal Frame(mi bro recommended)..mi bro chose wrestling de..and we both picked LOTR and another game where we can choose character and vesus each other..
then mi mum went for a haircut and we went baq and played d games we bought!

played LOTR 1st..veri nice 2 play leh!me like~~like u can choose wat stage and wat character..then have 2 fight all d ghost and monsters..at d end haveta kill d boss and u win!

look nice huh?wahaha..it is!!!!lolz..

after dat we played d fighting one..then like veri weird lehz..have 2 press R1 2 turn left and right..then can move baq de..then those in front cant hit u..funni..so decided 2 stop playing and played Fatal Frame..

it is abt a gal..who wants 2 find out how her bro died..and her bro actualli went 2 a haunted mansion..dunnoe do wat..wif their mum's camera..and tis camera can take pictures of ghost and tings dat d naked eye cant see..so as u explore d hse 2 find more clues and solve ur bro's death reason..u have 2 use d camera 2 take photos of ghost when they appear to get pts..and when they wanna attack u..u have 2 use it 2 take photos of them 2 kill them..and d controller will vibrate..and there will b sum eerie sounds...

as d ghosts in tis game r too scary...........i will not publish them in mi blog..shall onli put d gal here..veri chio horh!~hahaha..and dats d camera lor..those gu2 dong3 kind..then i play halfwae too scared to continue lor!its like ur heart will beat veri fast..and when d controller starts vibrating u will get veri nervous and scared..lolz..shld plae at least once 2 noe how i felt!haha..then when mi bro took over no more ghost liao..then he said he will go internet and find d guide 2 Fatal Frame so he played his wrestling game and i watched tv..
watched eminem's one man show..and found out dat he's actuallie from a single parent family..and he has neva toked 2 his father b4..he was bullied by a guy when he was in sec sch and was beaten up till he was nearly in coma..and due 2 his rough childhood..d lyrics he wrote 4 all his songs reflects his life lor..qte pity him..but he's a strong man~hahaha..and his songs r qte hao ting actuallie!dun listen 2 d vulgar parts larhs..

watched zhan shen!!haha..oh man tong dao like chen ling for 5 yrs liao..and when he said 'wo dui ni you xing qu jiu ke yi le..' i wanna puke leh!!hahahaha..imagine a gal saying dat 2 another gal..>.<
sg idol--i tink daphne was qte monotone 2dae..olinda was power!slyy qte gd lah..tink if he put more force in2 d song..more feeling~make me excited!make me attracted 2 him..then will b nicer..wahahaha..taufik is d bez again!R&B is his kind of music..looking forward 2 his next performance next wk!!=)

and started doin d proposal at 11pm..tot i cld finish in a short time..but when i drew d 2nd tripod..i found out dat it was so much bigger than d 1st one!so redrew it and it was stiu bigger..then redrew d 1st one and it was much betta..but i took abt 25 min 2 change it lor...then completed it at ard 12 am..woho!!!~then wenta use com..1st time i start using d com at such an early time..haii then tml stiu got ji he..9 am!!got 2 wake up early again..=(

ok i shall post tis as 11 nov altho im writing on 12 nov coz all tis happen on 11 nov..hahahaha..kk..sayonara!~

1st time i dun like guides

2004-11-10T23:59:00.000-08:00

cy came mi hse 2dae~and we cooked mee goreng..had lotsa laughters..wahaha..then watched tv..then used d com..went 2 each other's bloggie!and played her neopets acc -.- then we decided dat we shldnt b so slack..then wenta do maths..then dunno y we will start toking and start paiing photos of each other wif our hps..hahaha..and found out dat we cld send pics using infrared!!=)

after dat b4 we went down 2 plae ball..cy tried on 2 singlets..(1 whole 1 half) 2 c if they look weird..and when she changing i turned mi baq at her..then hahahah i said i wanted 2 take a photo of miself and purposely lifted d cam high and ke-cha! hahahahaa..cld hear cy whining..hahaha..then i saw d photo and almost cldnt believe wat i saw..hahahaha..dint noe i was sucha gd photographer..oh mann..d bottom half of it was d upper part of mi face..then d top half..u can c mi rm..and a person holding a shirt(covering d front) and looking at d direction of d cam..wahahaha...luckily i deleted it wor..or cy is sure 2 killlll me......x_x

then played vball at d bad court..kept mo fanging how d pro vballers serve their balls..but we neva succeeded..lolz..then mi bro and ben went baq ler..then we met la-ste..hahahaha..she's actuallie a gal we met when we played bball at mi hse there..everitime plae ball she will b there..and everitime share court share ball wif me de lor..qte frenly larhh..and erm big size..hahaha..and she's onli pri 6!haha..then laz time she asked me wats mi name..and i told her and asked her hers..and she said 'la-ste' -_-""" get it..ste-la..la-ste..lamee rite..yah then met her 2dae again and she told me her sch juz played cball wif maha bodhi gals..and she said they r veri strong in cball..reminds me of d times we played cball after psle..lolz

then ate dinner watched tv bathed..and rmbed got guides ji he on fri....got 2 pass up proposals!!ahh!!!then quickly smsed mi atc patrol members lo..after much 'discussing' meeting at 10 at tam mrt and lata cum mi hse..then have 2 take d proposals from jt too..so paiseh leh..ask her 2 cum all d wae 2 tam..haii then during d atc prep i told her use ani paper oso can larh(for proposal)..then said foolscap paper oso can..then during inspection got scolded by yx..dou shi wo de cuo..ahh..=(

and nowadaes mi mum keep cuming home veri late..ard 8 like dat..and everi morning when i wake up she's gone..coz she tinks dat staying at home is wasting time..so muz y go out 2 work 2 earn more money..so dat we can have money 2 go other countries.... but i miss d meals she cooked for us..like porridge for lunch..and soup for dinner..i like mi mum cook de nut soup!but i dun tink there will b mani chances of drinking it now..
can c dat she's not in a gd mood 2dae..and i can tell dat she's trying 2 hide her feelings from us..=((..trying 2 pretend nth happened..now she's tokin 2 mi dad..wonder if she has met wif ani problems in her work..=(

and tml holidae she got no work!=)but got 2 do guides stuff..=( hope we can finish early!

and i finished level 20 of MobiEscape ler!!!wheee!!~congratulate mie!!~wahahaha..okaes..dad chasing me 2 use d com le..cya!!~

so mani hw!!

2004-11-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

was woken up by a grp of ppl toking in d kitchen..heard sum sae..'eh..qi2 guai4 lehh..' and another person 'chao ta liao..' and another person 'ni de jie jie ar?'..all guys..can recognise sum~so obv they r mi bro's frens..then i continued 2 lie on d bed..but eyes abit open lah..then saw mi bro cum..and asked me 'u eat alreadi?' 'haven lah!' was mi reply..like duhh..i slping leh how 2 eat?he dint sae aniting and closed d door..and i dunnoe y..?_? lolz then got up and looked at d clock-->1.30!juz in time 2 watch baby looney tunes! veri cute leh!all of them wear pampers de..onli daffy and tweety neva..hahaha..mayb they dun have pampers size XXXXXXS for tweety..hahahaha

then tot wah..mi bro and his frens cooking lunch ar..yay..got lunch 2 eat le!then came out of d room..and saw nth on d table~~all of them were watching soccer and playing ps2 lo..haii..we gals will neva eva understand y guys liketa play ps so much..hrmm..then went down 2 buy lunch~and played MobiEscape..now at level 18 le!!!wahahaha!!and d laz level is 20..-_-"" but its veri fun!!

then did maths..ate dinner and watched xi ling men 2..haha nth 2 do mah..then got 1 part ish a gal became an extra and did sum gongfu stuffs (acting lah) then 2 men wanted 2 kill her..(rmb is acting..) then her younger brother ar..little gourd tot it was real and ran up and boxed d 2 men..hahaha..so cute lor..then dat gal kept hitting him on d head..then he argue baq..hahaz..reminds me of hao ran lehhs..kinda miss him..lolz..

watching channel u wo cai wo cai wo cai x3..tai2 ke4 shuai ge..woah..can puke mann~so damn shuai......x_x
haii wanna quickly finish mi hw..then lata can plae without worrying ler!!
k byez!~

wasnt bored 2dae all thnx 2 mi hp~haha

2004-11-08T21:32:00.000-08:00

ha ha 2dae went 2 sch for less than half an hr then cum baq le..stoopid?haii coz got 2 pass up an edusave form for a 1st aid course on 24-26 nov..luckily i got mi hp 2 pei me!!~was playing a game called MobiEscape all d wae 2 sch..ok u muz control tis brown cute! lil dog..u have 2 find a key and find ur wae 2 d door 2 d next level..and another key and another door 2 next level and so on..and there will b alot of big rocks (almost same size as d dog) blocking ur wae~u can onli push them..u cant jump over and u wun get injured!even if d rock falls on u..amazing rite?(i mean d dog..not u~) haha and there will b ladders 2 help u too~it gets trickier and more difficult as u go on 2 d next levels..and im stuck at level 13!!!!!AHH!!aww..juz cldnt get dat lil doggie outta dat level!!aha..shall not give up thou!~=))

yea..got tis from d internet..err..as u can c..dat shld b d starting of d game..dunnoe wat level..coz u cant possibly get d key and jump over d 2 rocks and reach d door liao rite?understand? x( nvm

pass up ler then came baq wif pq..bought an icecream and bei bei mian..and went home 2 do hw....wanted 2 go cy's hse..but lazi 2 walk..haha..so in d end finished chaoing chengyu!now doin maths halfwae!!~wahh..dun sae me crazee..(not as crazee as wl but stiu a lil crazee..) coz we guides got alot of stuffs 2 do and prepare for our camp in dec..can beng1 kui4 lehh!!then we will b so tired after d camp..then how 2 finish hw!!wahhh..xiang dao jiu pa...ya1 li4 ah..ya1 li4!!!!hahaha..when did mi blog turn chinese..

ok.... was left alone at home for d whole afternoon..mi parents went 2 work and mi bro went out wif his frens 2 buy ps2 games..haha..qte ok larh..no1 2 disturb me or ask me 2 shut up when im singing..hahahaha..-.- then mi bro came baq wif several games..he borrowed sum from his frens..and we played soccer 2gether!!wahaha..and i dunnoe y i kept laughing..was laughing throughout d whole game wif him lo!!and everitime i giggle (cant help it lah..) d expression on mi kor's face will b either -.- or -_-" or -_-"""""" or 0____0..hahahaha..tink he feel veri diu lian having me as his sista.....wahaha..but sumtimes he got laugh wif me oso larhh..d players were veri cute lehhs!then they run dat time veri funni!d hilarious part is when i slide tackle kor..or vice versa..then d player got kicked and AWW! fell 2 d grd..clutched 2 their legs and groan in pain..hahahaha!!and i made 2 of kor's players injured..and 2 of mi players got red card and was sent out..but..i wasnt at all sad or aniting leh!stiu laughed mi ass out..wahahahahahaha...
in d end i lost both matches..2-1 and 1-0..welcome ppl who wanna challenge mi kor!if u tink u're betta than me lah..so muz challenge wif me 1st~and risk d chance of getting ya players injured!!wahaha!!

woah..mi testi arent baq yet..=((
aniwae..we r in 3B now!!!~yayy!!!~ we=those same combi as me lah..2d3b will rawkk okaes!!~=))

happi to sad..to hapiee again!!~

2004-11-07T16:01:00.000-08:00

"haven blogged for 2 daes le..now im baq!

fri- - -watched mars zhan shen!wahaha..tis episode veri funni..qi luo learnt how 2 ride motorbike..she dint noe how 2 brake and almost fell in2 d river!!luckily chen ling came 2 her rescue~lata..chen ling found out dat a male jnr(tong dao) an lian ta!!wahaha!!d sista of d gal who liked tong dao told him..but he dint believe..then he turned ard and saw tong dao and d show ended..catch d next episode same daes same time same channel!=)
found sum websites..mars mv!!~watch!!veri nice de..believe me!u will regret not watching...lolz..
http://2cts.tv/prog/a/a0015/ (mars official website..thnx 2 selina!~too bad her com will hang when she clicks tis..=(haha )
http://ms1.so-nettv.com.tw/sonymusic/mv/mars/mars_mv01.wmv (ling mv)
http://ms1.so-nettv.com.tw/sonymusic/mv/mars/mars_mv02.wmv (rang wo ai ni mv) <--note:alot of kissing scenes..u may not get used 2 it`

sat- - -noe how 2 put pics le!!!!!!!!ahhhhhh!!!!sooo hapiee!!!~=))))wohohoho~~~~okae..2dae basically is a boring dae..everi1 is lamenting dat got nth 2 do...let's have another claz outing!!!yeayea!!~ went 2 blk 201 2 eat and buy ps2..(mi bro's get-gd-results present) lolz..then mi parents tried 2 bargain wif d man 2 give us a lower price lor..but he's a stubborn person..so in d end bought it for $398~ mi mum bought a vcd.."Little Bride" its abt a gal, now 18 yrs old..when she was young..she was betrothed 2 a boy 10 yrs older than her..then now she's 18 and d guy's grandpa wants 2 c them get married b4 he leaves tis world..but dat guy dun wan..and d story goes on..so if u wanna noe wat happen 2 d both of them..cum rent from me!!wahahaha..

sun- - -woke up at 9 am in d morning..was EARLY for me..but coz 2dae ish mi granma's death anniversary..so gotta go 2 d temple early in d morning..then on d wae baq..was in d bus..then sum1 smsed me..i flipped mi fone(woho!~lolz) and saw a msg.."Woot!!we r in d same claz!!" i was shocked noe!!!jaw dropped..hahahaha!!yanling checked for me..and said me her grace aud zh wz and yj all in d same combi!!!!!!!!WOOOHOOOO!!!~so mani 2D de ren!!!yayyy!!!~reached home then found out dat sum1 oso same claz wif me~~mi sotong!!!!!mi les partner!!!!mi darling!!!wahahahah!!!so damn damn hapiee leh!!!!!!cant stop smiling lor..FATE!!~wahaha!! then looked at d yrbk and saw all those in same combi as me de..all dunnoe de!!and all look so guai1..haii..hope we 2D gals will bring sum life 2 d claz!!wif grace and aud's screaming..sure will de!!!!!wif yanling 2 plae balls wif me..sure will de!!wif chengyi's siaoness..sure will de!!wif zh's crapiness..sure will de!!wahahaha~oh mann..im crazee~ ahaz..having a veri veri chao lame conversation wif selina~b4 dat we toked abt death~then abt gal's prob..then blood gushing out from mi didi..then bandage..then how 2 pee??wahahahaha..damn lame kaes..lucky mi legs r stiu intact..guess hers r gone..lolz.. arhhh..i cant wait 2 go baq 2 sch!!haha..but i'll miss 2D!!~ MI TESTIS R GONE......WDH!!!!! well..wat can i do..=( kkaes..me feeling veri sian now..byez!~ " was wat i wrote on sundae afternoon..

then at nite..i was darn hapiee again!!~wahahaha..coz mi parents bought a get-gd-results prezzie 4 me~~and dat prezzie ish..a new hp!!!wheee!!!!~mitsubishi m350..veri cool ritex!!

hahaha..got cam de!!!so next time can take photos of miself..wahahaha..but if i wanna put in2 com..got 2 buy a cable which costs 30 bucks..shld save mi own $$ 2 buy dat!=))

yayyy!!!!now trying 2 get used 2 mi fone~
stae tuned for more news abt mi fone and me!!!!~hahahaz~

failure

2004-11-04T23:06:00.000-08:00

waha..i tried 2 design mi own shoes..ambitious am i?but it turned out veri disgusting..total failure mann~u can vomit juz by looking at them..to d person reading tis..lucky for u..i got no scanner..so dun need worri..hahaz..

a few wks ago..i had tis dream of designing mi own shoes..in mi mind i had vivid pictures of how d shoes will look like..so decided 2 use mi old sch shoes! i bought dye and dyed d whole pair of shoes red... bought silver and black marker... then a few daes ago i drew out sum sketches of different plans and different patterns and coloured them in different colours 2 c which pattern was d nicest~ in d end coloured d front and back part silver ytd..and outlined d lines in black.. then i put on pink and blue shoelaces.. and wore them and walked ard in d hse..so yuckky k!!!!then i showed mi mum and she gave me face..she did not vomit..hahaha..its veri er xin leh..i dun tink i dare 2 go out wearing dat lorz..haii..i even tot of designing mi own rm if i succeeded in mi shoes..now i tink i shld jolly well give up dat tot!imagine wat will happen lo..DISASTER! -_-" tink its betta for me 2 design shorts..look at splatee p2 de atc shorts jiu zhi dao liao!!wheeeee!!!!~splatee rawk!~gd luck for atc!!

4got 2 watch zhan shen 2dae!!argh!but nvm..got repeat..wahahaz..watched sg idol..they had 2 perform twice lo!actuallie 8.30 i tot finish liaos..wanted 2 off then gurmit said 'here's taufik wif...' haha..taufik was GOOD lor..did both different feel de songs..and both were nice and smooth~daphne was qte ok..prefer her 2 sing fast songs..i tink sly's 2nd performance was betta..more of d bad boy image..haha..leandra's 2nd one was betta toos..i tink it wld b betta if she continued 2 sit on d chair and sing..lolz..coz she start bouncing up and down when she stands and its veri irritating..bleahx and oli was gd too..she's veri consistent in all her performances..tink she's d bez choice of being d sg idol!!!all d wae superwoman!~lolz

1 more hr 2 zhan shen repeat!shall do mi xi zi~byez!~

2D claz chalet!!

2004-11-03T19:30:00.000-08:00

argh mi whole blog entry juz disappeared like dat..nvm shall write again..
had claz chalet wif 2D peeps!3 daes 2 nites!~so shuang~tis was d 1st time mi mum allowed me 2 go chalet lor..after i persuaded her..sae laz yr liaos blah blah..sobz..
1st dae
went 2 sch 2 pass mi senior smth and was drenched after runnin in d rain~then met yl annabel and sx at whitesands and d rest of d claz at d mrt there..took 403 and reached d chalet!!i was so excited!~it was veri big lehz..then watched scary movie 3..bian tai show kaes..and sl 4got 2 bring vball!and it was rainin..so cant go out 2 plae...=( then went 2 d nearby restaurant eat dinner..and watch ren wo ao you!altho im not dat crazee over dat show..i stiu watched till d end..coz watching and laughing and wahlaoing wif d whole claz was so..haha..er..i juz felt hapiee 2 noe dat our claz is stiu 2gether~ then annabel's parents sent me yl clara sx and annabel(of coz) home..thank u auntie uncle!!(as if they will read mi bloggie..lolz..)actuallie wanted 2 stay de..but i neva bring ani clothes and mi mum onli allow me 2 stae for 1 nite..so went home lor
2nd dae
left hse at ard 9 smth..watched tv..and audz grace and sum others cooked instant noodles for us!not bad lah..got egg summore..haha..then sl's dad came wif d vball..and when i asked ard nobody wanted 2 plae lor..and it was so bright and sunny~~~so in d end onli me yl wl and audz..went 2 plae those kiddy stuffs there..felt like i had returned 2 mi childhood daes..wahaha..and d spiderweb was qte sian larh..sorri yl..coz not ci4 ji1 enuff..awhile onli then reach d top liaos..then played vball at d bb court for awhile jiu hui qu le..d mosquitoes chased us awae u see... went 2 bathe~then went whitesands for dinner..bought sum crackers and drinks and went baq 2 watch ren wo ao you again..and sum1 was sooo hapiee 2dae lor..wahaz..they played truth or dare..and ____ kissed ______!!!!!omg lor!!!!!cant believe mi eyes..aniwae cant believe so wat?it realli happened and she is sooooo xing fu wor~received a rose and a kiss..wooooot!!haii..wonder when will b mi turn.......wahahahaha!!!
then alot of ppl went 2 jie a guy called eric..so extra lor..need so mani ppl jie him..so dua pai..then sum of us went 2 watch d stars~they r nicer looking than him..hahaz..d whole sky was full of stars lor!!!and at 1 part of d sky..there was 3 stars in a row!~aaron said his senior once told him dat 3 stars in a row means smth..but he 4got..-.-" lolz and d hua mian was sooo nice dat no words can describe it..woho!!lolz..realli..u muz go and experience it urself..as well as d sunrise...
3rd dae(todae)
woke up at ard 4 smth and went 2 d beach 2 watch d sunrise..we sat there for abt 1 hr like dat..waiting for d sun 2 cum out..then slowly slowly..we saw d sky changed from dark..to light blue..to pinkish colour..to yellow..orange..and in d middle there was a bright orangey ball shining on earth..it was soo beautiful i dunnoe wat 2 sae~juz sit there and watched d blue blue sea..d sun and d birds flying past..jiu jiu dou bu xiang hui qu..then c everi1 like veri sian then go baq liao lo..everi1 started packing up and we were like all veri sad 2 leave like dat..then went mac 2 eat breakfast~me wl and audz made a holy shrine dat was made up of syrup butter sugar salt pepper blueberry jam ice and straws..hahahahaha..then got shark fins..reindeer poo..plant cell..all d crap ting larh!!so funni lorh!kept laughing..hahahaha..then stoopid zh kept playing wif mi mr bean teddy bear and torch light lorh!!b i a n t a i o k.....and ytd stiu threw it at mi...ahem then they decided 2 go marina bay..i felt veri tired and i dun wanna carry so mani tings and walk ard..so went baq home 2 bathe and slp...then found out from yl thru sms dat marina bay was veri sianz and grace lost her hp lo..shld b more careful next time!!

so overall d chalet was fun!!!coz can b wif 2D again~muz organise more and more claz outings!!play beach vball!!watch movie!!take neoprints!!ohh mann..i gonna miss 2D..sadsad..

and rmb 2 watch mars zhan shen channel 56(scv) at 7pm and sg idol channel 5 at 8pm tml!!~whee!~

2D4eva!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

2004-10-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

2d will stay in mai heart 4eva and eva and eva and eva.................
it was a mixture of hapieeness and sadness 2dae~during recess most of d ppl from our claz sat 2gether 2 eat!!!ahahaha..me who usually dun go down 4 recess went there too!!~laz recess 2gether mah.....sobz :'( haha..and we shouted '2D YAM~~~SENG!!!!' so funnnn lor!!!!!then we were all crapping and laughing~
then lata had springcleaning!!everi1 started 2 clean d clazrm!!everi1!!everi1 who dared 2 dream in these 2 yrs!!~ i juz luvvvv it....its like d whole claz..cum 2gether and everi1 did their part...no1 slacked..no1 took 2d 4 granted..sooo hapieeee like siao even when our rags were soo dirty...lolz..after dat we took claz photos!!!!!!!!ahahaha..took wif ms's camera..muz email us kaes!!!!!i cant stop smiling at dat pt of time lor..went totallie crazee~coz 2D rawkkkk mi world!!!!!!!~~~~~took mani photos!!and i stiu wanted summore!~~so took wif chen linggs and mani others like panda and audz!!~then we cheered 2d sud xing and oolala~felt veri she bu de....and we got guides lor..so bi bu de yi gotto go..then constance shouted '2d04 roxx!!!~we luvv u!!' then everi1 in d claz clapped and cheered....then alot of memories of d times we had 2gether suddenly rushed into mi mind..laz yr interclaz..we sat ard and cried 2gether..won prizes..studied hard 4 exams 2gether..wished each other luck b4 sitting 4 exams..practised veri hard for d vball interclaz and full of fighting spirit during dat few daes..yea..all these juz came rushing into mi mind..and when i tot dat there wun b ani more chances 2 experience dat wif 2D..i started crying~haha..juz cant help it..we've gone thru alot 2gether as a claz..thick and thin..and i dun wanna separate.....
hahaha..and i think everi1 started 2 cry after seeing me cry..hahaz..and we went rd hugging each other..and all i cld wish for was for time to stop..so nobody will leave 2D..we will stiu b 2gether!!!!!~but dat dint happen..haveta face d reality of life..sheng li si bie..sobsobz..but 2D will alwaes remain in our hearts 4eva!!!!!!!!!!i juz luvv 2D to bits and pieces!!!!claz chalet everi1 muz cum kaes!~!!!!then we will b 2gether again~YAYYYY!!!!!!~
now i wanna eat recess wif 2D..i wanna plae vball wif 2D..i wanna laugh wif 2D..i wanna cheer and clap wif 2D..i wanna do alot of tings wif 2D rite now!!but we can alwaes do all these during our chalet rite!!wheeeeee!!~
2D ROXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!
I JUZ LUVVV 2D!!!~~~
WILL MISS U ALL!!!!!!!!
-WE RAWK-

i feel realli hapiee being wif 2D during these 2 yrs..haha..i keep repeating miself!but..wat to do??2D WE JUZ ROCK TIS WHOLE UNIVERSE RITE??wahahahahaha..

im feeling sooooo damn ap 2dae.....

2004-10-28T23:20:00.000-07:00

it was raining cats and dogs tis morning~and stoopid lim sk took 20 mins off our recess juz 2 give out d results slip and she dun even let us extend our recess time.....wahlao..dats d onli time i can plae ball lor.....ass her lah
then rushed out 2 plae but everi1 went 2 eat~left me and audz..altho both of us were feeling veriiii sian..but she stiu played wif me 4 awhile lah..then she wenta eat~then yl amelia sy sl came..and all of them had full stomachs..cant move ard well yea?sooo..i juz sat down and stared in2 space..wondering y im feeling sad (tot i wld feel happy after playing ball~)
it was a real SHORT recess..went baq 2 claz 2 do hol hw..audz lent me her mp3..so cool lor!!~guess how much is it..almost half a thousand bucks!!(im trying 2 make it sound ex~haha) mayb me and mi bro sharing 2 buy one...buy d cheapest..abt $100 like dat..
and toking abt dogs (refer to 1st sentence)..i 4got 2 bring mi beloved storybk to sch!!The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Nite-time!!!left it on mi table....
4getfulness+sianness=apness
hrm found out dat i dun realli like card games~laz time like stress alota..now..bleahx
Simply nth
Interesting to do
At all except to
Nap......

ok rite after sch we started camp prep..dint even have time 2 eat lunch..then sum of our sec 1s got robotics..then how 2 practise gadget!and manimanimani probs arised again..eg styrofoam box..shorts too plain..time constraint..hunger..arhh and mi back was aching again~STRESS!!!!!!!!!!
but in d end we managed 2 complete d shorts!so hapiee!~then went 2 eat yong tau foo..and i can feel d enzymes digesting mi stomach walls....
so left d styrofoam box..sotong had 2 do her patrol stuff..so went baq wif cheryl sl kay..and they left at kembangan..i think..and i continued 2 slp...and when i woke up..d bus reached liao lo!and i was d laz one left..so paiseh lor..
met yl and constance there!and they said they went bugis....to shop obviously..make me so jealous..but wat can i do?then went 2 ntuc 2 jian styrofoam boxes..found 3..but 1 was veri dirty..and i cant carry so mani home..so juz brought 2 baq~and when i was trying 2 carry them up..an indian guy who walked past came and ask me wat im doin..then i said 'to store tings' he laughed and left.wattttttt theee....is it his business?????wahlao..felt like giving him a hard smack on his damn face...but..i haveta care abt dhs reputation..lata mr tan who retired get a heart attack after tis incident then i dieeee liao..
then waited for mi bus..and when it came..me tis considerate lil gal let all d rest go up d bus 1st b4 goin in..and there's tis indian man(another one or is he malay?arh heck juz noe he's black)..eh i let him go up 1st kaes..and wat he did lata realli make me wanna kick his ass.....he noticed me..turned and looked at me..then looked down at mi styrofoam boxes..then baq at me..then styrofoam box..then at me and laughed.............WAH LAO EHHH!!!!WAD IS HIS PROB.......felt like gorging out his eyes and stuffing them into his disgusting mouth dat had dat disgusting smile..but..i haveta care abt dhs reputation..lata mr tan who retired get a heart attack after tis incident then i dieeee liao..(muz emphasize on tis u see..)
and another guy~d bus driver..his name is a and surname p..mr ap..wonder if he's mi longlost relative..ok..i was d laz one 2 get on d bus..and 2 styrofoam boxes r heavy k..(dun tink they're light)..so i put on d grd and kick..then accidentalli kicked and hit sum1's legs~then dat mr ap bus driver said 'oi gal dun anihow kick' and at 1st i tot he meant dat im not supposed 2 bring such stuffs on d bus..then i said 'cannot ar?' and he gave me dat kinda face..dat y-nowadaes-teenagers-so-rude face~ i heck cared him and found a seat..
and as i was sitting there..i could feel d ppl looking at me...but i juz daoed them..guess mi face was even blacker than bao qing tian in qi xia wu yi!
when i reached home..i finally realised y dat 2nd indian man laughed..at 1 side of d styrofoam sum1 wrote green rose apples..............i muz have looked retarded..carrying sch bag,1st aid box and styrofoam boxes wif green rose apples....
after having a nice bath~i found out dat mayb sx was goin 2 buy styrofoam boxes....so i go thru all dat troubles 4 nth lah!!!!!!wattttt the hell hell hellllllll

~
~
~

okkk..now abt mi fav tings!i missed half an hr of mars!!!i juz switched 2 dat channel and dat chen ling chopped a 3pt-er..whooo!!~gonna wait till 12 for d repeat again~its so nice i dun wanna miss ani episodes!!after dat was sg idol!!!!~i miss maia!sg idol is like so boring wifout her..hrm betted wif wl dat leandra will b eliminated~i've neva realli enjoyed her performances..sorri leandra fans!oli's fever was nice~and i think taufik and daphne r losing their personality....chris rendition is boring..slyy's ish d bez!!~mersmirized by him..hahaha..
woo!i tink tis is mi longest and most vulgar entry eva..sorri 2 those reading tis rite now~i juz cant help it..gotto chu qi to sum source and i've chosen 2 do dat in mi blog!!i think 2dae mi lian dou diu guang guang le~~hahaha..so next time no need worri liao..coz no more lian 2 diu liao!lolz..xi wang ming tian hui geng hao!!dun wanna b tis ap again....

sianned~

2004-10-27T23:42:00.000-07:00

had a 2nd streaming talk..and course i was added..geog+lit elect+bio+chem+ss..alot of ppl sure choose dat lor..lesser chances of getting in~hrm..mayb i take b i h..i can onli cross mi fingers and pray~pls dun put me in another 2 yrs of torture wif.....

lata camp prep..got 2 pack pei bei..all dat..then got sum kinda probs..like d velvet cloth keep rolling and frailing..and we(colour party) dunnoe wat 2 do on sat..arhh..preparing 4 atc is stressful and scary!!~~

i cant put pics in mi blog!!!!!!!!or shall i sae i dunnoe how to put pics in mi blog!!!!!dl dat free ting liao..but d pics juz dun cum out in d blog..haii..sorri if mi blog is boring~i'll try mi best!=)

ohkaes..since 2dae nth special happen..lets tok abt planes!~i've neva eva sat in an aeroplane b4 leh..can u believe it..veri xian mu ppl who sae they're flying to other countries during d hols..me ish goin to other country~malaysia!!!but..our mean of transport:bus-_-"
hahaha..so ke xiao..but im stiu qte excited!!it has been almost 4 yrs since i went out of spore..and i can onli rmb miself jumping into d bed in d cooollllddd~ hotel in malaysia..ahaz..
cya in mi next entry!~

wat combi 2 take???

2004-10-26T12:58:00.000-07:00

yoooooo!!~2dae morn there was a briefing for all sec 2 mainstream pupils on wat combi 2 take next yr..i wanna take geog and bio!!i wanna b surgeon!~or detective..hrm those solve murder case de lah..lolz..according 2 d course they gave us..im not goin A coz im scared i cant cope wif so mani subs..and i dun like hist~~~and i dun wanna take full lit~d combi i wld luvv 2 take ish B lor..3 sci 1 humans..but..for pupils 2 get 3 sci..they muz have gd grades for their sci..and mi sci is badddd...and bio is like so pop lor..sure alot of ppl wanna take de..and i will onli have a teeny weeny bit of chance of getting into dat combi=( then mi 2 other choices mayb G or H..but if i go to G..i cant take bio!!if i go to h..i haveta take full lit!!oh nooo!!~veri fan nao now lor..
yah then sum 2e gals wrote a petition to ask for geog+lit elect+bio+chem..hope they will accept....
then lata got dat maths and sci ting..damn sian kaes..onli after dat when each claz went up 2 present did i have qte a gd laugh~hahaha..orange tree...lamers~and i like it when our claz stayed baq 2 clean d hall!!full of claz spirit!~wahaha

14.30 camp prep zhen shi start~we almost finished our flag..shorts left our names..and identity got 2 wait for d fabric paint 2 dry..and tis sat HQ de ren will cum and observe us!!oh noo!!and sec 3s will not b cumin too!!~die!!~and colour party need 2 march again lor..
noe wats colour party?it consists of 3 persons..all almost same height..got 2 wear real he ge guides u..hat..d tallest one in d middle got 2 carry a flag wif d tip poking d belly button(u can rest it on d belt)..yea..and im dat dao mei person..but actuallie its qte fun leh!!test ur perserverance..and whether ya belly button is strong enuff 2 hold d flag..hahahahaha..
thank u astley for trying 2 help me wif mi blog..altho in d end oso fail..i stiu appreciate ya help vvv much!!lolz..tis came from d heart of mi bottom kaes.....wahahahaha~
ok..shall end here..give me sum comments on wat combi 2 take!!!!

laz mon in dhs sec 2d'04

2004-10-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

heyo!~tis is d laz wk in sec 2..kinda bu she de..haha..
as usual i was d 1st 2 reach sch..then lata weilin came and we both started chaoing d chengyu~then lata went 2 auditorium 4 d general knowledge quiz..in d end 2k won~qte sian actuallie..
then went 2 d hall 2 listen Q tok abt our conduct..then he said 'de ming zai fu lan zhong..' then me and wl were crapping..dunman is decomposing..then can release methane gas 2 produce energy!!not bad mah!!hahahahaha
then got post exam activities 4 us..so siannnnn..then we sat at a corner and had a 2d gathering~wahaha..sum guai kias(including me) were chaoing chengyu lah..and we knew our results..mine veri bad..dun wanna tok abt it..then got dat art tingy~dat person damn pro man!!he taught us d 2 circles 2 dots formulae..(and bian tai wl was laughing~~)and look at sum pics dat i drew!=)

WHEEEEE!!!!!!!~~~~~SO DARN CUTEZ RITE??????YAYYYY!!!~~~

ok..after dat ms tang was so pissed off wif us and gave us a lecture..we almost became lame there..coz jiao veri suan1 then got 2 amputate then..hahaz..kkaes..then did splatee flag,identity and shorts design!so nice lor!but lata when we packing 2 leave..joanne came 2 c how we r doin..and said cardboard cannot b used 4 our flag.....all our efforts..nvm lah..can tear out and redo~nvm splatees!!~we will b d most seh patrol!!~=)
took bus 30 and 18 home..and i dunnoe y she took d same bus wif me~hrmm..then we sat at d rear ends of d bus..and in between us were mani ppl~~ + 2 gals who were toking and laughing 2gether..haii and i rmb laz time de tings..and i guess God is trying 2 help me 2 overcome tis barrier..look at wat God arranged 4 d both of us:
--->same claz
--->same cca
--->same grp of frens (u lose 1 u lose all..dats wat im afraid)
--->same seniors
--->and now same atc patrol
onli 1 word wow..its impossible 2 escape..haveta brave tis storm~but not alone!stiu got all mi lame crappy frens and sotong!!!~hahaha thnxie~~
im in no position 2 tok abt u..but i hope u noe wat u're doin..pls stop toking behind our backs cann..

and..mi head aches like hell!!!!!i think its bcoz of d knock ytd~got a lil blue black~wish mi brain wasnt mashed up..wahahaha..
yeah..and everi1's changing at tis pt. of life..hmm..and i qte like d me 2dae morning~aha..luv dat feeling of being so carefree..laughing lamin..yea~
oh yah and THNX AUD YANLING AND WEILIN 4 helpin me wif mi blog!!!~

2004-10-24T23:20:00.000-07:00

WuHA!!~went tm 2dae 2 buy prezzies~
took qte a long time 2 decide wat 2 buy..hahaz..then went arcade..played find d diff game and metal slug X wif mi dad(died in a short time)..and d skateboard ting!!veri fun noe!!!its like when u go up d platform..u step d back of d board and u can do all kinds of stunts~woohoo!~

after dat all shops close liao..then b4 we went home..we bought dinner 4 kor~his frens cumin 2 watch soccer..then mi dad was like so worried they got nth 2 eat like dat lor..he went 2 buy mac..4 prawn deluxe and 4 packs of fries!!-.-

and after tis dae wif mi parents..i learnt 2 phrases of teo chew:

ka lang ka boh-means 2 b frantic

dong dong hee-means hyperactive(like a monkey according 2 mi mum)

hahaha..cute ritex..x)

and i banged mi head on d doorlock!!!yes..bang!d sound was so loud lor..wonder which one was harder:mi head or d lock..wahaha..i think there's a dent in mi head liao~aha im exaggerating~

i made a new discovery!mi hair's grown longer!!wowowow!!mi mum bet wif me dat i will cut mi hair few mths lata..ha c who wins tis bet lor~

next wk tue-fri..we will b so bz...i cant wait 4 atc 2 b over!!coz 5 dec mi family ish goin 2 malaysia 4 a whole dae tour~i cant wait!!!!dat will b sooo fun..and i wonder when i'll find miself in d plane~

okies..me go watch tv le...

2004-10-24T19:15:00.000-07:00

stiu a noobie in tis~how 2 put pics ar?

got d sudden feeling of wanting 2 blog after watchin channel newsasia..they interviewed ppl who blogged..then got tis 20 yr old gal..quite chio neh!!lolz
and now exam over nth 2 do~at home so sian mann..sumtimes no1 2 chat 2 on msn..so blog lor!quite fun leh!ppl~try it!

10:00 ytd morning went out wif mi new atc patrol sec 2s 2 buy materials 4 our flag,identity and shorts
junru cldnt cum coz she got wat scholarship ting lah..then we took neoprint!and we saw a bag dat has mi name on it~lolz
then went 2 mi hse 2 do..did quite alot liaos..we r d pro splatees!!~

19:30 watched d grudge wif mi aunt mum and 2 cuzins
damn scary kaes!(ok if u haven watched dun read tis)esp when dat couple in d bus..then dat gal wanted 2 tell her bf wat she saw..then she heard d er..er..er..er sound..then turn and she saw a face on d glass pane!!AHH!!
then astley who sat beside me got a shock lor..ahahahhaa..then everi1 was laughin~
then finish liao..they on d lights..then his seat was full of popcorns!!hahaha
happy dae 2dae!~hrm altho there were qte few tings dat made me sad:

results lan
broke no $$
same atc patrol as sum1

results lan..i can alwaes work harder next yr..broke..i can alwaes save $$ again..same atc patrol..well..i'll juz try 2 let bygones b bygones..4give4get..its gonna b tough..but giving up is nono 4 me!=)

omg..mars zhan shen is sooo nice!!

whee!~1st time!

2004-10-24T17:30:00.000-07:00

heyheyz!!~tis is mi 1st time blogging!hope u peepz out there can guide me along kaes!!~ =)

i luv mi life!

Nobody Knows..

im sorry

Injure No Heart

3B rockk!!!!!=)))

wahahaha helloooooo bloggiee!!!~

yay!

tong hua lyrics by guang liang!=)))

guides made me a stronger person

tml will b a betta dae!!

lyrics of xin zhong de ri yue by wong li hom!:))

Lyrics of Kiss Nite~~awww so niceee!~~

one leg hop=yi jiao tiao hahaha

i dun like tis entry

get well sooooooooooon =)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~

finish hw!

a test from god =B

2d x'mas party!

i luv 2dae!!=)

cute figurines!!!!!=)

essay ah essay~

lyrics of Predictable by Good Charlotte

lag com

lyrics of Real To Me by Brain Mcfadden

wahaha -.-

shopping wif guides

evaluation and pack up

malaysia trip :)

a few hrs at night at orchard

annual training camp

a dae worth pondering

atc cuming!!

an evening at d pasa malam

laz dae!

dae 2

1st aid course dae 1

civil defence course

waiting for it 2 b over!

bdae 'party' at felicia's hse!

balls make me drool

olinda out..

feeling tired..

stuck at home

=(

lucky dae!!~

bro's bdae!!!

Beware of ap shop owners at bedok!

games..and more games!

1st time i dun like guides

so mani hw!!

wasnt bored 2dae all thnx 2 mi hp~haha

happi to sad..to hapiee again!!~

failure

2D claz chalet!!

2D4eva!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

im feeling sooooo damn ap 2dae.....

sianned~

wat combi 2 take???

laz mon in dhs sec 2d'04

whee!~1st time!

Lyrics of Kiss Niteawww so niceee!